INSIDE THE MACHINE...2

U svom uobicajenom stanju svesti, bilo koja ljudska masina ne usmerava paznju na sebe na nacin i u meri u kojoj bi trebalo da to cini. Za ljudsko bice su moguca cetiri stanja svesti – san, obicno budno stanje, svest o sebi i objektivna svest. Ljudske masine zive i dozivljavaju samo prva dva stanja svesti – san i obicno budno stanje, iako su i za masinu preostala dva stanja svesti dostupna. Bez obzira na dostupnost, sva cetiri stanja svesti se jako razlikuju po trajanju i mogucnosti da se pojave.

Uobicajeno, zivot delimo na san i budno stanje. U snu u proseku provedemo trecinu vremena koje provodimo na ovoj planeti. Medjutim ako se uzme u obzir da je budno stanje u stvari samo oblik sna, ljudi provode svoje zivote spavajuci. Ako nekoga u obicnom budnom stanju pitamo da li je svestan sebe, on ce najverovatnije odgovoriti da jeste, a vervatno da u tom trenutku i jeste svestan, ali vec slsedeceg trenutka ce zapasti u nedoslednu, necelovitu i zamagljenu paznju koja karakterise obicno budno stanje. Teze je uvideti obicno budno stanje kod sebe nego kod drugih. To je iz razloga jer je ljudima paznnja usmerena ‘od’ njih, ka spolja. Koliko ste puta videli opustene vilice ili prazan pogled ljudi koji se zablenu u nesto, na javnim mestima ili u situacijama kada misle da ih niko ne gleda – na ulicama, u autobusu, radnjama...Prosirivanje uvida da drugi hodaju, govore, jedu, rade i uopste citav zivot provode u potpunom odsustvu paznje, za nas sopstveni zivot predstavlja jedan mali korak u daljoj dedukciji.

Iznad stanja sna i budnog stanja nalaze se stanja svesti koja se mogu javiti kao bljeskkovi ili kao vrhunska iskustva – svest o sebi i objektivna svest. Mnoge masine su kroz zivot na trenutke imale svest o sebi, samo sto toga nisu bile svesne. To su trenuci intenzivnih psiholoskih dozivljaja, prijatnih ili neprijatnih, pozitivnih ili negativnih. Nekih stvari se u zivotu uopste ne secate, nekih se secate samo da su se dogodile, a nekih se secate sve do poslednjeg detalja – boja, tonova, zvukova, emocija, svake vibracije. Ove poslednje, kojih se detaljno secate, to su bili trenuci/situacije kada ste imali svest o sebi, kao npr. kada odete u neki strani grad u koji ste zarko zeleli da odete...pa kad sebe uhvatite u razmisljanju tipa - u jebote.....vidi ja sam u...Parizu, npr. Tada vidite i Pariz i sebe u Parizu. Svest o sebi covek moze steci samo dugotrajnim unutrasnjim naporima. Prvi korak je pamcenje sebe. Covek posmatra svet oko sebe, ali ne posmatra sebe u tom svetu. Prva karakteristika pamcenja sebe je ta da covek u stanju pamcenja sebe nije centar. Nije izdvojen. Sedeci npr. u sobi, svestan je citave sobe, i sebe kao jednog od predmeta u njoj. Na isti nacin, covek je svestan i drugih i ne stavlja se iznad njih, niti kritikuje niti sudi. To nije ljubav...to je pocetak ljubavi(u pravom smislu te reci). Kada pamti sebe, covek nema sopstvo kakvog je uobicajeno svestan. Potpuno mu je nemoguce da pridaje znacaj ili da postane negativan, jer onog trenutka kada to ucini, pamcenje sebe prestaje i nestaje....do sledeceg izuzetnog napora.

Ovakvi kakvi su sada, ljudi zive u cetvorospratnoj kuci, ali koriste samo  prizemlje i 1.sprat...Svaki sledeci sprat je raskosniji od onog prethodnog, ali si ljudi zaboravili kako da se popnu gore.. ili su im misici do te mere atrofirali da za njih predstavlja nemoguce bilo kakvo penjanje na sledeci sprat. Ljudi zive u oskudici i tami prizemlja i prvog sprata, pitajuci se, ne da li ima jos spratova, nego da li ima dnevne sobe na prvom spratu. Sta ljude podalje drzi od visih spratova? U svakodnevnom zivotu, prepreke postizanju visih stanja svesti su mnogobrojne. Te prepreke su nasledje od nasih brojnih prethodnih generacija, koje su se radjale i umirale u snu.

Glavna od tih prepreka je identifikacija, da kazemo – osnovni ukus obicnog budnog stanja.U tom stanju covek nema zaesbnu svest, potpuno je izgubljen u svemu sto mu se dogodi (coveku se sve dogadja) da uradi, pomisli ili oseti. Posto je utopljen, izgubljen i neprisutan za samoga sebe ovo stanje je poznato kao obicno budno stanje. Identifikacija je potpuna suprotnost svesti o sebi. U stanju identifikacije covek nije u stanju da pamti sebe. Paznja je usmerena napolje i nikakva svesnost ne preostaje za unutrasnja stanja. Obican zivot ljudi najcesce provode u stanju identifikacije.

Identifikacija sa ocekivanjima drugih ljudi se zove pridavanje znacaja. Postoje dve vrste pridavanja znacaja - unutrasnje i spoljasnje. Unutrasnje pridavanje znacaja zasnovano je na osecanju nedovoljnosti koju covek na nizim stupnjevima razvoja oseca gotovo sve vreme - u tom slucaju, nedovoljnost se oseca kada ljudi propuste da nam poklone dovoljno paznje ili uvazavanja. To je vodjenje unutrasnjeg knjigovodstva – sta smo dali, i sta nam se prema tome duguje, potom su tu osecanja izostavljenosti ili povredjenosti kada nam drugi ne plate za ono sto mi mislimo da treba platiti. Spoljasnje pridavanje znacaja je  izuzetno  korisno za coveka, za razliku od unutrasnjeg. Spoljasnje pridavanje znacaja je istinsko uvazavanje. Ono zavisi od odredjene pouzdanosti, doslednosti paznje i napora od strane onoga ko zeli to da primeni. Medjutim, treba paziti, jer se spoljasnje moze jako lako pretvoriti u unutrasnje pridavanje znacaja, onda kada osoba koja nastoji da nekome prida znacaj, u spoljasnjem smislu oseca povredjenost ili nedovolju zahvalnost i paznju. Spoljasnje pridavanje znacaja samo po sebi mora biti nagrada i ne sme se nista ocekivati zauzvrat.

Laganje je jos jedan neizbezan aspekt obicnog budnog stanja, do te mere neizbezan, da bi se ljudska psiholoogija mogla zvati psihologija laganja. Ljudi lazu, ne samo za male svakodnevne sitnice, vec se i predstavlajnje samo jednog aspekta istine zove laganjem. Laganje je neizbezno u opustenim caskanjima ili npr. predavanjima u skolama, kada oni koji poznaju materiju delimicno, teorijski smatraju da imaju istinsko razumevanje. Znanje i razumevanje su dve razlicite kategorije i razlika izmedju njih je vazna kako bi shvatilo ideja o ljudskom laganju. Znanje – sakupljanje cinjenic, podataka, informacija – je korisno za ljudsji razvoj samo kada ga xovekovo bice upija ili sjedinjuje do onog stepena do kojeg je u stanju da razume. Ako se nesto zna, ali ne razume, o tome ce se lagati, jer covek nikako ne moze da prenese istinu koju ne razume.

Razmisljanje obicnog coveka se ispoljava onda kada mu se ‘’nesto javi’’. To je mehanicko brbljanje, obojeno laganjem, koje nije ni pod kakvom kontrolom. Formativni aparrat, motoricki deo intelektualnog centra, nesposoban je da razume istine viseg reda od dualisticke – zato je obican covek slep za trecu silu. On sve stvari vidi kao suprtonosti – uzrok i posledicu, dobro i zlo, istinu i laz – covek vidi dualnost, ali ne i trojstvo. Zakoni prirode su trojni, trijalekticki. Jos jedna karakteristika obicnog budnog stanja koja predstavlja bespotrebno rasipanje dragocene enrgije je nepotrebno pricanje. Citav svoj zivot covek provodi pricajuci, bilo spolja, bilo iznutra. Dokono pricanje je potpuno mejhanicko, ukljucuje laganje i fantaziju i ohrabruje identifikaciju. Nepotrebno pricanje je najcesce usko povezano sa ostalim nepotrebnim fizickim kretanjima i telesnim napetostima, trzanjem, vrpoljenjem, lupkanjem prstima, lupkanjem nogama itd a sve to coveku oduzima preko potrebnu dnevnu zalihu energije koja se treba upotrebiti izmadju ostalog i da se povisi nivo dostupne paznje.

Fantazije predstavljaju skup nestvarnih zapazanja o sebi, koje najveci broj ljudi smatra kao neporecivu istinu. Fantazija je oblik laganja, oblik koji predstavlja iluzorni sistem u koji svako od nas nauci da veruje kao u zivotne cinjenice. Npr. covek uopste nije svestan sebe, a cvrsto veruje da jeste. Nije u stanju da kontrolise svoje postupke , a veruje da jeste. Fantazija se odvija skriveno i otvoreno sve vreme. Ona nam iscrpljuje motivaciju za samorazvoj => ako covek ne priznaje da nema nikakvu sposobnost paznje, sta ce ga onda naterati da pozeli da se promeni? Poriv ili podsticaj da se radi na sticanju svesti o sebi se moze roditi samo u slucaju kada se oskobodimo iluzija da posedujem nesto sto uopste nemamo.

Nesposobnost da se voli je jos jedna od karakteristika obicnog budnog stanja. Ta neposobnost je direktno povezana sa nesposobnoscu da se bude istinski obziran i nesposobnoscu da se odrzi paznja nad mnostvom Ja koja u coveku svakodnevno ordiniraju. Iako nam je svima potrebna ljubav, ovakvi kakvi su, ljudi nisu u stanju da je obezbede. ''Pocnite time sto cete voleti biljke i zivotinje, a onda cete mozda nauciti da volite i ljude''. Ljubav, u pravom smislu te reci prevazilazi sposobnosti obicnih ljudskih bica. Takva kakva su, ljudska bica su samo u stanju da reaguju na podsticaje u skladu sa zakonima mehanickih asocijacija, kao i skladu sa tim koje Ja trenutno preovladjuje.

Osecanja obicnih ljudi/masina su sasatavljena od negativnih emocija, koje su najcesce skrivene pod maskom ugladjenosti. Ove negativne emocije izazivaju identifikacija i unutrasnje pridavanje znacaja. Vecina onoga sto motivise ljudsku aktivnost su negativna osecanja. Covecanstvo ima ogroman repertoar negativnosti – bes, gnev, zavist, ponos, oholost, mrznja, lenjost, strah, samosazaljenje, depresija, dosada, razdrazljivost, razni oblici sentimentalnosti...itd lista je poduza. Na ovom nivou uma covecanstva pozitivne emocije ne postoje, jer ono sto izgleda pozitivno u emocionalnim stanjima ljudi u obicnom budnom stanju moze da se pokvari ili preobrazi  u negativno u trenutku, uz samo maleni pritisak na neko od ljudskih dugmica i predstava koje se u principu zasnivaju na ponosu ili sujeti.

Svako ljudsko bice je rodjeno sa istim pravom i sposobnoscu za razvoj, ali su neki vise skloni da to ostvare od drugih.

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HERE & NOW
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Here we stand, as time keeps turning, near and far, the fires are burning
Victory, the endless passion, for a cause, we will take an action

I'm not a savior, I'm not a king, there's only the voice in your head
But I feel your anger, I speak your peace, freedom time is here

So are you ready for the here and now

Sacrifice, the soul keeps baring, bring new life to a world worth sparing

I'm not a prophet, I'm not a prince, the ego dies with the flesh
You are the garden, I am the seed, harvest time is here

But tell me are you ready for the here and now

Courage, sacrifice, victory, freedom


One for all, time is fleeting, hear the call, our world is bleeding

There are no saviors, there are no kings, the power lies in your hands
So, you be the fire, the light without heat, precious time is here

So tell me are you ready for the here and now, so tell me are you ready
Are you ready for the here and now, so tell me are you ready
Are you ready for the here and now, so tell me are you ready

 

DOWN DEEP INTO THE PAIN
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So naive, so innocent, thrust in a world too intense
Flesh is weak but the soul is strong, and you will bleed but you'll carry on

Yes you need your pain, life is pain
I could hold your hand, but you must take your pain

I don't need sacrifice, I don't need advice
This hurt surrounds me like a dissonance
Anger is power, I use it to protect myself from insanity

You gotta go down deep down into the pain
Let it purge your soul like flesh to a razor blade
Dig down deep into the pain
Surrender, surrender, dig into Euphoria

Time may never heal the wounds, hearts bleed hard even the sun cries moon
Fate is tragic just for heavens sake, the good Lord giveth and taketh away

'Cause you need your pain, God gave us pain
I can hold you in my arms, but I can't take away your pain

I am not long for this world please save me from myself and my discipline
Lashing out with tight fists in despair, my plight is running from reality

Chorus:
You gotta go down deep down into the pain
Let it purge your soul like flesh to a razor blade
Dig down deep into the pain
Surrender, surrender, dig in, dig in
Put yourself down deep into the pain
Embrace the bliss of pure sensation
You can't escape from the ultimate pain
So let your senses drift into Euphoria

Blood is thickest when love is bold
But blood runs thin when the heart grows cold

So you need your pain, we all need pain
We were born into this world to feel the joy of all our pain



[spoken:]
The falling will be gentle and soothing
But the awakening will be as riveting as an explosion
Eyes open to total darkness, body floating in encompassing tranquility
And then the voice came
"Hear this voice and know that it will be with you always"
Phantoms of opulent auras emblazed in a repulsively lush turmoil
Of incomprehensible vastness, dance in a sea of timeless infinity
And 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10
Is this the voice of my God? -This is the voice of liberation
Man you've got to be kidding me

Go forth and rise to life rise
You will have the freedom to think and choose as you wish
What do I choose? -You choose in the moment
Your life will be shaped around your choices
And the fight is on, every minute of the day, every action in every way
Is every creature's expression to be one with its creator
From a simple prayer to a senseless murder

Where do I find you when I need you? -You will search and you will question
Worship me in your joy and curse me in your pain

You will fight, kill and love in my name, but I have no name
Always keep in your thoughts that life is good
But do not fear death, for I am closer to you than your vry own breath
And I love you, and I want you to know me
Now beautiful life awaits you, and when I count to 3, you will awake
And you will remember everything I've said
1-2-3

 

RESCUE ME OR BURY ME
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Summer nights such lonely times, this memory does bleed
I need you in my life again
Fantasies release me from the bondage of my fate
The days pass like the falling rain

Your eyes reflect like mirrors the beauty in your soul
But anger shatters precious glass
Can't you recall the intimate secrets that we truly shared
The faith and trust we swore would always last

I only have myself to blame, you know it takes my breath away to see you cry
To love I implore, I scream in the air, claw at my chest, rip out my hair
Embrace me or let my spirit die

Chorus:
Rescue me or bury me, rescue me or bury me


Time is like a prison cell, for those whose crime is loneliness
When freedom's banging at their door

When all has been said and done, you must decide swallow your pride
And reach out and take these hands forevermore




PIG
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Seweeee!!!

Why try to hide?
Runnin' ain't about to gonna do anything for you my little one

Oh they try to get inside of me, why do they bother anyway?
We mustn't worry, anything

Tell me what you see, pig, are they here?
I'll rip and slaughter he who takes my pig from me

Chorus:
Here little piggy go, pig! Live in muck, I love my pig!
Those filthy little lovers, piggy pigs! Liberate! See my big panic!

Sicker than I've ever been, when I see myself inside of you
But, I love you, my crude flesh, stain my tongue with your mess
Suckle, suckle, oh, gross, it's the roast


I'll save you!

 

 

IN MY DREAMS WITH YOU
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I'm watchin' you, I'm wantin' you, but you turn away
I'd crawl through broken glass to you, but it wouldn't pay
You take me for a fool, but if you only knew
What I do in my dreams with you

You're so cold and critical, and baby that's too bad
So my reality will have to come to me in my dreams

Chorus:
I know that you belong to me every night, you suddenly appear in my eyes
It happens when I sleep, it isn't right, what I do in my dreams with you
It isn't right what I do in my dreams with you

I love the way you come to me every night
My fantasies are real, and they never lie
If you only knew, what I do in my dreams with you, yeah
It isn't right, Lord knows that it isn't right

The world can make you cynical, with all its love and pain
But I don't have to carry the weight of the world


Baby don't wake me, let me take you on an endless journey
We touch, and the softest kiss explodes with lust, yeah
It's real, you can't deny the heat you feel
And if I die before I wake, baby, that's all right


I know that you belong to me every night, you suddenly appear in my eyes

STILL MY BLEEDING HEART
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A child to a boy, from a boy to a man
Pride growing stronger, reaching his victories
He speaks no lies, he fights his cause
He judges not the scavengers that persecute humanity

Fate does call and the sickness falls, lights of life dim down
Fear like an alien comes to view, but with words like the mountains

I'll die like a soldier in your arms, my will enduring till the pain is gone
Then he looked into his lover's eyes and he cried

Chorus:
In the name of love, still my bleeding heart
For the love of God, still my bleeding heart

His chin he held high, and the courage in his voice
Was like the burning of the sun, but like the breath of an angel
How could this be, I had to scream
Why this innocent young boy, must suffer so helplessly?

But who am I to challenge God
In the ways of the world, remain divine mystery
I crumble down on my hands and knees
While his words fill the air, as he looks into his destiny

I'll die like a soldier in your arms, and I will be brave so you can be strong
And then he looked into his lover's eyes and he cried


And he died like a soldier in his lover's arms
Brave as a hero in a blood red war
And his final words as he reached for the stars

In the name of love, still my bleeding heart
Be well my love, still my bleeding heart
In the name of love, still my bleeding heart
For the love of God, still my bleeding heart


SEX & RELIGION
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Repent, repent, repent ye sinners

What do you think you got, when you thought you had a lot
But all your feelings are dead?
And who do you think you are, when you're reaching for the stars
But all your feelings are dead?

Must you make a decision, between sex and religion
Why can't you love God in your bed?

Chorus:
Well, Jesus Christ is in your bed tonight, to bring you back from the dead

How are you gonna fight for what you think is right
If all your feelings are dead?
And what can you know of love, from the eyes of a child to the heavens above
When all your feelings are dead?

It's a tragic condition, sex and religion, makin' a manic mess in your head


Jesus Christ, or any son of the heatless light
When all your feelings are dead

Resurrection!

I raise my hands high up into the air
Get down on my knees and start-a-prayin'
When love walks in, my body begins
I feel my promised land comin', but I gotta go to Hell now
And those creatures, evangelist preachers
The ones that take money, for the promise of hope
Well, they are dangerous, I'm not dangerous
Brain washing us, and we're not gonna take it


I just wanna know, oh, Lord, how it is so
How is it that you can take my sins away?
Oh, Lord tell me, so I can see the light again
I don't think anybody can take my sins away

How can the truth be known, if we got little black holes in our souls
And all our feelings are dead?

Are we imprisoned by sex and religion
Or is God the one that's trapped in our mess?


Jesus Christ, or any son of the heatless light
To bring you back from the dead

So remember now folks, when you kneel to pray
Blow a little kiss to the hypocrites
Good God knows when you turn the other cheek
Which direction you're pointing it

 

DIRTY BLACK HOLE
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Creeping 'cross the canvas of color, crawling in a cold delight
Bitter sweet perversions, paint their picture cross their precious sky

And it's all I've been searching for

Wretched is the filth, that grinds the holy with its doubt
Embrace its heart and tear it out

Chorus:
Reach into the fire, see if you can feel my soul
Burning with desire, to be free from this dirty black hole

Can you bring me liberation? Do you know the depth of my obscenities?
Love is lost, love is cold, love is sick, love is dead
When love is in the shadows of insanity

And it's all I've been searching for

Cursed are the bastard sons of stupidity
Grind that knife and slash their life



URVIVE
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Get ready for your life, won't you take your place in line
You may close your eyes if you please

Try to keep it clean, there's so many here you see, everybody needs to get by

And if you fall on your face on the way, you'll get it together someday

Chorus:
Like the sun in the sky, we will fall and we will rise
Helping each other survive
Just like the animals, we need to carry on, or how would we ever survive?

Prejudice is pain, just like poison in your veins
Burning up your hope and your strength

Freedom you will find, in your spirit and your mind
Nothing ever can take that away

And when your castles of sand melt in the sea
Mountains will move with your faith




 

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IGNORANCE ISN'T BLISS

Ovo ume da smara...kako koga

otr - opsta teorija relativiteta
str - specijalna teorija relativiteta

 

Malo je teorija i autora koji su stekli takvu slavu kao sto je to slucaj sa teorijom relativiteta i albertom ajnstajnom.Takodje je tesko naci teoriju koja je toliko popularna, a tako nejasna, nedorecena, paradoksalna i nenaucna, kao sto je teorija relativiteta.Prosto je neverovatno da ta teorija, koja je zasnovana na obmanama, greskama i zabludama bude toliko dugo vremena predmet paznje tako velikog broja fizicara i drugih naucnika, u oblasti prirodnih i tehnickih nauka, i da se i pored toga odrzi, pa cak i da udje u srednjoskolske i univerzitetske udzbenike.Prihvatanje te teorije u vreme kada je nastala se moze i nekako razumeti, jer je to bilo prelomno vreme, kada su se pojavila mnoga pitanja iz fizike, na koja nije bilo odgovora.

Rezultati Fizoovog, a kasnije i Majkelsonovog opita porusili su stara shvatanja o postojanju kosmickog mirujuceg etra, sto je znacilo i rusenje temelja nekih velikih teorija toga doba.U nepovoljnom polozaju nasao se i Lorenc, jer se njegova elektronska teorija zasnivala na postojanju etra. Da bi prevazisao nastale teskoce Lorenc daje hipotezu o skracenju tela pri kretanju kroz etar, koje je srazmerno tom i tom koeficijentu.U skladu sa datom hipotezom Lorenc je izveo transformaciju koordinata, koja je po njemu i dobila ime.Tom transformacijom koordinata relativizirani su vreme i prostor a tako je,mnogi kazu, postavljen temelj teorije relativiteta.Na tom temelju ajnstajn izgradjuje svoju str.Medjutim, za razliku od Lorenca on uvodi nova shvatanja vremena i prostora.Po njemu su promene duzine i vremena realni fizicki procesi, koji nastaju iskljucivo kao posledica samog kretanja, a ne kao posledica uticaja nekakvog etra, koji uopste i ne postoji.Tako je ajnstajn negirao postojanje etra i navodno dao odgovore na neka pitanja, koja su iskrsla posle Fizoovog i Majkelsonovog opita.Na zalost njegova teorija nije dala prave odgovore.Pre bi se moglo reci da su to bile obmane,kao sto se moze reci da je i str u sustini jedan skup obmana.Ona je neuspeo pokusaj da se na osnovu poznatih teorijskih i eksperimentalnih rezultata izgradi univerzalna teorija, koja bi, pre svega, bila u skladu sa tim rezultatima.
Navodni teorijski rezultati str, koji su korektni, a do kojih se dolazi nekorektnim relativistickim izvodjenjem jednacina, bili su poznati i pre pojave str.Oni se nalaze u teorijama Lorenca (poduzna i poprecna masa elektrona), Poenkarea (ejednakoemcenakvadrat ), Maksvela (impuls), Hevisajda i drugih.

Ajnstajnovo izlaganje u toj teoriji je duboko smisljeno da obmane i u mnogome podseca na madjionicarsko izlaganje.Tako, na primer, kada objasnjava stvari, koje su poznate i jasne i srednjoskolcu, on je metodican, vrlo jasan i do detalja opsiran.Medjutim, kada je u pitanju tekst u kojem je sadrzana obmana on je komplikovan, konfuzan, nedorecen, nejasan i kratak ili vrlo opsiran.Ali, sa tom opsirnoscu on ne pojasnjava ono sto je nejasno, vec ga jos vise komplikuje, tako da tekst cini jos manje jasnim.Citalac na osnovu jasnog Ajnastajnovog izlaganja prihvata i ono sto je nejasno, misleci da je i to tacno, a da ga on eto ne razume, ili da bi mu trebalo dosta truda da ga razume. Takodje, ne treba zaboraviti da je albert jedno vreme radio u birou za prijavu pronalazaka i patenta. Prikladno, zar ne?

Sa obmanama je albert poceo vec u svom prvom radu o relativnosti,kod odredjivanja jednovremenosti, na osnovu ocene "sinhronosti tikanja" casovnika u miru i u kretajnu.To je prva, a istovremeno i kljucna obmana u str, na osnovu koje su izgradjene i druge obmane.Na zalost ta obmana nije uocena pa je postala cak i predmet ozbiljnih rasprava filozofa.Prva nedoslednost javlja se takodje u istom tom radu o relativnosti, gde upotrebljava brzinu c+v, a svojim postulatom tvrdi da nema vece brzine u prorodi od brzine svetlosti u vakuumu.Nedoslednost je bitna odlika teorije relativiteta, mada ajnstajn tvrdi da je teorija relativiteta teorija principa, to jest teorija doslednosti.Dalje,cica albert izvodi transformaciju koordinata na veoma slozen, konfuzan i vrlo nejasan nacin, gde takodje koristi izraze c+v i c-v. Komplikovan nacin izvodjenja jednacina pruza velike mogucnosti obmanjivanja citalaca.Tako, pomocu casovnika i kontrolom sinhronosti njihovog "tikanja" u dva koordinatna sistema, koji se relativno krecu, svetlosnog zraka i matematickih operacija ajnstajn je izveo transformaciju koordinata i "dokazao" ne samo da postoji dilatacija vremena i kontrakcija prostora u matematickom smislu, vec da su to i realni fizicki procesi.Ali to je samo matematicka igra, koja nema veze sa nekim realnim fizickim procesom.Zatim je izveo teoremu o sabiranju brzina, takodje na slozen i dosta nejasan nacin. Da je izvedena jednostavno i razumljivo, bilo bi jasno da se tu ne radi o sabiranju ili oduzimanju bilo kakvih brzina, vec da formule te teoreme predstavljaju brzinu svetlosnog talasa u koordinatnom sistemu koji miruje, kad je u pitanju zbir brzina, ili u koordinatnom sistemu koji se krece, kad je u pitanju razlika brzina. Posto je transformacija koordinata izvedena uz uslov da brzina rasprostiranja sfernog svetlosnog talasa bude u oba sistema jednaka brzini svetlosti, stoga navodni zbir ili razlika brzina moraju biti jednaki brzini svetlosti.

Kod izvodjenja jednacina ajnstajn koristi izraze c+v i c-v i nikad ih ne zamenjuje sa c, iako svojom teoremom o sabiranju brzina kaze da je zbir ili razlika brzine svetlosti i neke druge brzine jednaka brzini svetlosti. Tako ajnstajn sam sebe osporava. Pomocu ove teoreme on objasnjava rezultat Fizoovog opita, uporno tvrdeci da rezultat tog opita potvrdjuje ispravnost teorije relativiteta i da nema druge teorije koja ga moze objasniti.Pri tome svesno zanemaruje cinjenicu da su formule njegove teoreme izvedene za slucaj vakuuma, a da se Fizoov opit izvodi u vodi.Kao fizicar on to svakako zna, ali i pored toga, da bi dokazao ispravnost svoje teorije, on formule, koje vaze za vakuum, koristi za slucaj vode, sto mnogo govori o ispravnosti njegove teorije.

Kod izvodjenja formula za ugao aberacije i Doplerov efekat,albert na ravanski svetlosni talas primenjuje transformaciju koordinata za sferni svetlosni talas, sto nije ispravno.Formula za Doplerov efekat za slucaj kretanja izvora zracenja, koju daje albert, nije, niti moze biti, izvedena relativistickim postupkom, sto takodje pokazuje nemoc teorije relativiteta.Pored, toga po toj formuli frekvencija zracenja se povecava pri udaljavaju izvora zracenja, a kao sto znamo to je suprotno od onog sto se dogadja u prirodi.Po teoriji relativiteta, pored poduznog, postoji i poprecni Doplerov efekat, sto nema veze sa realnoscu.Takodje je osporeno i klasicno i relativisticko objasnjenje uzroka pojave aberacije i dato novo objasnjenje koje se bazira na relativnom kretanju etra zemlje i etra sunca.Posebno vazan deo str je deo koji se odnosi na masu i energiju tela i njihovu uzajamnu vezu.Opste je misljenje da se teorija relativiteta na najubedljivji nacin dokazala u ovoj oblasti. Medjutim,retki su uocili da se bas u toj oblasti najbolje pokazala nemoc te teorije.

Ajnstajn je u svom prvom radu pokusao na relativisticki nacin da izvede formulu za mase elektrona u kretanju, kao i formulu koja odredjuje vezu mase i energije. U svom prvom radu,u poglavlju pod naslvom "Dinamika (slabo ubrzanog) elektrona", ajnstajn je na nekorektan nacin, sa stanovista fizike, a i matematike izveo pogresnu formulu za poprecnu masu elektrona i korektnu formulu za poduznu masu elektrona.Pri izvodjenju formula za poduznu i poprecnu masu elektrona, koje su zavisne od brzine, ajnstajn uzima da elektron i u kretanju ima samo jednu masu i tretira je kao konstantnu velicinu.Primenjujuci transformaciju koordinata na izraze za ubrzanje,on dobija formule za poduzno i poprecno ubrzanje, koje zatim naziva formulama za poduznu i poprecnu masu.U toj neispravnoj matematickoj igri pojam mase zamenjen je sa pojmom ubrzanja, koji sa stanovista fizike nemaju niceg zajednickog.Pogresna formula za transverzalnu masu elektrona,nekorektnosti u izvodjenju jednacina, uzimanje u obzir samo malih (nerelativistickih) brzina u odnosu na brzinu svetlosti i poistovecenje pojma mase sa pojmom ubrzanja su dokaz da se korektnim relativistickim postupkom ne mogu izvesti formule za poduznu i poprecnu masu elektrona u kretanju.Promenu mase elektrona u kretanju teorija relativiteta tretira iskljucvo kao posledicu kretanja, a ne kao posledicu fizickog procesa prouzrokovanog kretanjem naelektrisanja, pri cemu se generise elektromagnetsko polje, koje se, kao i masa, opire promeni brzine elektrona.Na taj nacin ta teorija ignorise i sam pojam elektromagnetske mase.S obzirom da se formule za poduznu i poprecnu masu elektrona ne mogu izvesti ispravnim relativistickim postupkom, to se i formula za kineticku energiju elektrona, kao i formule za prelaz energije u elektromagnetsku masu i elektromagnetske mase u energiju, takodje ne mogu izvesti relativistickim postupkom na korektan nacin. Zbog toga ih i ne treba tretirati kao relativisticke niti ih treba dovoditi u vezu sa teorijom relativiteta. Uostalom, formule za longitudinalnu i transverzalnu masu elektrona u kretanju, koje pripisuju ajnstajnu, izveo je Lorenc pre pojave teorije relativiteta, a pod pretpostavkom da se sferni oblik elektrona deformise pri kretanju zbog uticaja etra.Formula za totalni prelaz mase u energiju i energije u masu nije izvedena niti se moze izvesti korektnim relativistickim postupkom, pa prema tome ni nju ne treba tretirati kao relativisticku niti je treba dovoditi u vezu sa teorijom relativiteta.Tu formulu, u implicitnom obliku, prvi je izveo Poenkare 1900. godine.

 

Dugo se smatralo da je 1905. godine ajnstajn u celini izveo teoremu o inertnosti energije u radu pod nazivom "Zavisi li inercija tela od energije sadrzane u njemu?".Medjutim, Ajvz je 1953. godine dokazao nekorektnost izvodjenja te teoreme. Opsteprihvaceno je da je proces unistenja elektrona i pozitrona najubedljiviji primer totalnog pretvaranja mase u energiju.U tom procesu celokupna masa elektrona, kao materije i celokupna masa pozitrona, kao antimaterije, navodno se pretvara u energiju gama zracenja.Nasuprot tome, kao najubedljiviji primer prelaska energije u masu smatra se proces stvaranja parova elektron - pozitron pri zracenju materije sa gama zracima cija je energija veca od 1,022 MeV. Medjutim,pri sudaru elektrona i pozitrona ne dolazi do inistenja i pretvaranja njihovih masa u gama zracenje, vec to gama zracenje, sa mesta njihovog sudara, potice od kinetickih energija elektrona i pozitrona u trenutku njihovog sudara.Iz toga proizilazi da pozitron nije antimaterija, odnosno antimaterija i ne postoji, elektron i pozitron pri sudaru ne iscezavaju vec formiraju novu neutralnu cesticu, da elektron i pozitron cine osnovu materije i da prilikom zracenja materije sa gama zracima visokih energija dolazi do razbijanja veza elektron - pozitron i stvaranja parova elektron - pozitron. Hevisajd je korektno izveo formulu za uzajamnu vezu izmedju energije i mase elektrona u mirovanju.Formula se odnosi na uzajamnu vezu izmedju energije elektromagnetskog zracenja i elektromagnetske mase pripisane toj energiji.

Da ima iole necega epohalnog u str i otr albert bi dobio nobela za njih,ili makar za jednu od njih.Ipak,nobelova komisija nije mogla da prihvati obmane i zablude,vec mu je dodelila nobela za(precizna formulacija):Za otkrice zakona fotoelektricnog efekta i za radove u oblasti teorijske fizike.A fotoefekat je otkrio Herc 1887, Stoletov ga experimentalno dokazao 1888 i formulisao prvi zakon fotoefekta koji glasi:Maksimalna fotoelektricna struja direktno je proporcionalna padajucem snopu zrakova.On nije dobio nobela za to.Ali ajnstajn jeste za ovo(2. zakon fotoefekta):Maksimalna energija fotoelektrona linearno zavisi od frekvencije padajuce svetlosti i ne zavisi od njegovog intenziteta.Kakva genijalnost!?

 

 

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INSIDE THE MACHINE...

Sve aktivnosti ljudske masine se dele u cetiri precizno definisane grupe, misaona, emocionalna, motoricka i instiktivna, od kojih svaku kontrolise po jedan centar/um.Svaki fenomen, pojava, aktivnost u coveku, je povezan sa nekom od ovih funkcija. Ono sto predstavlja teskocu za coveka je razlikovanje ovih funkcija…covek ih nikada ne koristi zajedno, uvek je jedna dominantna, ona u kojoj se covek trenutno nalazi. Nekim ljudiam je tesko da shvate razliku izmedju misli i osecanja, dok je drugima tesko da prave razliku izmedju oseta i osecanja, izmedju misli i motorickog impulsa.

Covekova misaona funkcija u najvecem broju slucaja uvek deluje sluzeci se poredjenjem. Intelektualni zakljucci su uvek rezultat poredjenja 2 ili vise utisaka. Osecanja i oseti ne rezonuju, ne porede, vec jednostavno definisu dati utisak na osnovu njegovih osobina, po tome da li je prijatan ili neprijatan, u ovom ili onom smislu, po boji, ukusu ili mirisi. Oseti tkdj. mogu biti potpuno indiferentni – ni topli ni hladni, ni prijatni ni neprijatni...npr....’beo papir’....’crna olovka’. U dozivljaju belog ili crnog nema nicega ni prijatnog ni neprijatnog. Ti oseti...tzv. ‘pet cula’ su instiktivni. Osecajne funkcije ili emocije su uvek prijatne ili neprijatne.....ne postoje indiferentna osecanja.

Ljudi se jako razlikuju u pogledu oblika i nacina svog opazanja. Neki zapazaju prvenstveno preko uma, drugi prvenstveno preko osecanja, treci prvenstveno preko oseta. A neki preko sva tri zajedno...medjutim, takvi su retki.

Ljudima razlicitih kategorija i modela opazanja je veoma tesko, gotovo nemoguce da se medjusobno razumeju, buduci da jednu istu stvar nazivaju razlicitim imenima, a razlicite st5vari istim imenima. Naravno postoje i kombinacije..neko opaza preko misli i oseta, drugi preko osecanja i misli itd...Ovaj ili onaj nacin opazanja neposredno je vezan za ovaj ili onaj nacin reagovanja na spoljasnje dogadjaje. Covek veoma cesto svoje misli ili intelektualna opazanja naziva svojim osecanjima, svoja osecanja naziva svojim mislima, svoje osete svojim mislima.

Da bi ciovek mogao da nauci da razlikuje dejstvo ove cetriri osnovne funkcije, mora razumeti da da svaka normalna psihicka funkcija predstavlja instrument saznanja. Uz pomoc uma vidimo jedan aspekt stvari i dogadjaja, uz pomoc emocija drugi, uz pomoc oseta treci. Najkompletnije znanje o nekoj stvari ili dogadjaju koje nam je dostupno moze se steci samo ako ga istovremeno ispitamo umom, osetima i osecanjima.

Ljudska masina bi trebalo da bude u svakom trenutku bilo koje svoje aktivnosti, uravnotezena u svim detaljima. Ali nazalost to nije slucaj....kod coveka jedan centar najcesce obavlja funkciju drugog – misaoni centar pokusava da oseca ili da se pretvara da oseca, emocionalni centar pokusava da misli, ili motoricki centar pokusava da misli i li oseca, Svaki centaqr ima svoje sopstveno pamcenj, sopstvene asocijacije, sopstveno misljenjee. Posebno gledano svaki od 4 centara se sastoji od tri dela – intelektualnog, emocionalnog i motorickog. Ali o toj strani svoje prirode covek jako malo zna. To je ono sto bi covek trebalo da proucava kod sebe, rad svoja 4 centra, kao i njihovih saastavnih delova...intelektualni deo misaonog centra, emocionalni deo misaonog centra, motoricki deo misaonog centra...itd.

U zivotu ima situacija sa kojima npr. samo misaoni centar moze da izadje na kraj, i iz kojih samo on moze pronaci izlaz. Ako u tom trenutku umesto njega pocne da radi emotivni centar, to ce sve pokvariti, i rezultat nece biti kvalitetan. Kod neuravnotezenog tipa coveka jedan centar stalno zamenjuje drugi i to je upravo ono sto znaci biti neuravnotezen ili neurotican. Svaki centar nastoji da svoj rad prenese na drugi centar, dok istovremeno pokusava da obavlja rad drugog centra, za koji nije prilagodjen. Emotivni centar koji radi umesto misaonog centra, unosi nepotrebnu nervozu, groznicavost i zurbu u situacije gde su od sustinske vaznosti hladnokrvan sud i razmisljanje. Misaoni centar koji obavlja posao emotivnog centra, unosi razmatranje u situacije koje zahtevaju brzu odluku, te coveka cini nesposobnim da razlikuje osobitosti svog polozaja. Misao je isuvise spora. Ona razvija izvestan plan aktivnosti i nastavlja da ga sprovodi cak iako su se okolnosti izmenile. Pored toga,uplitanje misaonog centra u nekim situacijama podstice potpuno pogresne ativnosti, obzirom da je ovaj centar potpuno nesposoban da shvati nijanse i specificnosti mnogih dogadjaja.. Dogadjaji koji su za motoricki i emocionalni centar potpuno razliciti, misaonom centru mogu izgledati slicni. Um ne moze da razuume nijanse osecanja. To se jasno vidi ako se pogleda kako jedan covek razmislja o osecanjima drugog = on sam nista ne oseca, tako da za njega osecanja drugog ne postoje. Sit gladnome ne veruje.

Kakav god posao covek da radi, dovoljno je da pokusa da svaki postupak izvede promisljeno, sluzeci se umom i prateci svaki svoj pokret, i kvalitet njegovog rada ce se odmah izmeniti. Ako kuca na tastaturi, njegovi prsti su potpuno pod kontrolom motorickog centra. , sami pronalaze neophodna slova. Ali ako covek pokusa da se pre svakog slova upita – ‘gde je Z, gde je tacka, znak pitanja, kako se pise ova rec’- odjednom pocinje da gresi i kuca veoma sporo...

Kada npr. motoricki centar radi umesto misaonog centra, tada dolazi do mehanickog citanja, mehanickog slusanja. Ovo se dogadja kada je pravac aktivnosti misaonog centra zaokupljen necim drugim, a motoricki centar pokusava da zameni odsutni misaoni centar. Ovo izuzetno lako prelazi u naviku, potom i navlaku, buduci da paznju misaonog centra ne odvlaci neki koristan rad, misao ili razmisljanje, vec su najcesce u pitanju, masta, sanjarenje i fantaziranje. Covekova masta je jedan od osnovnih uzroka pogresnog rada centara. Svaki centar za sebe ima svoj spostveni oblik sanjarenja i mastanja, ali i motoricki i emotivni centar po pravilu uvek koriste misaoni centar, koji im se uvek stavlja na raspolaganje u tu svrhu, obzirom da sanjarenje odgovara sklonostima misaonog centra.

Sklonost sanjarenju delimicno potice od lenjosti misaonog centra, a delimicno od tendencije emocionalnog i motorickog centra da sebi ponavljaju, ozivljavaju ili obnavljaju iskustva, kako prijatna, tako i nepriajtna. Prijatno sanjarenje(iako za coveka potpuno beskorisno) se moze razumeti, za njega se moze naci logicko opravdanje. Sanjarenje neprijatnog tipa predstavlja potpuni apsurd, neprijatno ssanjarenje je karakteristicno za neuravnotezeno stanje ljudske masine. I pored toga ljudi 9/10 svog zivota provode upravo u takvim bolnim sanjarenjima., o nesrecama koje mogu zadesiti njih i njihovu porodicu, o boestima kojim mogu da se zatraze, o patnjama raznih vrsta... Mastanje i sanjarenje predstavljaju primere pogresnog rada misaonog centra.

Savremene ljude krasi jedna karakteristika, a to je da su u stanju da misle govore i rade a da toga uopste nisu svesni, dok pritom sebi pripisuju posedovanje kvalitetea pod imenom svest, ali o tome nekom drugom prilikom...

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LET DEAD BURY THEIR DEAD

GIG 

Savremeni covek...i njegovo fizicko telo...predstavljaju obican automat koji zavisi samo od spoljnih uticaja. Sledece tri funkcije coveka u potpunosti zavise od spoljasnjih uticaja koje on prima

1. zelje ili averzije, svako hocu, necu, volim, ne volim

2. Misljenje - zahvaljujuci spoljnim uticajima predstavlja iskljucivo mehanicki proces

3. Volja - u obicnom mehanickom coveku ne postoji volja, on ima samo zelje, a veca ili manja      trajnost zelja se naziva jacom ili slabijom voljom 

 Nasuprot tome bi trebalo da stoji 

1. Individualnost - koja dominira fizickim telom i njegovim zeljama i u stanju je da prevazidje otpor i neodlucnost fizickog tela

2. umesto mehanickog procesa misljenja tu je svest.

3. Tu je i volja, u pravom smislu te reci, to nije volja koja je sastavljena od razlicitih i protivurecnih Ja, vec je to volja koja proizilazi iz svesti i nalazi se pod kontrolom individualnosti, tj. jedinstvenog i stalnog Ja.

 

Postoji jedno istocnjacko ucenje..........Zamislimo sud ili retortu ispunjenu prahom razlicitih metala. Ovi metali u prahu nisu ni na koji nacin medjusobno povezani. Svaka slucajna promena u polozaju retorte menja uzajamni raspored metala. Ako retortu protresemo ili je lupnemo par putaprstom, metalni prah koji je bio na vrhu moze da se pojavi na dnu ili u sredini, dok onaj sa dna moze da izadje na vrh. U polozaju metalnog praha nema niceg stalnog, a pod takvim uslovima ga ne moze ni biti. To je tacna slika naseg dusevnog zivota. Spoljasnji uticaji mogu svakog trenutka da izmene polozaj praha koji je na vrhu i da na njegovo mesto dovedu neki drugi prah. Medjusobni odnos metala u prahu koji se nalaze u stanju mehanicke smese nije moguce stabilizovati. Medjutim, metalni prah moze da se stopi u jedno, njegova priroda mu to omogucava. Da bi se ovo postiglo neophodno ja da se upali specijalna vatra ispod retorte, koja ce zagrevanjem i topljenjem konacno stopiti prah. Sadrzaj retorte ce postati nedeljiv...''individualan''. To je otprilike gruba slika formiranja jedinstvenog ja. Najveca teskoca se nalazi u izboru vatre. Vatra koja se treba koristiti je ona koja nastaje trenjem unutar coveka, trenjem koje nastaje kao borba 'da' i 'ne'. Ako covek popusta svim svojim zeljama ili ako im ugadja, u njemu nece biti nikakve unutrasnje borbe, nikakve vatre, koja bi zapocela proces.

Ta covekova unutrasnja podeljenost je rezultat onoga sto mu je spoljna realnost naturila. Zbog toga svako od nas ima odredjeni repertoar uloga koje igra pod uobicajenim zivotnim okolnostima. Za svaki tip situacije  u kojima se tokom zivota nalazi covek ima po ulogu. Ali ako ga stavite na trenutak u drugacije okolnosti, covek nije vise u stanju da nadje odgovarajucu ulogu i na kratko postaje on sam. Proucavanje uloga koje igramo tokom zivota predstavlja veoma koristan deo samospoznaje. Svako ima ogranicen repertoar uloga. Ako neko kaze 'Ja' i 'Marko Markovic' on nece videti celog sebe, buduci da ni Marko Markovic nije jedan nego je mnostvo- najmanje pet, sest...jedno ili dva Ja za porodicu, jedno ili dva Ja na poslu, jedno Ja za prijatelje u kafani, jedno Ja za fensi prijatelje, mozda cak i jedno Ja koje je zainteresovano za uzvisene ideje. Postoje i neka Ja koje na povrsinu izvlace toplota, Sunce, lepo vreme, potom neka Ja koje na povrsinu izvlace hladnoca, kisa, sneg, druge asocojacije, drugfa osecanja, druge aktivnosti. U coveku ne postoji nista sto je sposobno da kontrolise ova Ja, uglavnomn zato sto ih covek  i ne primecuje, covek stalno zivi u poslednjem Ja koje je trenutno na povrsini.

U razlicitim trenucima, covek se potpuno identifikuje sa nekim od tih Ja, i nije u stanju da razluci sebe od njega. Problem za coveka nastaje ako ga nesto izbaci iz koloseka, oseca se veoma nelagodno, i iz sve snage pokusava da se sto pre vrati nekoj od svojih uobicajenih uloga. Cim se vrati u uhodani kolosek, odmah sve tece glatko, a osecanja napetosti i neprijatnosti nestaju. Tako je u zivotu, ali ako covek zeli da radi na samospoznaji, on se mora pomiriti sa ovom neprijatnoscu i napetoscu, kao i sa osecajem neudobnosti i bespomocnosti. Kada covek ne igra nijednu od svojih uobicajenih uloga, ili kada ne moze da nadje odgovarajucu uloga u svom repertoaru, covek se oseca go. Hladno mu je, stidi se izeli da pobegne od svih. To je u slucaju da zeli miran zivot, zivot 'mrtvog' coveka. Ako zeli da radi na sebi, covek mora da unisti svoj mir. Nije moguce istovremeno imati i jedno i drugo.

Postoje dve linije duz kojih se odvija covekov raqzvoj u ovoj realnosti - to su linija covekovog znanja i linija covekovog bica. U opravilnom razvoju ove dve linije se razvijajju simultano paralelno, medjusobno su isprepletane i pomazu se.  Ako linija znanja suvise uznapreduje ispred linije bica, ili obrnuto, covekov razvoj ce krenuti pogresnim tokom i, pre ili kasnije, zastoj u razvoju je neminovan. Ljudi shvataju sta znaci 'znanje'. I shvataju mogucnost razlicitih nivoa znjanja. Shvataju da znanje moze biti manje ili vece, tacnije jednog ili drugog kvaliteta. Medjutim, covek ne posmatra svoje znanje u odnosu na svoje bice. 'Bice' za ljude predstavlja naprosto  'postojanje', kome je suprotno 'nepostojanje'. Ljudi ne shvataju da bice moze imati razlicite nivoe ili kategorije - bice mineraqla, bice biljaka, bice zivotinja, bice coveka...Situacija kod coveka je takva da se dva ljudska bica medjusobno mogu razlikovati vise nego bice minerala i bice zivotinje. To je upravo ono sto ljudi ne shvataju, kao sto ne shvataju da znanje direktno zavisi od bica, ovo poslednje ne da ne razumneju, vec ni ne zele da razumeju. U zapadnoj kulturi je potpuno normalno smatrati da covek moze posedovati veliko znanje, npr. sposoban naucnik, koji cini otkrica, unapredjuje nauku, a da istovremeno moze biti sebican, sitnicav, zajedljiv, tast, naivan, rasejan, zao,ljubomoran covek. A to je u stvari stanje njegovog bica. A ljudi ne smatraju da znanje ovog coveka ne zavisi od njegovog bica. Ljudi zapadne kulture veliku vrednost pridaju nivou covekovog znanja, dok uopste ne cene nivo covekovog bica i ne stide se genertalno niskog nivoa sopstvenog bica.
Ako znanje daleko prednjaci pred bicem, znanje postaje teorijsko i apstraktno, neprimenljivo hna zivot, postaje cak i stetno, buduci, umesto da sluzi zivotu i pomaze ljudima da se bolje bore sa teskocama, ono moze dodatno zakomplikovati zivot masine/automata. To se desava iz razloga sto znanje koje nije u skladu sa bicem ne  moze biti dovoljno veliko za covekove istinske potrebe, odnosno, dovoljno prilagodjeno ovim potrebama. Ono ce UVEK predstavljati znanje o jednoj stavri spojeno sa neznanjem o drugoj stvari, znanje o detaljima bez znanja o celini, znanje o formi bez znjanja o sustini.
Ovakva premoc znanja nad bicem je zastupljena u savremenoj kulturi. Ideja o znacaju i vrednosti bica je potpuno zaboravljhena. A zaboravljeno je i da je nivo znanja odredjen nivoom bica. Mogucnosti znanja na datom nivou bica su odredjene i konacne. Unutar granica datog bica ne moze se promeniti KVALITET znanja, moguce je samo akumuliranje informacija jedne te iste prirode u vec poznatim i odredjenim granicama. Promena prirode i kvaliteta znanja je moguca samo sa promenom prirode bica.
Najkarakteristicniju crtu nivoa na kojem se trenutno(zadnjih xxxx vekova, eona) nalazi nivo ljudskog bic, predstavlja vec spomenuto, odsustvo jedinstva unutar coveka, kao i potpuni nedostatak kvaliteta, koje covek sebi najvise voli da pripisuje - 'jasna svest', 'slobodna volja' i 'sposobnost delanja'. Glavna karaqkteristika bica savremenog coveka, koja objasnjava sve ono drugo sto u coveku nedostaje je san. Savremeni covek zivi u snu, radja se i umire u snu. Kakvim znanjem moze raspolagati covek koji spava?... licnost koja spava, zarobljena u snu...?
Spoljasnji aspekt ljudskog bica ima mnogo razlivcitih strana - aktivnost/pasivnost, istinoljubivost/sklonost laganju, iskrenost/neiskrenost, hrabrost/kukavicluk, samokontrolu/neobuzdanost, razdrazljivost, egoizam, spremnost na zrtvu, ponos, tastinu, uobrazenost, vrednocu, lenjost, moralnost, porocnost...Ali to je sve to u coveku mehanicko.
Ako laze, znaci da ne moze da ne laze, ako govori istinu znaci da mora da govori istinu, i tako je u svemu. Sve se to coveku desava, on to ne moze da izmeni, bilo u sebi, bilo van sebe.
Naravno, postoje ogranicenja i granice. Generalno gledano, bice savremenog coveka je u uzasno losem stanju, uzasno je loseg kvaliteta. Naravno da postoji broj ljudi cije se bice jos moze promeniti, ti ljudi su jako srecni...Ali postoje ljudi cije je bice potpuno obolelo, polomljene masine sa kojima se nista ne moze uciniti. Ako o tome razmislite, shvaticete zbog cega je samo odredjeni broj ljudi u stanju da primi istinsko znanje. kod ostalih to onemugacavanjihovo bice, tj. njegovo stanje.
U odnosu znanja i bica najvaznija je njihova ravnoteza, odvojen razvoj jednog ili drugog je nepovoljan. Ako znanje prevagne nad bicem - covek zna ali nema moc da dela, obrnuto, ako bice prevagne nad znanjem, covek ima moc da dela, ali ne zna sta da radi. Bice koje je stekao nema cilj.
U istoriji covecanstva poznati su mnogi primeri nestanka citavih civilizacija zbog toga sto je znanje prevagnulo nad bicem ili bice nad znanjem.

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      IO
 
      sitting on the beach
      looking at the nightsky
      I've seen the news today
      where will it finally end
      do I really have to follow
      follow them on their self-distructive path

      there is a compulsion
      that makes me do things
      I don't wanna do
      and this conflict
      with its contradictory poles
      rules my life

      back and forth
      right and wrong
      forced to something
      far too long
      break out
      back and forth
      right and wrong
      far too long

      a moon of the 5th
      as a symbol for human kind
      glowing by the presence of two
      the wonder of love reduced
      to a function of hormones
      the wonder of life reduced
      to a reaction of instincts
      the wonder of belief misused
      for power for power
      the blindness of both
      as an answer to the
      separation of one
      science in its contempt
      religion in its selfishness
      the origin of both
      neglected by both

      back and forth
      right and wrong
      forced to something
      far too long
      break out
      back and forth
      right and wrong
      far too long

      why should someone who sees
      follow the blind ones  
      
     
      THE GATE

      white walls
      cold light
      beeping sounds
      people gathering around
      a beautiful tune somewhere
      frantic voices becoming softer
      drowned by the swirling melody
      filling my head
      sight becoming blurred
      a tunnel of light attracting me
      I pass through
      a feeling of freedom flows to me
      freedom flows through me

      I see a lovely being smiling gently
      welcome back my dear
      a voice like chimes
      I've been waiting for you
      are you willing
      I don't know
      I still have so much to do
      I'd like to stay and rest
      but my children are so young
      they need me as their guiding hand
      it's your choise it answers

      by now I've recognized the being
      and look forward to see it again
      with new energy and will not to forget
      I make my way back
      a flash of light
      beeping sounds come back to me
      I focuse my view
      on reliefed looking faces
      I smile in remembrance  

     
      THE SILVERTHREAD

      I close my eyes
      I regulate my breath
      I free my mind and gather myself
      without my body I lean to my left side
      I slip out of it
      I look back to my body
      and the connected silverthread
      I see the now visible beings around me
      I start my journey
      I pass woods seas and fields
      I only have to imagine a place
      and within the wink of an eye I'm there

      I visit a city
      I see crowded people
      made unhappy by the greyness
      I visit a country
      I see starving people
      made hungry by the mighty
      I visit a jungle
      I see its native people
      made homeless by the greedy

      I hear the crying of the world
      and I join in
      
 
      CARRION

      deep deep down the silence covers your ears
      no light will ever reach it depths it watches
      high above cold winds pass the black dunes
      a feather jerks in the storm till it looses the fight
      whirls around drowns in black masses

      life life stops stops in slowmotion
      a suffering still-life caught in this potion
      yet it struggles struggles raped by men
      still it watches

      squirming and gleaming bubbles bursting
      breathing out their stench
      every noise is suffocated slowly very slowly
      creamy molasses sinking deepening the silence

      stopping life in slowmotion movement ceases
      never to come back
      still it watches powerless to clench onto life
      its breathing ceases completely and the feather slowly drifting by

      life life stops stops in slowmotion
      a suffering still-life caught in this potion
      yet it struggles struggles raped by men
      still it watches

      raped by men

      THE SEEKER

      Oliver had a dream
      he dreamt that all made sense
      everything was very logical
      he dreamt of birds and butterflies
      of dimensions in a stern structure
      and time as the only truth
      Oliver had a dream
      everything was very very logical
      and time as the only truth

      mislead and blinded
      by his logic
      caught in a labyrinth of time
      neglecting speculations
      neglecting timeless existence
      oh what a fool he is
      answers so near
      understanding so far away

      Oliver was so sure
      that everything needs proof
      to be true
      Oliver thinks himself always right
      but what can his opinion change
      I'm so small he thinks
      but oliver when a small stone is thrown
      into a quite lake
      the whole sea is moved

      oh Oliver
      there are so many of your kind
      too many of your kind

      mislead and blinded
      by his logic
      caught in a labyrinth of time
      neglecting speculations
      neglecting timeless existence
      oh what a fool he is
      answers so near
      understanding so far away  

     
      THE SWAMP OF SECRECY

      they float through our nightsky
      they are observing us
      they are brothers and sisters
      who are only allowed to watch

      their fear of masshysteria
      dosn't excuse their mocking
      of humanity

      it's said leaders of every nation
      have had contact with them
      the pope got a message
      and keeps it well hidden in a safe

      if you see them and live in the states
      be aware of black dressed man
      'cause your country has a special interest
      in keeping these facts a secret

      their fear of masshysteria
      dosn't excuse their mocking
      of humanity

      why don't they spread the word
      of their discoveries on mars
      the pyramids and the stone human faces
      looking into space
      with tears in their eyes

      their fear of masshysteria
      dosn't excuse their mocking
      of humanity
 
    
      TERRA INCOGNITA

      he says
      imagine a planet whose inhabitans
      have only two sexes
      she says
      imagine a planet whose inhabitans
      oppress themselves
      it says
      imagine a planet whose inhabitans
      exploit the weak

      they look at the stars and laugh

      on this planet he says
      imagine beings poisoning their oceans
      she says
      imagine these beings destroying their environment
      it says
      imagine these beings polluting their air

      they shake their heads and think how funny

      on this world he says
      imagine a race who say
      they're the most intelligent
      she says
      imagine this race annihilating
      the other species
      it says
      imagine this race
      annihilating themselves

      such suicidal stupitity can only be fiction
      they finally say

      
      RENASCENCE

      Ajam lives in the steppe
      he loves the rolling hills
      the warm dry winds
      but his wife's love touches
      his heart the most
      her grace surpasses even
      the brightness of the stars
      her gentle voice soothes his mind

      pure love

      then came the sad day
      riders raped his wife
      he lost his face
      the elders decided
      that she must go
      through tearfull eyes
      he watched her leave
      should I renounce my pride
      and follow her into death
      he decides and never smiles again

      Adam lives in a big town
      he loves his job
      his car and his life-style
      but most of all he loves his wife
      her endless energy
      her beauty her wit and charm

      then came the sad day
      her test was positive
      he watched her lose her strength
      he decides to cancel his job
      for the rest of her life
      he'll stay by her side
      when the end came
      he held her hand
      and he told her that he
      always loved her and always will

      I love you too


      ANTIDOTE

      blood in my veins
      pumping pumping pumping
      a strange kind of numbness
      in my head and my legs

      maybe years ago a tiny sting
      released a chainreaction
      I'm watching gloomy TV
      this makes me wanna scream

      I need the antidote
      so please be my antidote
      and let us be the antidote
      for this kind of brain-paralysis

      all these liars and palliators
      canonize the destroing doings
      and what you see is a caricature
      of how bad it really is
      increase of economy by force of arms
      military service in a nuclear reactor
      asylum for big earners only
      and tomorrow we fire god
      they've got their own language
      to express their destruction
      sweet rippling words
      for growing growing growing
      hypnotising headlines shall make
      you drowsy drowsy
      that's the way they want you to be
      'cause that's your function

      I need the antidote
      so please be my antidote
      and let us be the antidote
      for this kind of brain-paralysis

      wake me up
      'cause time is slipping away
      the term is nearly at the end
      but the more you change yourself
      the more you change the others
 
     
      EQUILIBRIUM

      why are you crying my dear
      do you think you're being
      treated unfairly again
      well why do you think
      this happened to you
      don't you think there's
      a reason for it
      every effect has its cause
      and every action returns to its origin
      a pendulum that's pushed
      always swings back
      so why are you crying my dear
      why are you crying my dear
      treated unfairly again
      have you ever treated
      someone like that before
      to injure someone means to injure yourself
      to inflict pain upon some
      means to inflict pain upon yourself

      everything has its two poles

      
      CONCLUSION

      more - war
 

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1974. godine koka kola je postala korporativni partner FIFA. 1982. godine u USA je po prvi put predstavljena Diet Coke. Sesnaest godina kasnije, 1998, koka kola je potpisala sa fifom nevidjeni ugovor, kojim pokriva Svetsko prvenstvo, i za muskarce i za zene, kup konfederacija, gomile takmicenja za mlade fudbalere, a uskoro ce krenuti i World Cup Trophy Trip iliti svetski cirkus po raznim tackama ove planete. 2005. godine koka kola je potpisala novi ugovor sa fifom, do 2022. godine. To je bio potez koji je naterao cermena i siioua koka kole Nevila Isdela da, na potpisivanju ugovora, izjavi kako nam 'ponovno koka kolino vezivanje za fifu pruza nove mogucnosti da zblizimo ljude preko fudbala'. Mozda. Ali ono sto je sigurno je da godisnje zaradjuju neznamkoliko milijardi dolara od prodavanja sranja covecanstvu. Putem vise nego agresivnog marketinga, domisljatih, duhovitih i simpaticnih reklamnih spotova, koka kola se odrzava sveprisutnom u nasim zivotima. Always Coca Cola, Siempre, Toujours...grab a coke and smile....
U medjuvremenu, u poslednjih dvadeset i kusur godina, obican beli secer je napljuvan do daske, narod se konstantno izlagao pricama o stetnosti rafinisanog secera a iza ledja se na trziste ubacuju proizvodi pod etiketom bez secera, sugar free, ohne zucker...do danas jedno ogromno trziste.  Na kojem je glavni proizvod vestacki secer, opasan otrov, a ljudi ga kupuju ''dobrovoljno'',  nakon sto su im dobrano isprani mozgovi.  Diet pica su najjace povezana sa sportom i zdravljem, jer su sugar free. A prava istina lezi u cinjenici da unosenjem sugar free proizvoda covek se casti sa koktelom neurotoksina i potencijalno karcinogenih supstanci.
Slican koktel covek u sebe unosi putem hrane zacinjene vegetom ili bilo kojim slicnim dodatkom tipa c zacin...bilo sta sto je predstavljeno kao poboljsivac ukusa. Na etiketi uvek stoji mono sodium glutamat(MSG), odnosno mono natrijum glutamat - neurotoksin. No, da se vratimo diet pica, najpopularniju diet coke. 

Dok sa uzivanjem ispijate svoje kolicine diet coke, pokusajte da stvorite sebi sliku kako vam u telo istovremeno ulaze: aspartam i acesulfam K (vestacki seceri/zasladjivaci - neurotoksini), fosforna kiselina(upropascuje zube i kosti), boja amonijum sulfit karamel( ostecuje DNK), izolovani kafein, natrijum benzoat, limunska kiselina...

Aspartam svoju toksicnost ispoljava tako sto se vremenom razlaze na svoje metabolite aspartamsku kiselinu, fenilalanin i metanol. Ovome dodatno doprinose i losi uslovi cuvanja proizvoda, pogotovo toplota. Inace, aspartam u nasem telu se razlaze na gore pomenute metabolite, tako da nam je njihov unos zagarantovan, bilo to od ''svezeg'' ili ''bajatog'' aspartama. Pored glavobolja, vrtoglavica, mucnina, promena raspolozenja, slabosti misica, gubljenja memorije, raznih osipa, opsteg zamora, bolova u zglobovima i misicima, aspartam znatno povecava pojavu limfoma, mozdanih tumora.

Acesulfam K izaziva rak kod zivotinja. Produkt njegovog razlaganja, acetoacetamid ostecuje tiroidnu zlezdu kod pacova, zeceva i pasa. Acesulfam K se najcesce koristi kako bi prikrio prirodno gorkast ikis aspartama. Nije uradjena nijedna studija koja pokazuje da li je kombinovanje dva zasladjivaca bezbedno i da li proizvodi neke toksicne nusprodukte. 

Fosforna kiselina - doprinosi ostecivanju zubne gledji, izvlaci kalcijum iz kostiju. Deci koja unose redovno fosfornu kiselinu vremenom kosti postaju krte, povecava se rizik od cestih preloma.

Limunska kiselina, zasebno je relativno bezopasna, ali kada je smesana sa kalijum ili natrijum benzoatom, vremenom tokom skladistenja, pa jos i ako je temperatura visa, pomaze da iz benzoata nastane benzen, izuzetno otrovno jedinjenje, jedan od primarnih karcinogena.

Natrijum benzoat (E211) - ljudi koji pate od astme, rinitisa i urtikarije(koprivnjace) unosenjem natrijum benzoata u velikoj pogorsavaju svoje simptome. Kao sto sam napomenuo, u kiseloj sredini, benzoat se raspada i nastaje benzen, koji se  moze u gaziranim picima naci u i do 40 puta vecoj koncentraciji od ''bezbedne''.

Amonijum Sulfit karamel (E150d) koji sluzi za bojenje pica, dobija se grejanjem secera i dodavanjem nekih amonijum i slufitnih dodataka. Za ovo se sve vise koristi GM secer. Amonijak je otrovan kako god da se unosi, a karamel sa amonijacnim sastojcima moze ostetiti gene i moze izazvati uvecanje creva i bubrega, ostecuje vitamine B kompleksa. Ova vestacka boja nije ispitivana na karcinogenost.  

Bez pretranog zalazenja u nauku i molekularni nivo cele ove price, to bi bilo to. Vestacki seceri su neurotoksini - ekscitotoksini, nadrazuju nervnu celiju dok ova ne vrisne. Cuvajte svoje nervne celije, ako je za verovati nauci, imamo ih ogranicen broj, bez mogucnosti regeneracije.
Oslobodite se iluzije ''Bez Secera'' - secer je tu, samo onaj vestacki. I unistava vam mozdane celije. Iz dana u dan. Diet Coke, Diet Pepsi, sugar free zvake  i bombone, diet jogurti, diet sladoledi...samo da vi budete zdravi i pravi, da vam se ph u ustima posle jela vrati u normalu, da se secate najbolje piletine, zacinjene vegetom, koju ste neznamkada jeli.......vremenom cete se samo toga i secati...

P .S. Da ne bude zabune - izbor izmedju obicnog belog i vestackog secera se svodi na izbor manjeg ili veceg sranja koje cete uneti u svoj organizam.

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DIVINE

Postoji jedna stara izreka koja kaze: savrsen rob je onaj koji misli i govori - ja nisam rob. Ili, riba u vodi ne moze videti pticu na nebu.

Sve pojave ili dogadjaji, bili oni na celijskom ili kosmickom nivou, se uvek ispoljavaju kao rezultat dejstva tri sile. Dve sile ne mogu proizvesti nikakav fenomen, niti efekat. Da bi se nesto dogodilo ili odvijalo uvek mora biti prisutna i treca sila. Covek je, medjutim, i pored svih cinjenica koje mu nedvosmisleno ukazuju na postojanje trece sile, zarobljen u dualistickoj realnosti, sve mu se svodi na crno ili belo, sva covekova razmatranja se svode na ili... ili.... a rukovodioci planete su mu  ostavili vise nego jasne tragove, cak i u sredstvu za do sada najmasovnije porobljavanje, religiji, - sveto trojstvo, bili to otac, sin i sveti duh....brama, vishnu i shiva...

Npr, po pitanju zaceca, covek je naveden da veruje da spermatozoid oplodi jajnu celiju gde se kao proizvod dobija oplodjena jajna celija. Ali niko coveku nece reci da je prilikom zaceca uvek tu prisutna i ,recimo, energija koja prozima Sve sto postoji, neka vrsta univerzalnog uma, koji je svuda i prodire svuda, koji daje pocetni impuls, ili balansirajuci impuls, koji ce omoguciti da do zaceca uopste dodje. Kada se beba rodi, na scenu stupa dusha (ne u crkvenom smislu). Dusha nije deo nas, mi smo dusha, dusha je nase bice. Ona je jedinstvena, i treba da ostane takva, ali u interakciji sa fizickim telom ona postaje mnostvo. Nase fizicko telo, koje se nalazi u zatvoru zvanom Zemlja, je samo vozilo za dusu, tj. za nas. Spareni zajedno, dusha i fizicko telo predstavljaju ono sto nazivamo ljudsko bice. Prva stvar koju beba uradi po izlasku iz majcinog stomaka je plakanje. Dusha place jer je ocajna sto se ponovo reinkarnirala u ovoj fizickoj realnosti, sto je slucaj sa velikom vecinom, ili place zato sto je postala svesna gde se obrela i nalazi se u stanju neverice jer je po prvi put stigla u ovu fizicku oblast, sto je slucaj sa manjinom dusha. Preciznije receno, dusha ne place, jer je njoj nepoznata ova funkcija u njenom izvornom stanju, plac nastaje kao posledica impulsa koje dusha daje telu.  Beba place ''bez razloga'' danima, nedeljama, mesecima...a onda u jednom trenutku taj prvobitni plac nestaje, na scenu stupa druga vrsta placa, sto mogu potvrditi svi koji su roditelji. Kada dodje do tog prelaza, to je trenutak kada je ljudsko bice zaista rodjeno, dusha je izgubila svoju svest, zaboravila je ko je , sta je , gde se nalazi i zasto je tu. Iako zvuci nepojmljivo, upravo su tek rodjene bebe najsvesnije toga ko su, sta su i gde su, samo ih mi posmatramo kao bica koja tek treba da uce i nauce. Dusa zaboravlja na svoju svest putem prirodnih uticaja prouzrokovanih okolinom u kojoj se nalazi, putem roditeljskog uticaja, a sve je to dobrano potpomognuto( u novije doba) i medikalizacijom malih beba. Neke dushe zaboravljaju brze, neke sporije. Period, u kojem dusha jos nije zaboravila ko je i sta je, je najbitniji za bebu. U tom periodu svesnosti dushe, bebu treba ''tesiti'' sto je vise moguce, stavljati joj do znanja da u sebi sadrzi sve sto je neophodno da se vrati tamo gde pripada(naravno ne postoji jedan univerzalan nacin primenljiv na sve, to ide od bebe do bebe, od roditelja do roditelja). To ce u kasnijem zivotu deteta imati znacaj koji ce na dete podsvesno uticati tokom celog njegovog zivota.

Vreme rodjenja je za sve nas unapred odredjeno, kao i vreme prelaska(ili kako ljudi vole da kazu - smrti). Takodje su unapred odredjeni okolina, roditelji, okolnosti rodjenja...nista nije slucajno (tacnije jeste slucajno, ali samo u svetu poludelih mashina). Najveci deo detetovog zivota ce biti baziran na njegovoj, nazovimo to ovom prilikom, slobodnoj volji, a sve ce to imati jako malo veze sa roditeljima. Roditelji su bitni, i mogu da urade nesto korisno, samo u prvih 12-13 godina detetovog zivota (petar pan). Za vreme puberteta deca seku odredjene veze koje su do tada postojale, i polako pocinju da postaju odgovorna za svoje akcije i postupke, uz pomoc slobodne volje ce odrediti kakav zivot zele da vode, kakav kvalitet zivota zele da imaju. Cak i odredjuju nacin njihovog prelaska(smrti) putem izbora koje tokom svog zivota prave. Jedino ne mogu odrediti vreme prelaska. Kada postajemo roditelji, dodeljuju nam se odredjeni novi kvaliteti, koje do tada nismo imali, a koji se ticu odgoja dece. Te kvalitete treba slusati, ranije ih nismo posedovali. Svako dete je drugacije, drugacije reaguje, ali ono sto je bitno za dete, i za roditelje, je to da detetu treba staviti do znanja(suptilno) da postoji daleko vise od onoga sto trenutno dozivljava, i sto ce kada bude odraslo dozivljavati. Ukoliko im se ovo predstavi na pravilan nacin( usmeravanjem), deca ce poceti u jednom trenutku sama za sebe da traze, sto je i svrha. Ako im sve pokazete i prikazete na ocigledan nacin, kroz prizmu sopstvenih shvatanja, necete postici nista, samo cete postici suprotno.

Dete ce, zbog postojanja vestackih i mehanickih zakona, biti izlozeno manipulaciji kroz obrazovanje, ali sansa da se ovo ponisti se javlja posle puberteta. Naravno, sanse za ponistavanje te manipulacije postoje i u kasnijem zivotu, samo sto ih je teze sprovesti u delo.  Roditelji ne mogu da sprece manipulaciju. Niti mogu da zapocnu ''budjenje''. To je na detetu, to je detetova duznost da uradi. Roditelji samo obezbedjuju alat i sredstva za to. Univerzalni um prodire kroz nasu decu stalno, u svakom trenutku i svakom nivou, tako da nasa deca imaju mogucnost da se probude u svakom trenutku. To je na njima, ne na roditeljima. Najvaznija pitanja su - spoznati sebe, ko smo i sta smo, kao i gde se nalazimo. To je zadatak koji sami treba da uradimo. Ukoliko dobijemo tacne odgovore na ova pitanja od nekog drugog, ti odgovori ce biti potpuno beznacajni, jer nece biti primljeni i primenjeni na nacin na koji bi bili primljeni i primenjeni ukoliko sami dodjemo do tih odgovora. Ako uspemo da sami nadjemo odgovore na ta pitanja, uradili smo jednu veliku stvar u pogledu nas samih, tada imamo velike sanse da na pravi nacin napustimo ovaj zatvor, test, eksperiment pod imenom Zemlja. Taj beg iz ovog zatvora je zadatak koji ima dusha, tj. mi. Posledice koje proisticu iz tog zadatka su ili uspeh - prelaz na sledeci nivo ili poraz/neuspeh - reinkarnacija(pa sve ispocetka). Masovni prelaz ne postoji, niti je moguc...to se odvija u jedan po jedan maniru. Uz pomoc sredstava i alata koji su nam dati u okviru ovog zatvora mi mozemo ostvariti prelaz na dalje, jer je to i poenta. Ukoliko izvrsimo uspesno taj zadatak, potrebe za reinkarnacijom nece biti, nece biti potrebe da iskusavamo razlicite nivoe zivota na Zemlji, jer su oni sami po sebi uglavnom beznacajni i besmisleni za kompletno iskustvo namenjeno dushama, tj. nama.

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1. Ginnungagap

[The Black hole]

[In the beginning there was a void, a big gap of darkness, filled with the primal forces of creation. The heat of Muspel and the ice of Nifel made the essence of life come forth from the void. The first living being, The Giant Ymer, was born out of darkness and he is the ancestor of the creatures of the universe. The world was formed from his slaughtered body. Ginnungagap is the black hole from which everything came out and into which everything will return in the end.]

Fall deep into Void
(in the) black hole of Nothing

[Soprano:]
Hail, Flow of Vergelmar
Hail, Flow of Vergelmar
Hail, Flow of Vergelmar
Hail, Old Void!

[Alto:]
Hail, Flow of Vergelmar
Heat of creation
Hail, Flow of Vergelmar
Hail, Old Void!

[Tenor/bass:]
Spark in the Nothingness
Heat of creation
Make the ice start to melt
life wake up in the void.

Ymer is born, fire and ice
Chaos will form, Megin will rise

Fader Ymer drack fran urkon
En strom av mjolk som gav oss liv.

Oppna gapet i ryndend mitt
Floda av blod fran Ymers kropt
Varldar skapas utav hans kott
Nio (till) antal pa Yggorasil.

Ymers gap - Ymers runa
Ymers ond - Ymers urlag


2. Midgard

[Old Midgard]

[In the middle of the universe you will find the world of man. Some say that Midgard bears the most beautiful leaves on the worldtree Yggdrasil, but the world of man is a very fragile world and it is under a permanent threat. The sophisticated balance between polarities which is the fundament of Midgard, could easily be disturbed. If that would happen the forces of chaos will inundate the earth and the end will be the only future for mankind.]

Behind the depth, before the height,
surrounded by the serpent Jormundgand,
(the) world of Man in the middle
of heat and ice, built by the Ymer brow.

World of Man - hot and cool - high and low

In between extremities rises Midgard, mighty as the stem of the tree.
Ash and Elm, the human pair living of its precious fruits. But soon it may end.

Middle Earth, Old Midgard (we) wish the tree will burst into leaf!
Will someday your balance reach an end and you'll start to fade!
Mannaheim, old Midgard all your walls start to tumble down.
May the tree be reborn from the ash it will grow again.

Let's defend Midgard, we Call the High One
Sow upon the field the rune of Jara

Middle Earth, Old Midgard (we) wish the tree will burst into leaf!
Will someday your balance reach an end and you'll start to fade!
Mannaheim, old Midgard all your walls start to tumble down.
May the tree be reborn from the ash it will grow again.

Let's defend Midgard, we Call the High One
Sow upon the field the rune of Jara

In between extremities rises Midgard, mighty as the stem of the tree.
Ash and Elm, the human pair living of its precious fruits. But soon it may end.


3. Asgard

[The Bifrost Bridge]

[Upon a mountain in the middle of the universe, high above the world of man, rises the abode of gods. The shining halls of the gods circle in the sky like the stars and the twelve signs of the zodiac. Only those who are brave and pure of heart will be brought up in the air to the palaces of Asgard. They will ride upon the rainbow and fight side by side with the gods on the end of days.]

Riding on the rainbow and they'll pass the gate of Heimdal.
Open up Gladheim and the Walhall!
In the house of Odin the fallen one is standing
With all Einherjar, ready for war.

When the seal is broken up in the midwinter sky,
all the dead will follow Odin and they're coming by the storm
In the middle of the world the rock of Gods stand high.
On the dark yule-night
The gods will descend with the dead of the brave.

Take us to Walhalla
when we'll pass the gate of Heimdal.
Let us meet gods (and) follow their ride.
If you watch the nightsky you will find their dwelling
in the stars they live (as the) zodiac signs.

When the bridge will make a way for all the northern gods
all the dead will ride on Bifrost and they're coming by the storm
Sagas from the ancient days are written in the sky
When you read the runes again Walhalla and Asgard are reborn.


4. Jotunheim

[Call of Jotunheim]

[Somewhere behind the border of the known world you may hear the drumming and the heavy steps of the giants. They are born out of the primeval forces of nature and descend from the time when not even the gods were born. Their brutal power is only surpassed by their wisdom, since the old age of the giants have made them see what neither gods nor men ever will.]

Jotunheim, Call the Giants
of Chaos, all the wolves of
Jarnveden, all the darkness of Utgard!
Call of Jotunheim!

Beware the Giants, the Thurizas,
beyond the border of everything.

In Utgard the ancient live
and they bear old memories
You can hear them cry beyond Eli waves.
Angerboda, call her name in the dark.
Hail!

Jotunheim, Call the Giants
of Chaos, all the wolves of
Jarnveden, all the darkness of Utgard!
Call of Jotunheim!

Listen to Mimer, come to his well,
you watch the water of memory.

If you listen to the Old,
they will take you to the past.
you may hear
Manegarm howl again.
Angerboda, watch her
call on the wolves.
Hail!

Thursar! Jotunheimr!
Resar! Jotunheimr!
Jotnar! Jotunheimr!


5. Schwarzalbenheim

[Gold Der Underwelt]

[The dwarves and the black elves live below the ground and in stumps and stones. Among all creatures in the universe they are the foremost blacksmiths. Deep down in the underworld they forge the treasures of gods. They use the metals from the veins of earth to create the most precious things. It has been said that this folk may be able to teach you the secret of alchemy and the knowledge of making gold out of earth.]

H�ret ihr der H�mmer Hall?
H�r der H�mmer Hall!
Ivaldens S�hne sind es, h�r
Sie schmieden den gleissend' Schatz
Der G�tter G�ttlichkeit

Schwarzalbenheims Gew�rm
Schmiedet solch schimmerndes Gold
Der G�tter Glorie gestaltend
Aus der Erde Ge�der

Tief unten drunter Stein und Wurz
Findest Du dieses selten' Volk
Der Tiefe und lass den eifr'gen Schmied
Schweissen shlau deines Wunschses Bild

Unter unterdes Fjorgyn Haut
In der Erde verborg nem Herzen
Arbeiten Zwerge der Unterwelt
Mit der G�tter gar gl�nzendem Gold

Draupnir, Mj�lnir und Gullburste
Kunst des Schwarzalben
Brokk da Eitre und Sindre
Lass den Hammer schlagem nochmals

Schwarzalbenheims Gew�rm
Schmiedet solch schimmerndes Gold
Der G�tter Glorie gestaltend
Aus der Erde Ge�der

In den Tunneln und den H�hlen
Gleich 'nem Myzelium im Untergrund
Treiben sie voran die Alchemie
Die der Erde Fr�chte Schein verleihn

Erinnerungen erschaffend
Aus weiter Ferne zu Goldene
Tr�ume des Morgen zu schaffen
G�tter Runen aus der Erde Tiefe
Sonn' erbl�hn!

[English translation]

World of the Black Elves

[Gold of the underworld]

Do you hear the hammers' echo?
Hear the the hammers' echo!
It's Ivalden's sons, listen,
They forge the gleaming treasure
The gods' divineness

Schwarzalbenheim's worms
Forge so gleaming gold
Shaping the glory of the gods
From the veins of the earth

Deep beneath stones and roots
You find this rare folk
Of the depth and let the eager smith
Smartly weld the picture of your wish

Meanwhile beneath Fjorgyn's skin
In the earth's hidden heart
The dwarves of the underworld work
With the gleaming gold of the gods

Draupnir, Mj�lnir and Gullburste
Art of the Black Elves
Brokk da Eitre and Sindre
Let the hammer strike again

Schwarzalbenheim's worms
Forge so gleaming gold
Shaping the glory of the gods
From the veins of the earth

In the tunnels and the caves
Like a mycelium in the underground
They press ahead the Alchemy
Which gives shine to the earth's fuits

Creating memories
From far distance to create golden
Dreams of tomorrow
The gods' runes from the depth's
Sun of the earth blossom


6. Ljusalfheim

[The Shining Ones]

[The shining ones, the elves and the fairies, are beings of enchanting beauty. They act as a thought or a fantasy and it could be easy for you to be lead astray by their splendid light. You may be lifted on their wings to the highest of skies, but beware...in the next moment they may let you fall.]

Solar glare from Lord Frej,
the Shining One,
in Ljusalfheim he's King of elves.

High above the rainbow
and in the tarn deep in the wood
you'll find the elves.

Follow their light
it's brighter than the sun
it makes you fly...

In the realm of Alfheim
you never know what you have seen.
A pale mirage?

Beauty make you sunblind
it fills your mind
you fly away and lose your hug.

Fly with their wings
they make you feel so free
but you may fall...

Flee from their light
they'll maybe drag you down
or make you fly...


7. Muspelheim

[Gudaskymning]

[From the south comes the forces of chaos and destruction. The ultimate heat from the world of Muspel will very soon burn the world and turn it into ashes. The firegiant Surt rides with his hords to meet the gods in the final battle of Ragnarok. But the whell of fate will turn once again and from the ash a new world will rise.]

Kaun

Gudaskymning faller p� gl�den
b�rjar flamma (Ur) �dets eld i Muspelheim
Ragnar�k h�rstamma.

Muspilli flammor �ver Jord,
snart kommer Surt att h�rja,
J�ttarna t�nda Ragnar�k
(och) runor av eld besv�rja.
Muspel �ppnat sig

Surt som i syd med draget sv�rd
kallar p� Muspels s�ner,
kommer till kamp p� Vigrid sl�tt,
d� hj�lper inga b�ner.
Fr�n syd kommer kaos.

Makter av eld h�r stormar fram
nu skola v�rlden brinna.
J�ttarna dr�per guden Frej d�
kommer �dets timma.
Frukta Muspelheim!


8. Nifelheim

[Dimmornas varld]

[The world of ice in the distant north is a very mysterious place. Among its fog and inside its ice, the seed of life is buried. When the heat of Muspel turn the ice of Nifel into a stream of water, the creation begins to take place. Even though the frozen water of Nifel conceal a spark of life, this is first of all a place of death and the world fear the lethal strength of the icegiants who were born here in the beginning of time.]

Nifel i nord [Bass]
Nifel i nord [Tenor]
Nifel i nord [Alto]
Nifel i nord [Soprano]

J�ttar i norden vandrar fram skapta av rimfrost, tunga dimmors ljus
ur Vergelmers vatten stiger de, tunga i kroppen, med bestämda steg.

[Tenor:]
Dimmornas v�rld under Helheim
D�dens boning under Helheim
Dimmornas v�rld under Helheim
D�dens boning under Helheim

[Alto/soprano:]
Draken Nidh�gg
h�r gnager p� v�rt tr�d
Elva floder
av k�ld h�r rinner fram

Hell Nifel!

[Bass/Alto:]
Nastrand, Nastrand
Nastrand, Nastrand

[Tenor:]
Nifelheim, Nifelheim
Nifelheim, Nifelheim

[Soprano:]
Den bistra kylan vi g�r till v�r v�n, ja
dimmor i norden som sveper v�r kropp

J�rmundgang! Nidh�gg!

Nifel i nord [Bass]
Nifel i nord [Tenor]
Nifel i nord [Alto]
Nifel i nord [Soprano]

Hell Nifel!

[Bass/Alto:]
Nastrand, Nastrand
Nastrand, Nastrand

[Tenor:]
Nifelheim, Nifelheim
Nifelheim, Nifelheim

[Soprano:]
Den bistra kylan vi g�r till v�r v�n, ja
dimmor i norden som sveper v�r kropp

J�rmundgang! Nidh�gg!


9. Vanaheim

[Seed of Ing]

[There are two races of gods. The Vanir-gods of Vanaheim belong to an old stock of gods, maybe even older than the Asir. They live on fertile fields and near the sea. They are known for their power over life and happiness and the seed is their symbol. The lord and lady, Frej and Freja, are the rulers of Vanaheim and they are united in the sacred marriage which brings life to the arable and pasture lands. Not known to everyone is the secret lore of witchcraft which the Vanir - gods teach the chosen ones.]

Take the seed of Frej
Put it in the sacred soil
make it come alive
And fertility will rise.

Enter Vanaheim
Where dead will come alive.

Magic of Freja
Take you to another world
By the trance of sejd
(The) sibyl see into your soul.

Enter Vanaheim
And you will know thy self.

Vana-king and queen,
Lord and Lady of the gods
If you sacrifice
They'll release your fylgia.

Enter Vanaheim
And find your totem-beast.

By the seed of Ing
(Your) fylgia will take you high
Find it in your blood
From the days of Vanir war.

Enter Vanaheim
And you will fly in the fair fields
With the gods, forever.


10. Helheim

[Den dimholjda]

[Hel, the goddess of death is also the goddess of fulfilment. Her name means both "hole" and "whole" and she governs not only death but also the process of birth and rebirth. Hel was hurled down to the world of ice in the beginning of time and there she created nine dark worlds. The bright god Balder and the power of the sun descend into her misty realm, but in the future Balder will be reborn and rise from the womb of Hel like the sun in the springtime.]

Heldrasil, O Heldrasil

Den dimh�ljda gudinnan Hel
i nio v�rldar styr.
P� Gjallarbron, i �lven Gj�ll
de d�da s�ker Dig.

Allt f�r m�nga inf�r Dig f�rtvivla,
O stora gudinna i Hel,
Ditt sk�te �r moder till tiden
hos Dig tager d�den sin del.

Se nornorna spinna v�r tr�d,
v�rt �de styra de
Till Gnipah�lan g�r v�r f�rd
likt Balder d� vi d�.

Vi till Helheim likt Hermod ska resa
hos D�den vi finna v�rt guld,
n�r Balder en g�ng kommer �lter
fr�n Utrid, Verdandi och Skuld.

N�r Helgrinden ska �ppna sig
d� stiger solen upp
nu �terf�dd ur vinterns djup
tillsammans med H�der.

Som en skugga fanns Loke hos H�der
n�r Balder blev d�dad med list.
och alla f�rsvann ner till Helheim
med Misteltens magiska kvist.

Se Helgrinden som �ppnar sig
och guden stiger upp
nu �terf�dd ur vinterns djup
med solen som sitt sv�rd.

Den f�rdolda gudinnan i Helheim
bedriver med livet sitt spel.
Ditt sk�te �r moder till tiden
O stora gudinna i Hel!


11. Secrets Of The Runes

[The runes are the secrets of the universe. Their inner meaning is hidden and concealed to the uninitiated. When you learn the secret of the runes your eyes shall open and you will become a god. By ancient techniques of ecstasy Odin enterd into the dark spheres of runic wisdom. He sacrificed himself to himself in his search for knowledge. If you follow his example and enter the way of Odin you might be told the true secret of runes.]

Hangatyr, Your whisper told me the secret of the runes.
I follow you to become immortal.
I take a ride on the worldtree, offer me to myself.
I hear the song
I carve the runes of the Irmin.

I pick the leaves of the worldtree, Yggdrasil my stallion
Eighteen I find (when I) sing the song of Odin.

I eat the fruits of the Futhark
Yggdrasil my stallion
I take a ride (and fly) with the wings of Odin

Seek it low you go to find them glow

By the well of Mimameid
Eighteen runes will come to you
Take the gand of Hangatyr
You will feel the serpent rise


12. Crying Days

[Originally performed by Scorpions]

Force yourself to use your brain,
The only way to gain,
A lot of things are just a lie
This world we love comes down in pain
With hate and bloody games
A question-mark up in the sky

Look, you can't keep away
And you can't hide
Tomorrow, yesterday, today...

Some people say, we'll do it better
Some people say, everything's good
Some people sing, let's come together
But nobody has ever brought it through
Maybe you and me...


13. Summer Night City

Waiting for the sunrise
Soul dancing in the dark
Summer night city
Walking in the moonlight
Love-making in a park
Summer night city

In the sun I feel like sleeping
I can't take it for too long
My impatience slowly creeping
Up my spine and growing strong
I know what's waiting there for me
Tonight I'm loose and fancy-free

When the night comes with the action
I just know it's time to go
Can't resist the strange attraction
From that giant dynamo
Lots to take and lots to give
Time to breath and time to live

Waiting for the sunrise
Soul dancing in the dark
Summer night city
Walking in the moonlight
Love-making in a park
Summer night city

It's elusive
Call it glitter
Somehow something turns me on
Some folks only see the litter
We don't miss them when they're gone
I love the feeling in the air
My kind of people everywhere

When the night comes with the action
I just know it's time to go
Can't resist the strange attraction
From that giant dynamo
And tomorrow
When it's dawning
And the first birds start to sing
In the pale light of the morning
Nothing's worth remembering
It's a dream
It's out of reach
Scattered driftwood on the beach

Waiting for the sunrise
Soul dancing in the dark
Summer night city
Walking in the moonlight
Love-making in a park
Summer night city



Line-up:
Christofer Johnsson: rhythm guitar, keyboard and percussion
Kristian Niemann: lead and rhythm guitar
Johan Niemann: bass
Sami Karppinen: drums and percussion

Vocals and string solists:
Marika Schonberg: solo soprano
Erika Andersson: solo alto
Carl Rahmqvist: solo tenor-barryton

Anna Rodell: solo violin
Asa Akerberg: solo cello
Thomas Karlsson: whispering voice on "Ljusalfheim"

Choir:
Kristina Hansson: coloratura soprano
Anna-Maria: krawe Soprano
Anna Artursson: Alto
Marika Schonberg: alto
Henrik Holmberg: tenor
Patrik Forsman: tenor
Carl Rahmqvist: tenor-barryton
Joakim Berg: bass-barryton

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INSTEAD OF AN ANGLE

a long, long time ago
a man with a dice on a chain
he had a dream
he had a feeling
he forgot long time ago
nothing was predictable anymore
no control at all
this scared him so much
he reached for his dice on the chain
it used to calm him down
but not that time

from the sky
to the ground
till the end
of the moon
and the birth of a sun
into your life
from a sight
to a view
until the end
I will truly care
I will follow you

instead of six walls
he found one
instead of an angle
he found none
instead of a top side
he could now choose how to hold it
and it never would stay
where he put it
no control at all

from the sky
to the ground
till the end
of the moon
and the birth of a sun
into your life
from a sight
to a view
until the end
I will truly care
I will follow you

he looked at the thing on his chain
a ball so round, so light, so blue
loaded with anger and fear
he broke the chain
and threw this thing away
he awoke and grabbed for his dice
in which all his fears
were locked away from the world
except for six doors he left open

from the sky
to the ground
till the end
of the moon
and the birth of a sun
into your life
from a sight
to a view
until the end
I will truly care
I will follow you

 

THE FUTURE IS NOW

this is for the love which never lived
for the ones who never found
for the boy who never loved
his fear was too strong
for the girl who never dared
'cause the fist did not just hit the table

there is no future !
the future is now !
this is for the love -
the future is now !

this is for the change
everyone feels -
no one gave it a name -
although it grows inside
this is for the time which never came
they always talked about it
ideas follow existing ways

this is for the tear which never fell
the heart was caught in ice
the warmth was never there
and it had to feel alone
this is for the love who had to flee
'cause hate likes to make deals
but they better start to run
'cause the morning-sun will dry your tears

there is no future !
the future is now ! 
this is for the love -
the future is now !


BEAUTIFUL-LOGIC-STRINGS

my screams
your love
our ignorance
in a distance
as close as your love
a light so bright so alive

the border to madness
isn't far away my friend
the tissue behind reality
gives ideas which shine
like stars today
from above but nowhere to go
nowhere to go anymore

a thought creates a dragon
with me on a cliff
a last scream
I swallow the sun
so you don't get burned
you opened the door
you awoke the dragon
just by curiosity
you came into this land
but you forgot
the questions in your heart

a further rotten sheep
swallowed by a cow
a mad trick to cheat on life
an invention - to solve hunger
an invention - to solve pain
an invention - to heal the side-effect
brick by brick the building grows
higher and higher into the sky

I had to eat the sun - my friend
so you don't get blinded anymore
by your own mad dragon
once you asked - where is the key to your heart
now I say - it's on the chain to your brain
 


 

DANCE IN THE AIR

further than the dna
but nearer than your love
the smallest hell
ever created
just needs two
it just needs two
and one emotion
a destination
never ending
never reaching
endless longing in motion
open the door a little more

take a look inside
it ends with your fear
to fall while falling with the fallen
a dance in the air with you
this is a neat little creation of yours
thanks for asking me in
without any question who I am
thanks for asking me in
without any question who I am

further than the dna
but nearer than your love
the smallest hell
ever created
just needs two
it just needs two
like never ending
endless motion
never reaching love
endless longing for you
open the door a little more

take a look inside
it ends with your fear
to fall while falling with the fallen
a dance in the air with you
this is a neat little creation of yours
thanks for asking me in
without any question who I am
thanks for asking me in
without any question who I am

thanks for asking me in
it ends with your fear
to fall while falling with the fallen
thanks for asking me in
this is a neat little creation of yours

 

Fleischverstärker

es beisst - wohin du auch fliehst
es beisst - wohin du auch ziehst
es beisst - es ist schneller als dein ziel
es beisst - denn du nimmst zu viel
es beisst - und du wirst es niemals sehen
es beisst - und du kannst es nicht verstehen
es beisst - und ein stück in dir fehlt
es beisst - aber auch dieses stück zählt
es beisst

es beisst - wohin du auch siehst
es beisst - denn es kennt das ende
es beisst - lang' bevor du beginnst
es beisst - nicht die zeit sondern du verrinnst
es beisst - und du bist allein
es beisst - und du siehst es nicht
es beisst - der schmerz wächst in dir
es beisst - der schmerz wird zum tier
und beisst

es beisst - bevor du verstehst
es beisst - auch nachdem du gehst
es beisst - ein wenig tiefer hinein
es beisst - sich fest in deinen geist
es beisst - du kannst nicht tiefer fallen
es beisst - und es zieht dich heran
es beisst - und es schaut dich an
es beisst - wie es sonst niemand kann

es verzehrt sich nach der macht in dir
denn alles was du fühlst gehörte ihr
es wird niemals verstehen
wie es ist auf der stelle zu stehen
denn es wird vergehen
es beisst dich nur zurück
es beisst dich nur zurück

 

THE TOUCH

hidden within all neglections
sits a feeling - left alone
disenchanted by all around
you know what I mean

You know what I mean
nothing seems to be
and everything is too
you know what I mean
you know what I do
you know what I see
you know what I feel
you know what you do
You know what I mean
nothing seems to be
You know what I mean
you know what I do
you know what you do

do you feel alone - like nowhere is your home
you think it alone
do you feel alone - like nowhere is your home
a thought is the space between
now here is a throne!

You know what I mean
nothing seems to be
and everything is too
you know what I mean
you know what I do
you know what I see
you know what I feel
you know what you do
You know what I mean
nothing seems to be
You know what I mean
you know what I do
you know what you do

hidden - within all neglections
sits a feeling - left alone
disenchanted - by all around
you know what I mean
hidden within all thoughts possible
knees a feeling - left alone
disenchanted by all around
do you feel what I mean
a thought is the space between

do you feel what I mean
a thought is the space between

 

ABYSS

the ability to see makes me wonder
whether there is a hole in the ground - or in my mind
like the hole inside my heart
it swallows anything which comes close
if we dare to look down
something lives inside this hole
and it screams from time to time

and it pulls me down into the absence of all sense
asking all the questions ever asked - but it listens only to itself

so, I had to appear in a mirror
to the questions asked by no one
for the very first time this gave light
into the darkness of the soul
shattered dreams are the pillows
for the hurt one who lives inside this hole
and he screams from time to time
for the absence of sense - like in this rhyme
which is a shrine for all the ones who see
the hole in his heart - is the hole in the ground
the hole in his heart - is the hole in the ground
which was never there 'cause it ate itself
within the answers always asked
it never dared to be
so it screams from time to time

 

A.DREAM


you pushed the button
we heard your call
again and again
what is wrong with you
my love

too much to to do - too much to take
too fast to stay - much more to get
nothing to reach - no chance to see
no time to loose
better not feel - the cold inside
just kills another child
too much to to do - too much to take
too fast to stay - much more to get
nothing to reach - no chance to see
nothing to loose - better not feel

what is wrong with you my love
you left home at dawn
a misty cold morning long ago
was the beginning of a dream
a nightmare yet - but still a dream
of frozen stars and blood like ice
left behind in the darkness
exists no time
a dream of freedom, peace and love
wake up - your nightmare became alive
the past drops into the future
present feels like death without your love

too much to to do - too much to take
too fast to stay - much more to get
nothing to reach - no chance to see
no time to loose
better not feel - the cold inside
just kills another child

what is wrong with you my love
you left home at dawn
a misty cold morning long ago
was the beginning of a dream
a nightmare yet - but still a dream
of frozen stars and blood like ice
left behind - in the darkness - exists no time
a dream of freedom, peace and love
wake up - your nightmare became alive
the past drops into the future
present feels like death without your love
what is wrong with you my love
you left home at dawn

 

THE PRESENT

a glimpse of reality
makes you stop for a while
we chew on each other
look what we do
like there's nothing else to live for
than the pain inside
a rainy day passes by
a day created by no one

you gave me a candy
made of blood and tears
everyday we chew
on each other's soul
we swallow the meaning
we ignore the reason
the taste is all we got - the taste is fear

but you go on
a voice in your head
screams from a pain in your heart
it reminds dreams you once had,
back in time
a half is gone so what's left for me?
you filled it up
you gave the taste
into the lake of blood and tears

you gave me a candy
made of blood and tears
everyday we chew
on each other's soul
we swallow the meaning
we ignore the reason
the taste is all we got - the taste is fear



CHAINS

I saw your birth
I saw you crawling
now I hear your screams
and I see you falling
where is the beginning
where is the end
decisions were made
now you depend
on moods of a child
giving fear into the world

Day by day we struggle
we work hard for something we don't see
for something we don't feel
but we go on and on - day by day
Day by day we struggle
we work hard for something we don't see
for something we don't feel
but we go on and on - day by day

This thing isn't human
although it's made out of them
it got a million eyes
and it never thinks until the end
it isn't a child
it's too big to be one
it's the ignored inside
giving shape to a monster outside

Day by day we struggle
we work hard for something we don't see
for something we don't feel
but we go on and on - day by day
Day by day we struggle
we work hard for something we don't see
for something we don't feel
but we go on and on - day by day
 

YOUR TEMPTING FANTASY

you knee in front of thee
you little wannabe
this is a last test
you thought you were the best
it looks into your eyes
which used to hide your lies
they are so blue but cold and empty
then it touches your hair
and with a calm voice it will ask
your final question

do you feel
do you think
do you see
do you hear
do you know - love
was the beginning, destination
and the reason for an end
do you feel
do you think
do you see
do you hear
do you know - love
was your meaning, destination
and the reason for your end

you try to stay calm
but the fear inside grows stronger
a hand on your cheek caresses your lips -
which never kissed - but used to lie
they'll hide or change the truth no longer
no longer, no longer
as a hand slips now between your teeth -
which are so white -
and used to bite the ones who gave you love
it forces and pushes your tongue
slowly down your throat
you'll feel as if you inhale all your hate at once
it feels like a painful urge
when it grabs your lungs and slowly pulls them out
the same way you used to lie about -
your feelings which you killed inside
so you got used to hate outside
you thought like this you rule the land
but look what I hold in my hand

do you feel
do you think
do you see
do you hear
do you know - love
was the beginning, destination
and the reason for an end
do you feel
do you think
do you see
do you hear
do you know - love
was your meaning, destination
and the reason for your end

you thought like this you rule the land
but look what I hold in my hand





 
ECHOES

I hear you say
we are the world
this world exists in our minds
our minds express through our words
we live in a world of our thoughts
and words are what you want to say
but if you look into the eyes
of a child right now
what do you see ?

we are the soul of this world
every single one of us
how to say it
how to name it
how to make it clear for you
I hear you say
we are the wold
but if you look into the eyes
of a child right now
what do you see ?

can you see the echoes of your own questions
can you feel the waves arrive
when you feel the echoes of your own questions
can you give the answers now ?

I hear you say
they are just clowns
but this word is in your mind
and just what is on your mind
is what you gonna be
we are the soul of this world
every single one of us
is a reason to be born
and a chance to fall in love

can you see the echoes of your own questions
can you feel the waves arrive
when you feel the echoes of your own questions
can you give the answers now ?

I hear you say
we are the world
this world exists in our minds
our minds express through our words
we live in a world of our thoughts
and words are what you want to say
but if you look into the eyes
of a child right now
what do you see ?

can you see the echoes of your own questions
can you feel the waves arrive
when you feel the echoes of your own questions
can you give the answers now ?

 
SCHALL UND RAUCH

welchen sinn hat die Musik - noch
ist sie hier und sie verklingt - doch
sie ist in diese welt geflossen
wurde dann in gold gegossen

erschaffen um dich zu erheben
mussten wir dann miterleben
wie entstellt, verdreht und dann gestutzt
sie als trugbild ihrer wird genutzt
um dich zu lenken, dich zu locken
deine zweifel abzublocken

hier ist das wort
geboren durch die stimme
durchquert es diesen raum
dann erreicht es dieses meer
das vibriert und versteht
das gefühl für die welle
die entsteht wenn gehört
in dem wort das sich auflöst
wenn gefühlt - ist das wort
geboren durch die stimme
durchquert es diesen raum
dann erreicht es dieses meer
das vibriert und versteht
das gefühl für die welle
die entsteht wenn gehört
durch den mund
der sich auflöst wenn geküsst

...um dich zu lenken, dich zu locken
deine zweifel abzublocken
denn nur folgen sollst du ihr
und nichts erwachsen darf aus dir
im halbschlaf sollst du ewig bleiben
denn nur so wirst auch du hier leiden
für ein ziel das du nicht kennst
und dich trotzdem dafür trennst
denn du bist mensch und du benennst
wenn du erkennst was dich durchschnitt
nur durch dich lebte und gedieh'
und nach deiner seele schrie'

seh' nicht nur zu - erkenne auch
hör' nicht nur hin - verstehe auch
ein gefühl das dich berührt und trägt
ist heut' nur schall und rauch
'drum frag' ich dich: glaubst du es auch?
'drum frage dich: glaub' ich es auch?

hier ist das wort
geboren durch die stimme
durchquert es diesen raum
dann erreicht es dieses meer
das vibriert und versteht
das gefühl für die welle
die entsteht wenn gehört
in dem wort das sich auflöst
wenn gefühlt - ist das wort
geboren durch die stimme
durchquert es diesen raum
dann erreicht es dieses meer
das vibriert und versteht
das gefühl für die welle
die entsteht wenn gehört
durch den mund
der sich auflöst wenn geküsst

 
MERRY-GO-ROUND-TO-HELL

we're the children of the first-world
a livestock for consume and fuel for a machine
we think in circles directed by tv
we obey to numbers they tell us how to be

round and round we go
to get a distance from what we know
we are the waste of this earth
damned since our birth
this is a merry-go-round to hell
the keys got lost
it screams in our cell
more and more we seal
to get a distance from how we feel

we're locked into rooms
we burn for a machine
it feeds us but keeps us apart
perception fixed into the past
we don't see a trap although it's vast

we move backwards into the future
driven by needs we follow the order
if there is a free will still
we accidently kill
with all this distance
we see ourselves
disconnected from any feeling
we are like the flies on the ceiling

round and round we go
to get a distance from what we know
we are the waste of this earth
damned since our birth
this is a merry-go-round to hell
the keys got lost
it screams in our cell
more and more we seal
to get a distance from how we feel

this is a merry-go-round-to-hell



 
IT'S SPRING

spirit is like a finger in the paint of life
I'm writing something at your door
you have to come out to read what was written
at your door stands a person who looks like you
no sign - no letter - no message
movement is a color and time a shape

to focus on - it needs time
to leave the own creation
is a way to feel about sentences
placed in your heart
accepted as a law
to break your will - to give a choice
which paint to use - which paint you use

to color the world
from outside the house
of black and white nightmares
planted long ago by the ones
without a home in their hearts
they never read the message
written on their doors
they never crossed the threshold
so the world outside is yours !

I'm writing something at your door
you have to come out - to read what was written
at your door stands a person who looks like you
to focus on - it needs time
to leave the own creation
planted long ago - by the ones
without a home in their hearts
and they never read the message
written on their doors
they never crossed the threshold
so the world outside is yours !

 


 

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I'm looking for a Miracle Man
That tells me no lies
I'm looking for a Miracle Man
Who's not in disguise
I don't know where he'll come from
And I don't know where he's been
But it's not our Jimmy Sinner
Because he's so obscene

Miracle Man got busted
Miracle Man got busted

Today I saw a Miracle Man
On TV cryin'
Such a hypocritical man
Born again, dying

He don't know where he's going
But we know just where he's been
'Twas our little Jimmy Sinner
That I saw on the screen

Miracle Man got busted
Miracle Man got busted
Miracle Man got busted
Miracle Man

A Devil with a crucifix
Brimstone and fire
He needs another carnal fix
To take him higher and higher
Now Jimmy, he got busted
With his pants down
Repent ye wretched sinner
Self righteous clown

Miracle Man got busted
Miracle Man got busted
Miracle Man got busted
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Miracle Man got busted
Miracle Man got busted
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Well, I know where you live
I know you live alone
I'll pay a visit in your darkest hour
I've got a treat in store
Won't be the same no more
And I will demonstrate my holy power (ha ha)

I see through
What it is inside you
I'll make you breakdown (breakdown)
Breakdown and cry
Devil's daughter
You don't want a holy war
Devil's daughter
You don't want a holy war

You know what I'm about
I'll cast the demons out
And I'll persist until the battle's won
I'll feel your creeping flesh
If you're to be possessed
Then I will desecrate what you've become

I see through
What it is inside you
I'll make you breakdown (breakdown)
Breakdown and cry
Devil's daughter
You don't want a holy war
Devil's daughter
You don't want a holy war
Devil's daughter
You don't want a holy war
Devil's daughter

The time has come at last
Your future days have past
No use in fighting battles you can't win
The final conflict's lost
You can't afford the cost
Don't try to expiate your father's sins

I see through
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I'll make you breakdown (breakdown)
Breakdown and cry
Breakdown (breakdown)
Breakdown and cry


3. Crazy Babies


Crazy babies never say die
Born to live on a permanent high
Flying high above the world below
They'd better come down soon
Or everyone will know

Nobody's gonna change them (change them)
They've gone over the top
Nobody's gonna tame them (tame them)
They're never gonna stop

Walk that walk
Talk that talk
Walk that walk
Talk that talk

Crazy...Babies

When they were born, they were born to be wild
Some say I'm another devil's child
Crazy babies in a world of their own
I am a crazy babe
You'd better leave me alone tonight

Nobody's gonna change me (change me)
I'm gonna do it 'till I die
Nobody's gonna tame me (tame me)
So you better not try

Walk that walk
Talk that talk
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Talk that talk.

Crazy...Babies

No use talking 'bout if they'll last
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So frustrated just like you and me

Nobody's gonna change them (change them)
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They're never gonna stop

Walk that walk
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Talk that talk


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Well, I know I could be just another stranger
But to you I guess I'm just another fool
And you swear you like to live your life in danger
Then you hide behind a wall of silly rules

Nobody thinks the way I do
I guess that nobody dares
Your head's so full of things
So set your mind free of them
I'm breaking the rules

Did you know that in the truth there's nothing stranger?
I suppose you think I think I know it all

Nobody hears the things I say
I guess that nobody cares
My head's so full of things
I set my mind free of them
I'm breaking the rules

Breaking all the rules
Can't you see they're nothing without you?
Empty heads full of fools
Now you see, I'm breakin' all the rules (breakin' all the rules)

Well, I know that you would love to go to heaven
But you know that you're just too afraid to die
And I know that you would love to know the answers
But to you the truth is just another lie

Nobody hears the things I say
I guess that nobody cares
My head's so full of things
I set my mind free of them
I'm breaking the rules

Breaking all the rules
Can't you see they're nothing without you?
Empty heads full of fools
Now you see, I'm breaking all the rules (breaking all the rules)


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You're comin' home
There's blood on the walls
When Charlie and the family make house calls

If you're alone
Then watch what you do
'Cause Charlie and the family might get you

Can you hear them in the darkness?
Helter skelter, spiral madness (yeah)
Bloodbath in paradise
But there's nowhere you can run to baby
Bloodbath in paradise
Forever sleep in paradise

California sun
But you're still in bed
And the California rain is turning red
No sign of life or the keepers of doom
In Charlie and the keeper's scarlet room

Can you hear them in the darkness?
Helter skelter, spiral madness (yeah)
Bloodbath in paradise
But there's nowhere you can run to baby
Bloodbath in paradise
Forever sleep in paradise

They'll summon you
To wake from the dead
As you lie beeding, murdered in your bed
The sweetest dreams
Are all in your mind
But no one wakes when Charlie creeps behind (yeah)

Execution halts your breath
Helter skelter, spiral death
Bloodbath in paradise
But there's no where you can wait now baby
Bloodbath in paradise
Forever sleep in paradise


6. Fire In The Sky

The introduction to his heartache began as a child
So it's no wonder that he grew up to be so wild
So he protected his feelings in walls he imagined
But castles crumble, exposing the frightened child

Fire in the sky
Can't you see that all my castles are burning?
Fire in the sky
Won't you help me now, my castles are burning

In solitude he couldn't deal with his own existence
The burning questions in the castles have still remained
God only knows how he searched in vain for the answers
Now castles crumble, exposing his naked flames, yeah

Fire in the sky
Can't you see that all my castles are burning?
Fire in the sky
Won't you help me now, my castles are burning
Fire in the sky
Can't you see that all my castles are burning?
Fire in the sky
Won't you help me now, my castles are burning

Fire in the sky
Can't you see that all my castles are burning?
Fire in the sky
Won't you help me now, my castles are burning
Fire in the sky
Can't you see that all my castles are burning?
Fire in the sky
Won't you help me now, my castles are burning


7. Tattooed Dancer


Well, she's a mean hard woman
And she knows what she wants
She is my tattooed rock & roll dancer
I'm under her thumb
And when she tells me to come
Oh hi's the only way I can answer

They tried to put me away (put me away)
God damn them

Well I can hear her moaning
Like a dog's that's on heat
She never takes no for an answer
She's driving me mad
She makes it good to be bad
My little tattooed rock & roll dancer

They tried to put me away (put me away)
God damn them

They'll never put me away (put me away)
My soul's on fire

Tattooed dancer, dance for me bitch

I think I'm in grave danger
Goin' over the top
There is no question, only an answer
She can't give me love
I think I'm falling in lust
With my tattooed rock & roll dancer

They'll never put me away (put me away)
God damn them
They'll never put me away (put me away)
My soul's on fire

They'll never put me away
My soul's on fire


8. Demon Alcohol


I'm sick and tired of your excuses
Can't deal with living anymore
I'll give you reasons to continue
While you lie writhing on the floor

I'll wash away your lies
And have you hyptotized
There'll be no compromise today
I'll share your life of shame
I think you know my name
I'll introduce myself today

I'm the demon alcohol (demon alcohol)
I'll get you

If you could deal with your reflection
I'm sure you'd see into my eyes
There'll be no need for resurrection
Let's drink to people of the lies

Although that one's too much
You know ten's not enough
There'll be no compromise today
I'll watch you lose control
Consume your very soul
I'll introduce myself today

I'm the demon alcohol (demon alcohol)
Ha ha, demon alcohol (demon alcohol)
Let's party

I'm sick and tired of resolutions
You've quit me time and time again
Don't speak of suicide solutions
You took my hand, I'm here to stay

This time it's you or me
I'll never set you free
There'll be no compromise today
So satisfy your lust
Too much can't be enough
I'll introduce myself today

I'm the demon alcohol (the demon alcohol)
Ha ha, demon alcohol, (the demon alcohol)
Let's party


9. Hero

I don't want to be a hero
I don't want to ever let you down
No, I don't want to let you down
I could try to take you higher
But I don't want to wear a broken crown
You know it brings me down

Don't think you'll ever understand me
I don't even understand me
Don't have the power to annoint you
And I don't want to disappoint
The fools no more
The fools no more

I couldn't answer all your questions
And if you're lost I couldn't find your way
I couldn't find your way
You know you have to face the music
You changed your tune and don't know what to play
So don't you run away

Everybody's talking crazy
Some think I am a devil maybe
I don't want to hear about it
Don't want to have to scream and shout
At fools no more
The fools no more

So, I don't want to be a hero
Don't want to sit upon your crippled throne
I've got a life of my own
I am not your destination
Or a road that's gonna lead you home
So, baby please don't go

Please don't go
Please don't go
Please don't go
Please don't go

Please don't go
Please don't go
Please don't go
Please don't go

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Love You To Death

In her place one hundred candles burning,
As salty sweat drips from her breast.

her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying,
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... yeah.

Yeah.

Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine,
I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?

Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying,
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... yeah.

Yeah.

I beg to serve, your wish is my law,
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death.

Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying?
Begging,
I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get.. yeah.

Let me, love you to...
Let me, love you to death.

To death.

Let me, love you to...
Let me, love you to death.

To death.

Am I good enough for you?
Am I good enough for you?
Am I?
For you?
Am I?
For you?

Am I good enough
For you?


Be My Druidess

Be my druidess
Be my everything
Be my druidess
Be mine.

Around the Pyre, a circle of thirteen,
Throughout these woods, ecstatic screams.

I look deeply into your eyes,
I smell your hair, caress your thighs.

Now we'll make love by fire light,
A blaze so high it lights the night.

Long fingernails dug in my skin,
Yourself so wet invites me in.

Be my druidess
Be my everything
Be my druidess
Be mine.

Our lust increased feeds desire,
As we combust, yeah we on fire.

I feel you shake so deep inside,
Oh scream my name and hold me tight.

I'll do anything to make you cum
I'll do anything to make you...

Be my druidess
Be my everything
Be my druidess
Be mine.

I'll do anything
To make you cum,
I'll do anything
To make you...

I'll do anything
To make you cum,
I'll do anything
To make you cum.

I'll do anything
To make you cum,
I'll do anything
To make you...

I'll do anything
I'll do anything,
I'll do anything
To make you...


Green Man

Spring won't come, the need of strife,
To struggle to be freed from hard ground.

The evening mists that creep and crawl,
Will drench in the dew and so drown.

I'm the green man
The green man.

Sol in prime sweet summertime,
Cast shadows of doubt on my face.

A midday sun, its caustic hues,
Refracting within the still lake.

I'm the green man
The green man.

Autumn in her flaming dress,
Of orange, brown, gold fallen leaves.

My mistress of the frigid night,
I worship pray to on my knees.

Winter's breath of filthy snow
Befrosted paths to the unknown,
Have my lips turned true purple

Life is coming to an end
So says me, me wiccan friend,
Nature coming full circle.

Winter's breath of filthy snow
Befrosted paths to the unknown,
Have my lips turned true purple

Life is coming to an end
So says me, me wiccan friend,
Nature coming full circle.

I'm the green man
The green man
I'm the green man
The green man


Red Water (Christmas Mourning)

Wake up, it's Christmas mourn,
Those loved have long since gone.

The stocking are hung but who cares?
preserved for those no longer there.

six feet beneath me sleep.

Black lights hang from the tree,
accents of dead holly.

Whoa mistletoe
(It's growing cold)
I'm seeing ghost,
(I'm drinking old)
Red water
Red water
(Red water)
Red water chase them away.

My tables been set for but seven,
just last year I dined with eleven.

goddamn ye
merry gentlemen

Whoa mistletoe
(It's growing cold)
I'm seeing ghosts
(I'm drinking old)
Red water
Red water
(Red water)
Red water chase them away.

(Chase them away)
(Don't chase them away)


My Girlfriend's Girlfriend

It's no secret we're close
As sweaty velcro,
Like latex, fur and feathers
Stuck together
Now.

In their '62 'vette
Sharing one cigarette,
In a black light trance then
Go go dance
Then.

Go go trance
Then.

They keep me warm on cold nights
We must be quite a sight,
In our meat triangle
All tangled.

Wow.

My girlfriend's girlfriend
She looks like you,
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She's my girl too.

Her and me an her and she and me
An uncrowded couple
are we three?

Hey we don't care what people say,
When walking hand in hand down Kings Highway
Two for one today.

My girlfriend's girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She's my girl too

My girlfriend's girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She's my girl...


Die With Me

Now like a bird
she flew away,
to chase her dreams
of books and praise.

still I miss her
yeah I miss her
since she's gone.

at JFK
who played the fool?
self-pity sick
jet fuel perfume.

still I miss her
yeah I miss her
since she's gone.

girl I want to die with you,
in each others arms
we'll drown in flame.

if this time were the last time,
could I hold you
hold you
hold you
all life long?

since this time is the last time,
can I hold you
hold you
hold you
all night long?

lay your head down for the last time,
the last time,
for the last time,
the last time,

hey KLM
AT&T
the UK post system
do you still love me?

still I miss her
yeah I miss her
since she's gone.

Girl I
Want to
Die with you,
In each
Others arms
We'll drown in flame.


Burnt Flowers Fallen

yeah I think she's falling out of love,
yeah I think she's falling out of love.

yeah

yeah I think she's falling out of love,
yeah I think she's falling out of love.

yeah I think she's falling out of love,
yeah I think she's falling out of love.

yeah

Oh yeah I know she's falling
Out of love,
Oh yeah I know she's falling
Out of love.

Yeah I know she's falling
God I know she's falling out of love,
Yeah I know she's falling
Out of love.

all of the flowers
all of the flowers I gave her,
she burned them
burned them.

Yeah I think she's falling
God I think she's falling out of love,
Yeah I think she's falling
Out of love.

All of the flowers
All of the flowers I gave her,
She burned them
Burned them.

All of the flowers
All of the flowers I gave her,
She burned them
Burned them.


In Praise Of Bacchus

Hey Bacchus hey
She hates me,
Hey Bacchus hey
She hates me.

She hates me.

Hey Bacchus hey
She hates me,
Hey Bacchus hey
She hates me.

The street lamps light a wet old red hook road
A furry vino tinted slave,
Molten oil painted Brooklyn bridge
(cobblestone grave)

A lonely blue girl guards the riverbed
She shakes her brown torch at the tide,
On Pier Six we'd creep and count the cracks...

(side by side,
side by side
see, we're counting cracks)

Your mom was out wearing herself inside
I'll stop the train to say hello,
A used boyfriend's just bought her this new car
(I said I know.)

She said burn
Together.

Burn
We'll burn together

Hey Bacchus hey
She hates me,
(Hates me)
Hey Bacchus hey
She hates me.

(She hates me)

She hates me.
She hates me.

She said burn
Together.

She said burn
Together.

Burn
We'll burn
Together.

(Burning together).

Now don't believe she'll never leave again,
I can't forget the words she said back when.

She said burn
We'll burn together

(Burning together).


Cinnamon Girl



My cinnamon girl
My cinnamon girl.

I wanna live with a cinnamon girl,
I could be happy the rest of my life.

A dreamer of pictures I run in the night,
You see us together chase the moonlight,

My cinnamon girl.
My cinnamon girl.

Ten silver saxes, a bass with a bow,
The drummer relaxes and waits between shows.

A dreamer of pictures I run in the night
You see us together, chase the moonlight,

My cinnamon girl.
My cinnamon girl.

Pa sent me money now
I'm gonna make it somehow
I need another chance,
You see your baby loves to dance
Yeah...yeah...yeah.

My cinnamon girl.
My cinnamon girl.


Wolf Moon (Including Zoanthropic Paranoia)

The 28th day
She'll be bleeding again,
And in lupine ways
We'll alleviate the pain.

Unholy water
Sanguine addiction,
Those silver bullets
A last blood benediction.

It is her moon time
When there's iron in the air,
A rusted essence
Woman may I know you're there?

Unholy water
Sanguine addiction,
Those silver bullets
A last blood benediction.

Hey wolf moon
Come cast your spell on me,
Hey wolf moon
Come cast your spell on me.

Don't spill a drop dear
Let me kiss the curse away,
Yourself in my mouth
Will you leave me with your taste?

Hey wolf moon
Come cast your spell on me,
Hey wolf moon
Come cast your spell on me.

Beware
The woods at night,
Beware
The Lunar light.

So in this gray haze
We'll be meeting again,
And on that great day
I will tease you all the same.

Unholy water
Sanguine addiction,
Those silver bullets
A last blood benediction.

Hey wolf moon
Come cast your spell on me,
Hey wolf moon
Come cast your spell on me.

Beware
The woods at night,
Beware
The Lunar light.


Haunted

A swollen sun melting at the horizon,
Between the sheets I wait for her to come.

A living flame, impossible to resist,
Burning me deep with every bite, kiss and lick.

Oh I'm haunted
Oh I'm haunted
Oh I'm haunted (by her).

Invades my sleep with tumescent intentions,
Hades I'm sure must be missing a demon

I
I hate the morning
I
I hate the morning.

From the panes a green mist swirls
Is it a shadow of reflection?
This apparition in moon beams bathed
A voice like wind through trees beckons.
Cool rain on hot summer stone
The odor fills my presence,
Of freshly dug grave and death and night
These things are her essence.
Nocturnal mistress, spirit lover,
your mouth of wine and woodsmoke taste
My goddess of the violet twilight
You are lust incarnate.
In the sweat of my bed
The eastern sky hints of dawning,
Alone and awake but exhausted I lie
Oh how I hate the morning.

I hate
I hate the morning (light),
I
I hate
I hate the morning (light).

I hate
I hate
(Morning light).

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1. 540,000 Degrees Fahrenheit

Witness a blinding flash, Sudden bright light from a blast.
Pulsing radiation, moving through cracks under skin.
Feel the fire in the wind, Deadly kiss of scorching sands.

Not a prayer of hope, Or redemption in your eyes.
Hell exploded on this earth, To take all that’s alive.
Standing at the face of death, Terror stealing your last breath.

Watch the firestorm, Incinerate you into ash!

All that you know burns away into dust
So many Lives
So many Innocent

Burn!

Every particle returns, To it’s natural form
Ashes into ashes, Blown away just like the dust
Heaven burning in the sky, Hell is not the reason why.

Feel the firestorm, Melting your spirit into glass!

All that you know burns away into dust
So many Lives
So many Innocent

Burn!


2. Transgression

One nation, One nation of gods
Divided by faith.
A nation is divided by faith

Witness, Deliberate, War, Of attrition
Witness, Deliberate, War, Of attrition

Judge me not, judge me less you be judged
Eyes are blind, blinded by violation.

I hate your contention
I hate your violation
I hate your corruption
I hate your life destruction

I am your ENEMY!

Witness, Deliberate, War, Of attrition
Kill my mind, my mind is the weapon
Words are banned, these words meant to enlighten

I hate your contention
I hate your violation
I hate your corruption
I hate your life Destruction

I am your, ENEMY!
I will resist, ENDLESSLY!


3. Spinal Compression

Like the knife into my back, Cold hate within my spine
Freezing up my nerves, This slow death consumes my mind
Shock waves through my soul, Compounding my fears
This depression on my life, My dead weight through the years

I’m going to BREAK!

I’ve had all that I can take, Endurance wearing thin
Everything that’s on my mind, Will crush my soul within
My feet sink into the ground, Embeds my roots of fate
Coursing through my blood vessels, Reality of hate

Crushed by this fate, Under this weight, Crushed by this fate
Under this weight, I’m going to break, because I’ve had all that I can
TAKE!

Stop this pressure, weighing down on me
Please! Stop this pressure, weighing down on me

Buried to my neck in waste, Debris of life itself
World spinning out of control, I feel like I’m in hell
Something’s got to change, Something’s got to give
Existential weight on mind, Is not my way to live

Crushed by this fate, Under this Weight, Crushed by this fate,
Under this weight, I’m going to break, because I’ve had all that I can
TAKE!

Stop this pressure, weighing down on me
Please! Stop this pressure, weighing down on me


4. Contagion

A man held hostage, by this contagion
Alone, abandoned, in search of legion
Under pressure, under black skies
We must find the cure, before we die
I can see the bullets rip, inside the crossfire
My suicide run through, the razor wire

All must endure
We will not live forever

Terror awaits me, at every turn
Honor is stronger, we fight all at once
Hate spreads like wildfire, in foreign lands
Incurable pain is this, gun in my hand

All must endure
We will not live forever
All must endure
We will not live forever
All must endure
For the mercy of one.


5. Empty Vision

A paralyzed mind embracing decay
Dead like carrion, just wasting away
There is nothing!
Numbed by excess and complete saturation
Scarred influence by degeneration
There is nothing, There is nothing to believe!

All has been lost
All have lost their way
Every eye, Has been disgraced

(Dead, like carrion, We must carry on)

There is nothing!
Lost innocence and blank revelations
Searching for a hope in static transmissions
There is nothing, There is nothing to believe!

All had been lost
All have lost their way
Every eye, Has been disgraced

There’s no reason
There is no reason for empty vision

All had been lost
All have lost their way
Every eye, Has been disgraced


6. Echo Of My Scream

This lonely isolation
Follows me through my dreams
I wander around with doubt
So cold and incomplete
There is nothing here for comfort
No spark of hope I see
I breathe deep and fill my lungs
To silently release

An echo

This is more than a dream to me
I breathe deep and drown my lungs
And release silently
I gasp for breath to only hear
What’s inside me

An echo
More than a dream to me
An echo of my scream

I gasp for breath to only hear

An echo
More than a dream to me
An echo of my scream


7. Supernova

An ever changing world, Ever changing me
Reveals new pathways, For my soul to see
A light so bright, In your eyes
Casting off shadows, That darken your mind

Shining brighter than the sun
Blinding every eye at once
Fire’s burning inside me
Burning light of all to see
(To shine brighter, To shine brighter)

A storm will rage, Fade to end before the dawn
A star blazes bright, Before the end is come
A light so bright, In your life
Casting off shadows, enshrouding your eyes

Shining brighter than the sun
Blinding every eye at once
Fire’s burning inside me
Burning light of all to see
(To shine brighter than the sun, To shine brighter than the sun)

Supernova!

An ever changing world, Ever changing me
Reveals new pathways, For my soul to see
Everlasting

Shining brighter than the sun
Blinding every eye at once
Fire’s burning inside me
Burning light of all to see
(To shine brighter than the sun, To shine brighter than the sun)

Supernova!


8. New Promise

Understand that
I will keep safe from every scar that bleeds
I will keep you free from all that’s hurting me
This I promise

I Promise!

One more time, This I swear
Trust in me, My faith is sincere

Love is stronger when the end is near
Then there will be nothing more to fear

I Promise!

Trust in these, Love, life, hands
You need me, To help you stand

I can release you, from your pain, dear
Then there will be nothing more to fear
I promise this, I promise this, I promise this

Love is stronger when the end is near
I can release you from your pain, dear

Understand

I Promise!


9. I Will Follow

I was on the outside, when you said you needed me
I was looking at myself, I was blind, I could not see

A boy tries hard to be a man, His mother takes him by his hand
If he stops to think he starts to cry, Oh why

If you walk away, walk away, I walk away, walk away
I will follow

I was on the inside, When they pulled the four walls down
I was looking through the window, I was lost, I am found

If you walk away, walk away, I walk away, walk away
I will follow

Your eyes make a circle
I see you when I go in there
Your eyes, your eyes

If you walk away, walk away, I walk away, walk away
I will follow


10. Millennium

I was born to see two thousand years
Of man’s effect upon the planet
Extinction seems to be a plausible risk
Whatever happens well I’m part of all this

My life, I’ve been waiting, For this moment
All my life, I’ve been waiting, For this moment to come

Taste the salt of my tears
Take the wealth of my years
Singing in the millennium with you
Resolutions for show
Old ways don’t seem to know
Singing in the millennium with you

Fire burn all our uncertainties
Water wash away impurities
Contradictions and predictions abound
Yes I believe that we can turn it around

My life, I’ve been waiting, For this moment
All my life, I’ve been waiting, For this moment to come

Taste the salt of my tears
Take the wealth of my years
Singing in the millennium with you
Resolutions for show
Old ways don’t seem to know
Singing in the millennium with you

My life, I’ve been waiting, For this moment
My life, I’ve been waiting, For this moment
My life, I’ve been waiting, For this moment
All my life, I’ve been waiting, For this moment to come

Taste the salt of my tears
Take the wealth of my years
Singing in the millennium with you
Resolutions for show
Old ways don’t seem to know
Singing in the millennium with you


11. Moment Of Impact

Falling through the sky, And I have lost all track of time
Every image of my life, Flashes before my eyes
Knowing the precise time, Of my own demise
Saved prayers of circumstance, have recently expired

I, Pray, In, Spite, My, Soul, My LIFE

Straining every muscle, For my contact with fate
I could never dream, My life would end this way
Cross my heart and hope to die, Fade to the black
Brace myself, the time is now, The moment of impact

I, Pray, In, Spite, My, Soul, My, Life
My cries, won’t hide, I pray, In spite
My fears of impending doom that I’m about to DIE!

Brace for, The shock, And trauma
Brace myself for the impact

I can hardly breathe, I can hardly breathe
‘Cause I am chocking out this deathly SCREAM!

Brace for, The shock, And trauma
Brace myself for the impact

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1. Der Eissturm

Und aus Regen kalt erwacht der Eissturm
Diamantenstaub krönt die Nacht
zu einem kalten Tränenmeer

Kinderträume sterben
Erwachsene leugnen ihre Zukunft
der Traum erfriert durch bitterkalte Bittgebete
Die wirre Jugend stiehlt so unbeholfen noch von Schuld befreite Küsse
von fremden Lippen, die nicht begehren
nur nach Abenteuer schmecken
kalt und feucht
das Naß gefriert
ungestüm der Bruderkuß
zum Plus und Minus
der Zeitenwende
der Unschuld ungestüm beraubt

allein - zu zweit
allein verlassen...

Die Alten küssen abgeklärt
schmecken ohne Neuland zu erkunden
Ihre Zungen warten auf den letzten Kuß
im Auto, auf dem Wasserbett

allein - zu zweit
allein verlassen...

Ein letztes Mal
der Eissturm fesselt
ermahnt zur Stille
verführt die Jugend
sie sich selbst
starre Ruhe ernährt den Morgen
den die Nacht aus Sturm und Eis gebar.

Ein totes Kind
ein fast noch Kind
das verloren schien
ein zartes Paar
vier Alte, keine Greise - wissen nichts

Sie küssen nicht
Sie lieben nicht
Sie schweigen...

allein - zu zweit
allein verlassen...

Eissturm
Die Sonne taut nur eins - das Eis
der Sturm er schläft


2. Vermißter Traum

Das Wasser klar - befreit das Leben
umschließt jetzt kalt - als Eis den Leib

Ein Puppenkind - in blassem Rot-Ton
erstickt im Eis - wie Zuckerguß

Vermißter Traum - ich will jetzt tanzen
im kalten Bach - ganz regungslos
Vermißter Traum - will dich erträumen
ein letztes Mal - mit mir /dir allein

So süß geträumt - doch ohne Freude
niemals gesucht - und nie befreit

Es kämft allein - gegen Narben
mit blauen Lippen - der Mund einst rot

Dem Glanz beraubt - ein kalter Körper
die Zukunft friert - Pandora tanzt

Sie holt die Puppen - die Kinderkörper
ein Weinen fehlt - die Augen blind

Vermißter Traum - ich will jetzt tanzen
im kalten Bach - ganz regungslos
Vermißter Traum - will dich erträumen
ein letztes Mal - mit dir allein

Vermißter Traum - ich will jetzt tanzen
im kalten Bach - ganz regungslos
Vermißter Traum - will dich erträumen
ein letztes Mal - mit dir allein

Kaputtgeliebt - zerstörte Seelen
mißhandelt leer - so ohne Sinn

Leergeliebt - verstörte Träume
es ist kein Mensch - der keinem fehlt.

Vermißter Traum - ich will jetzt tanzen
im kalten Bach - ganz regungslos
Vermißter Traum - will dich erträumen
ein letztes Mal - mit dir allein

Vermißter Traum - hör auf zu atmen
sieh den Ast - den Baum , den Wald
Vermißter Traum - will dich berühren
ein letztes Mal - bin ich allein


3. Ganz Still

So schwarz - So leer - Ganz still
So schwarz - So leer - Ganz still

Allein vom leeren Blick fixiert
Erwartet er den Stern im Nichts
Auf ein bekanntes Augenpaar
Das in das Zimmer blickt

Im schwarzen Fenster spiegelt sich
Ein mürber Strauß einst leuchtend roter Rosen
Sie duften nicht
Die Nacht schluckt jede Wahrheit vor der Tür
Sie liebten sich berührten sich
Und ruhten nach dem Sturm

So schwarz - So leer - Ganz still
So schwarz - So leer - Ganz still

Kein Mondlicht weist ein Ziel im Nichts
Der Raum begrenzt den Blick
Die Freiheit ist so nah wie fern
Der Schlaf ließ ihn allein zurück

Allein - nicht frei - allein

So schwarz - So leer - Ganz still
So schwarz - So leer - Ganz still

Ein tiefer Blick gefriert das Glas
Sein Bruderbild gleicht ihm aufs Haar
Kein Augenblick bleibt regungslos
Befreit die Wahrheit vor der Tür

So schwarz - So leer - Ganz still
So schwarz - So leer - Ganz still

...und einen Mund der seinen Hunger stillt


4. Paradoxe Stille

hör den tropfen
fallend rauschen
fühl die sonne
grüß die haut
sieh die blumen
duftend schwebend
alles schreit
stille zeit

paradoxe stille - die zeit erstick im farbenrausch
paradoxe stille - die zeit verliert ihren halt im raum
paradoxe stille - die zeit erstick im farbenrausch
paradoxe stille - die zeit verliert ihren halt im raum

nie wieder vorwärts
schritt zurück
der mund verschlossen
augenblick
vernähte lippen
glaube ich
augen fragen
warum ich

paradoxe stille - die zeit erstick im farbenrausch
paradoxe stille - die zeit verliert ihren halt im raum
paradoxe stille - die zeit erstick im farbenrausch
paradoxe stille - die zeit verliert ihren halt im raum

entfernte haut
nur bloßes leben
jeder schreit
gehört wird nichts
niemand wartet
keiner sieht
warum jeder
nur nicht ich

paradoxe stille

paradoxe stille - die zeit erstick im farbenrausch
paradoxe stille - die zeit verliert ihren halt im raum
paradoxe stille - die zeit erstick im farbenrausch
paradoxe stille - die zeit verliert ihren halt im raum


5. Glasgarten

Wie aus Wasser geformt - erstarrt
gesprungenes Lachen
Elfenstimmen eilen
zwischen den klaren Blüten
eisgleicher Äste
glashafter Bäume

Ob sie wohl Leben?
Sie werfen keine Schatten
nur gebrochene Bilder
sie fächern das Licht

Im Glasgarten verirrt sich die Zeit
und bleibt als Moment erhalten

Nur der Mond weist den Weg zum Morgen
erlaubt der Sonne einen neuen Tag
Im Glasgarten küßt der Mond das Licht

Nichts duftet
geschmacklos die Frucht
Wer genießt sie?
Schön...
Im Kristallglas
verirrt sich das Licht

Nur der Mond weist den Weg zum Morgen
erlaubt der Sonne einen neuen Tag
Im Glasgarten küßt der Mond das Licht

Die Blumen wirken spröde und starr
wem sollte ich diese Kälte schenken
die Leere zumuten
unmöglich sie zu pflücken
sie zerspringen in abertausend Splitter
winzige Kristalle
die im Fallen singen
den Atem der Elfen
begleiten
an jedes Ohr
das bereit ist
zu hören

Nur der Mond weist den Weg zum Morgen
erlaubt der Sonne einen neuen Tag
Im Glasgarten küßt der Mond das Licht
wie alles - klar - glatt - rein
wie alles - klar - glatt - rein


6. Nicht Bleibt Wie Es War

[bei diesem Text handelt es sich um eine detusche Bearbeitung des Textes "Shockwaved"/"Still Silent", Originaltext von Peter Spilles]

Ein Vogel fliegt vorbei
2500 Fuß
etwas fällt
himmelblau
in Zeitlupe
lieblich und friedlich
alles in Zeitlupe

2000 Fuß
eine Stadt
Sekunden werden Minuten
die Zeit wartet
tick tack tick tack
sie fällt

1500 Fuß
zwei Menschen
ein letzter Kuß
Zündung

Now
nicht atmen
ein Farbenspiel
ein greller Blitz
alles vergessen
tausend Seelenfackeln
die Hitzewelle
tödlich glutheiß
ein Atemzug
ein heißer Atemzug
giert nach

Stille
es scheint die Erde bebt
ganz langsam
ganz taub
alles geschmolzen
die Zeit stolpert bleibt kurz stehen

Ein Haus
ein Paar im Tod vereint
verkohlt
ein Schrei betäubt
stürzt ins Dunkel
tick tack tick tack

Now!
Shockwaved
Nichts bleibt wie es war
Geschoße aus Steine
und Hagel aus Glas
zerschneiden durchbohren
Häuser stürzen
begraben was war
begraben was war

Stille
schwarze Wolken
Vergangenheit und Gegenwart
zersetzen sich
keine Worte
keine Stimme
und kein Wissen
die Zukunft fehlt...

Now!
Ein Feuersturm
alles brennt
selbst was nicht brennen dürfte
es brennt
ein Glück zu sterben
die Fratze des Teufels
die Macht der Menschlichkeit
ist jetzt vorbei

Now!
Shockwaved
Nichts bleibt wie es war
Geschosse aus Steine
und Hagel aus Glas
zerschneiden durchbohren
Häuser stürzen
begraben was war
begraben was war

Stille


7. Himmelgrau

DIE DUMMHEIT GEDEIHT AUCH IM VAKUUM
WENN NIEMAND FRAGT
BLEIBT DIE ZUKUNFT STUMM

VORBEI DAS SPIEL MIT TOTEN TRÄUMEN
HIMMELGRAU - VERSTECKTES LICHT
IN SICH AN SICH UM SICH SEHEN
SICH BEWEGEN - HIMMELGRAU

ARROGANTES EGODENKEN
VORBILD LEUGNEN
GEIST VERRENKEN
SPRACHE SPUCKEN
EIGEN NENNEN
DOCH EIGENTLICH NUR ANDERER WORTE
SINNZERKAUT ERBRECHEN

HIMMELGRAU.....

LICHTBILD - PASSBILD
KOPFSCHUSS ALS DOKUMENT
FÜR EIN PAAR JAHRE EXISTENZ
HIER DER BEWEIS
DIE LEGITIME ANTWORT
AUF DEN FRAGENKATALOG
DEM ZÖLLIBAT DER ALLMACHT

KAIN IST SCHWUL UND ABEL TOT
WÄR ES SO WÜRDE KEINER DENKEN
DEN GEIST VERRENKEN
AUF MENSCHEN SPUCKEN
IM TODESKARRUSSEL
ENTZÜCKT BESCHÜTZEN
ICH BIN DAS FLEISCH AUF DEM GABENTISCH DER MACHT

HIMMELGRAU.....

MAGDALENA SCHLIEF MIT GOTTES SOHN
DIE KIRCHE WELTLICH
FRECHHEIT SIEGT
NUR DURCH DULDUNG
GEWALT TRIUMPHIERT
EIN ENDLOSSCHWEIGEN
DAS VIELKOPFBIEST DASS DAS HIRN ZERFRISST

HASS IST NICHTS ALS EIN SCHREIENDES GEHIRN
DAS VON SCHMERZEN GELÄHMT
DAS DENKEN VERGISST UND DAS WISSEN ERSTICKT

IM HIMMELGRAU
TANZEN SCHWANGERE ENGEL
MIT TOTEN KÖRPERN
MISSBRAUCHTER KINDER

DER TOD IST NUR EINE WAHRE LÜGE...

HIMMELGRAU...

ICH BIN DAS FLEISCH AUF DEM GABENTISCH DER MACHT
HIMMELGRAU....


8. Ganz Sanft

So fern
nur blind
bemerkt man
den eigenen Mut
springt in die Leere
und füllt sie mit Glut

Kein Sturz
nur ein Freifall
umgeben von Glück
ein Abschied vom Jetzt
und eine lustvoller Blick

Die Vergangenheit ruht
das Neue noch fern
die Wahrheit ist Liebe
doch Neid ist ihr Kern

Mit Haut offenbart sich
betäubt so den Lärm
der fallenden Körper
tief stürzender Zeit

Ganz sanft
Ganz nah So fern
So sanft
Ganz nah So fern
Ganz sanft
so still ...

So gebar die Hochmut den Fall
die Eins und das Nichts
die Zwietracht-Geschichte vom göttlichen Fall

Ganz sanft
Ganz nah So fern
So sanft
Ganz nah So fern
Ganz sanft
so still ...

Die Drei fiel gemeinsam
Liebkinder sind Engel?
gegeißeltes Fleisch
verfallen der Frucht

Wer liebt die Eins
Die Buße als Tugend
Die Drei ist ein Engel
ein Mensch und Dein Gott

Ganz sanft
Ganz nah So fern
So sanft
Ganz nah So fern
Ganz sanft
so still ...


9. Rotleuchtende Einst Weiße Engel

5 Mai 2000 und...
7 in Reihe
7 Mal geboren
7 Jahre lang
Zeitgleich sterben
Siegel brechen
Posaunen brüllen
begrüßen
rotleuchtende
einst weiße Engel

Rotleuchtende
einst weiße Engel
führen ihr Schwert
zerschlagen die Pforten
vergreisen die Welt
entleeren das Leben
verklären die Sicht
ersetzen mit Stille
mit Steinen
die Frucht
säen die Seuchen
und ernten den Tod
rotleuchtende
einst weiße Engel zweifeln...

Rotleuchtende
einst weiße Engel
schreiben mit Galle
das Buch ihrer Not
proben den Aufstand
entwerten das Buch
entfliehen den Wolken
entkommen dem Licht
erblinden in Weisheit
die Unschuld erbricht
Von Wahrheit
durchbohrte
rotleuchtende
einst weiße Engel stürzen

Rotleuchtende
einst weiße Engel
gefallene Reinheit
stille - und leere Seiten
im vorletzten Buch


10. Fleischschuld

Auch wenn dieser Raum sicherlich schon unzählige Schreie beheimatet hat, so sind es immer wieder die wimmernden Laute von Kindern, die das Grauen, der bei der Bestrafung anwesenden Zeugen, geistig überwuchern.

Kleine Finger umfassen vorsichtig das dreieckige, rasierklingenscharfe Messer und treiben es in das eigene Fleisch. Jedes Kind versucht zuerst sich schonend zu bestrafen, doch das Gesetz fordert immer die korrekte Einhaltung des Tributes an eigenem Fleisch.

Was zählt ist jene blutige Masse bestraften Lebens, welches auf der Waage zu Protokoll genommen werden kann. Schürfwunden wiegen nichts, nur rohes Fleisch, Haut, Knochen und Fettgewebe gelten als Sühneopfer. Je schwerer die Tat im Angesicht der Staatsgewalt, um so tiefer muß der Delinquent die Dreieckklinge in den eigenen Körper treiben. Die Selbstverstümmelung ist neben unterschiedlichen Formen der Todesstrafe die einzige Form der Sühne.

Egal ob Mann, Frau, Kind oder Greis, das Gesetz trifft jeden.

Bei Diebstahl von Lebensmitteln, oder Konspiration ist die Fleischsühne oft so groß, daß der Verurteilte an seinem eigenen Körper Amputationen vornehmen muß.

Es ist schon ein bizarrer Anblick, wenn Kinder ihre kleinen Ärmchen vom Körper abtrennen um für ein gestohlenes Stück Brot oder eine Konserve Obst zu sühnen.
Schon so manch Zwölfjähriger mußte mit seinen Unterschenkeln für eine unbedachte Äußerung auf dem Hof einer Erziehungsanstalt bezahlen.

Gerechte Schreie gab es nur selten, denn eine Schuld nachzuweisen fiel den Behörden viel leichter, als es den Delinquenten möglich war, ihre Unschuld zu beweisen.

Die Gesellschaft wollte Sühne, und viele Menschen genossen es sogar, den Bestrafungen beizuwohnen. Bei Kindern mußten die Menschen fast immer gezwungen werden, der Tilgung der Fleischschuld beizuwohnen. Die Menschen betrachteten lieber die blauen Bilder, die das Grauen mundgerecht und steril frei Haus lieferten.

Und das alles in einer Gesellschaft von Vegetariern, denn Tiere gab es seit Jahrzehnten nicht mehr. Es war irgendwann unmöglich geworden, mit der vorhandenen pflanzlichen Nahrung, Mensch und Tier das Überleben zu gewährleisten. Das Tier starb vor dem Menschen aus, wer hätte das gedacht, doch ein Großteil der Bevölkerung trat dafür an seine Stelle.

Amputationen überlebten nur wenige Erwachsene und kaum ein Kind, es sei denn die eigene Mutter oder ein sonstiger naher Verwandter übernahm einen Teil der Fleischschuld, durch Verstümmelung des eigenen Körpers. Eine Gnade, die aber nur Kindern und Schwangeren gewährt wurde. Letztere konnten ihre Schuld auch mit dem Fleisch ihres ungeborenen Lebens sühnen.

Mit Schmerzen zu bezahlen? Ein Stück Fleisch eigenhändig aus dem eigenen Körper schneiden. Mit seinem Leib zu sühnen, für Taten oder auch nur ausgesprochene Gedanken.

Ethisch degenerierten Kindern gehen irgendwann mit ihrem Kollektiv zugrunde.


11. Zimmer 34

Grau in Grau -
die Warteschleife im Hotel und das Hotel.
Grau in Grau.
In der Halle warten Menschen.
Brauchen keine Münder, keine Augen.
Uninteressierte glasige Blicke.
Vergeistigt - farbenblind.
Betretenes Schweigen.
Kein Blick verfolgt mich.
Keiner grüßt und kein Gast frägt.

An der Rezeption gebe ich über eine Tastatur meinen Wunsch ein:
Ein graues Zimmer ohne Frühstück.
Ich zahle mit Plastik.
Meine Hand entnimmt einem sich öffnenden Schubfach einen Schlüssel.
Zimmer 34.
Dritter Stock.
Die zweite Tür links, oder war es rechts?
Was stand eigentlich sonst noch auf dem Display, als meine Buchung bestätigt wurde?
Sicher nichts Wichtiges.
Der Drucker hätte es sicherlich ausgespuckt.
Gleichzeitig mit dem Schlüssel.
Meinem Schlüssel.

Die Aluminiumtür des Aufzugs öffnet sich .

Ich betrete den Fahrstuhl allein.
Als einziger Gast.
Die Unentschlossenen bleiben zurück.
Sie sehen nicht.
Sie sprechen nicht.
Sie denken nicht.
Machen keine Fehler.
Zumindest glauben sie das.

Der Fahrstuhl bewegt sich.
Einen halben Gedanken weiter öffnet sich das Aluminium.
Ein leerer Gang .
Ich zähle die Schritte
Eins
Zwei
Drei
Vier
Fünf...
Leider in die falsche Richtung.
Es hieß doch links.
Fünf Schritte.
Den Weg zurück.
Mit zehn weiteren erreiche ich mein Zimmer.

Nr. 34.
Vor der Tür.
Der Schlüssel...

Hinter der Tür.
Kein Teppich. Nur hellgraue Kacheln.
An Boden und Wänden.
Leicht zu reinigen.
Der Raum ist viel zu grell.
Unangenehm hell.
Aber leicht zu reinigen.
Neonlicht macht häßlich.
Obwohl mich keiner sieht.
Es macht unvorteilhaft.
Es ist zu ehrlich.
Das Neonlicht.
Aber praktisch.
Für das Reinigungspersonal.
Kein Fenster.
Kein Tageslicht.
Kein Lebendlicht.
Im Bad geht gar kein Licht.
Im Spiegel sehe ich besser aus als befürchtet.
Das Licht bleibt vor der Tür des Badezimmers.
Die Wahrheit wartet ab.
Verliert ihren Schrecken.

Ich ziehe mich aus.
Nehme ein Bad.
Bis auf das warme Wasser fühle ich nichts.
Wie angenehm

Wieder im Zimmer.
Die Wahrheit wartet.
Lässt sich nicht verscheuchen.
Ein Stuhl aus Plastik.
Kein Tisch.
Ein Bett mit Plastiklaken
Keine Decke.
Aber ein abwaschbares Kissen.
Für Menschen die es bequem haben wollen.
Typisch eingerichtet.
Eben ein graues Zimmer ohne Frühstück.

Ein dunkelgraues Telefon.
Am Boden neben dem Bett.
Für die Unentschlossenen.
Von Außen nicht erreichbar.
Daneben eine graue Schachtel.
Es ist zu hell.
Ich stelle mich auf den Plasikstuhl.
Drehe zwei der drei Neonröhren aus der Halterung.
Angenehmer.
Aber bei weitem nicht gemütlich.
Effektiv.
Leicht zu reinigen.

Ich setze mich auf den Stuhl.
Schaue zum Telefon.
Fixiere die Schachtel.
Atme bewußt ein und aus.

Blicke zurück auf einen Abschnitt Leben.
Noch einmal bewußt erleben.
Vielleicht auch genießen.
Die Schachtel.

Ich stehe auf.
Öffne die Schachtel.
Setze mich auf den Stuhl.
Schlucke einen bunten Cocktail.
Tabletten und Kapseln.
Geschmacklos.
Sie waren das einzige bunte in diesem Raum.
In diesem Hotel.
Die Wirkung färbt den Verstand.
Sind Farben schön ?
Machen sie Spaß?

Ich warte während ich denke.
Ich höre auf zu denken.
Warte weiter.
Der Raum wird größer.
Grau schimmert grün.
Ich werde unruhig.
Kann meinen Herzschlag spüren.
Die Unordnung in meinem Körper.
Die Decke schimmert bläulich.
Irgendwie angenehm.
So blau.

Der Raum verliert jede Form.
Jede Wand, die Decke.
Alles scheint zu leben.
Meine Augen verirren sich.
Ich schließe sie.
Habe Probleme zu sitzen.
Spüre keinen Stuhl.
Keinen Boden.
Keine Füße.
Ich merke wie ich falle.
Mein Kopf schlägt auf.
Schmerzfrei.
Der Boden ist doch noch anwesend.
Aber nicht spürbar.
Nicht für meinen Kopf.
Mein Blut ist leuchtend Rot.
Irgendwie künstlich.
Leuchtend Rot.
Leicht zu reinigen
Geändert hat sich nichts


12. Nur Ein Narr

Genau betrachten
nicht blind stolpern
die Zeit betrügen

Unbegreiflich
unsere Existenz
deren Bedeutung

Nicht Erinnerungen kaufen
Die Unendlichkeit wäre fast erreicht
doch zu welchem Preis?
Die Neugier
der Entdeckertrieb
Fleisch und Geist
egal ob fremd ob Eigentum
nur eins - genießen
die nächste Generation
mit Eigenfleisch bereichern

Doch...warum entdecken
wenn Manipulieren vor dem Lernen käme?
Wer wird wohl Neues
im scheinbar leeren All entdecken wollen
anstatt unendlich jung
vom Wissen zu naschen ?

Ein Moment für die Ewigkeit
Ein Platz im Tagebuch
Ein Abenteuer

Nur ein Spiel
Ein Sprung im Zirkuszelt der weisen Greise
Wer verjagt wen?
Das Kind den Mann
Der Mann das Kind?
In einem Geist vereint auf Zeit
Nicht ewig
Menschen streiten sich fast immer nur
um Nahrung oder Lustgewinn?
Die Zeit betrügen

Irgendwann schlägt die Zeit zurück
und fesselt den Verstand an die Vergangenheit
Das Gestern wird vom Zauber junger Jahre verdrängt
Die Zukunft hat noch keinen Geschmack
Keine Farbe
Kein Gesicht
War das wirklich alles?

Frißt die Zeit meine Träume?
Ich torkel durch ein Feuerwerk
aus menschlicher Unmenschlichkeit
bleibt ein Mann auch Kind
Sag Ja - nicht Nein

Nur ein Narr betrügt die Zeit

War das wirklich alles?


13. Was War Bleibt

Was war bleibt...
Was ist scheint...
Nie erreicht!

Es sucht
und findet nur einen neuen Tag...
Es schenkt und... nimmt...
Es liebt und... tötet...schreit!
schreit!

Es sucht das Opfer
um sich als Täter zu offenbaren...
Weder schuld noch schuldlos...

Im Rollenspiel verloren
scheint das Maß das bleibt
nur ein Trugbild...
Nicht existent...
doch maßgebend...

Was war bleibt...
Was ist scheint...
Nie erreicht!


14. Schreiheit

Schweiger fordern oder mahnen
werden immer überhört
Freie mahnen oder fordern
wiegen sich in Sicherheit

Schreiheit - Freiheit - Feigheit

Feige schlagen oder betteln
üben sich in Duldsamkeit
Greise wissen und verschweigen
heucheln stumm Vergeßlichkeit

Schreiheit - Freiheit - Feigheit

Freie mahnen oder fordern
wiegen sich in Sicherheit
Geile schreien oder stöhnen
aalen sich in Bigottheit
Schweiger töten oder foltern
werden immer überhört
Freie foltern oder töten
stören ihre Sicherheit
Menschen schweigen oder schreien
selten nur aus Menschlichkeit

Schreiheit - Freiheit - Menschheit


15. Mensch Sein

Atmen
Fühlen
Schmecken - vom Instinkt beseelt

Sehen
Greifen
Hören - Individum bestimmt

Mensch sein
Frei sein
Freigeist
Freiheit

Sitzen
Krabbeln
Laufen - Ringelrei im Sinn

Lernen
Sprechen
Lesen - Wissensdurst gestillt

Mensch sein
Frei sein
Freigeist
Freiheit

Vertrauen
Küssen
Lieben - Zweisamkeit bestimmt

Verzeihen
Geben
Nehmen - Mensch sein unbestimmt

Mensch sein
Frei sein
Freigeist
Freiheit

Schluß!

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1. Mr Self Destruct

I am the voice inside your head
and I control you
I am the lover in your bed
and I control you
I am the sex that you provide
and I control you
I am the hate you try to hide
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct
I speak religion's message clear
and I control you
I am denial guilt and fear
and I control you
I am the prayers of the naive
and I control you
I am the lie that you believe
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct
I am the needle in your vein
and I control you
I am the high you can't sustain
and I control you
I am the pusher I'm a whore
and I control you
I am the need you have for more
and I control you
I am the bullet in the gun
and I control you
I am the truth from which you run
and I control you
I am the silencing machine
and I control you
I am the end of all your dreams
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct

2. Piggy

hey pig
yeah you
hey pig piggy pig pig pig
all of my fears came true
black and blue and broken bones you left me here I'm all alone
my little piggy needed something new
nothing can stop me now
I don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
I just don't care
hey pig
nothing's turning out the way I planned
hey pig there's a lot of things I hoped you could help me understand
what am I supposed to do I lost my shit because of you
nothing can stop me now
I don't care anymore
nothing can stop me now
I just don't care
nothing can stop me now
you don't need me anymore


3. Heresy

he sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see
he tries to tell me what I put inside of me
he's got the answers to ease my curiosity
he dreamed up a god and called it Christianity
your god is dead and no one cares
if there is a hell I will see you there
he flexed his muscles to keep his flock of sheep in line
he made a virus that would kill off all the swine
his perfect kingdom of killing, suffering and pain
demands devotion atrocities done in his name
your god is dead and no one cares
drowning in his own hypocrisy
and if there is a hell I will see you there
burning with your god in humility
will you die for this?


4. March Of The Pigs

step right up march push
crawl right up on your knees
please greed feed (no time to hesitate)
I want a little bit I want a piece of it I think he's losing it
I want to watch it come down
don't like the look of it don't like the taste of it don't like the smell of it
I want to watch it come down
all the pigs are all lined up
I give you all that you want
take the skin and peel it back
now doesn't that make you feel better?
shove it up inside surprise! lies
stains like the blood on your teeth
bite chew suck away the tender parts
I want to break it up I want to smash it up I want to fuck it up
I want to watch it come down
maybe afraid of it let's discredit it let's pick away at it
I want to watch it come down
now doesn't that make you feel better?
the pigs have won tonight
now they can all sleep soundly
and everything is all right


5. Closer

you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell
help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason I stay alive


6. Ruiner

you had all of them on your side, didn't you?
you believe in all your lies, didn't you?
the ruiner's got a lot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now he made you
believe
the ruiner's your only friend well he's the living end to the cattle he
deceives
the raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees
now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease
how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did you get so hard?
how did you get so long?
you had to give them all a sign, didn't you?
you had to covet what was mine, didn't you?
the ruiner's a collector he's an infector serving his shit to his flies
maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly
realize
maybe it's a part of me you took to a place I hoped it would never go
and maybe that fucked me up so much more than you'll ever know
how did you get so big?
how did you get so strong?
how did you get so hard?
how did you get so long?
what you gave to me
my perfect ring of scars
you know I can see what you really are
you didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me
you didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now


7. The Becoming

I beat my machine it's a part of me it's inside of me
I'm stuck in this dream it's changing me I am becoming
the me that you know had some second thoughts
he's covered with scabs and he is broken and sore
the me that you know doesn't come around much
that part of me isn't here anymore
all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry
drowns out all I hear there's no escape from this my new consciousness
that me that you know used to have feelings
but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay
the me that you know is now made up of wires
and even when I'm right with you I'm so far away
I can try to get away but I’ve strapped myself in
I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
I can see it killing away all my bad parts
I don't want to listen but it's all too clear

hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid
Annie, hold a little tighter I might just slip away

it won't give up it wants me dead
goddamn this noise inside my head



8. I Do Not Want This

I'm losing ground
you know how this world can beat you down
I'm made of clay
I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way
I'm always falling down the same hill
bamboo puncturing this skin
and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall I'm drowning in
2 feet below the surface I can still make out your wavy face
and if I could just reach you maybe I could leave this place
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
don't you tell me how I feel
don't you tell me how I feel
don't you tell me how I feel
you don't know just how I feel
I stay inside my bed
I have lived so many lives all in my head
don't tell me that you care
there really isn't anything, is there?
you would know, wouldn't you?
you extend your hand to those who suffer
to those who know what it really feels like
to those who've had a taste
like that means something
and oh so sick I am
and maybe I don't have a choice
and maybe that is all I have
and maybe this is a cry for help
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
I do not want this
don't you tell me how I feel
don't you tell me how I feel
don't you tell me how I feel
you don't know just how I feel

I want to know everything
I want to be everywhere
I want to fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters


9. Big Man With A Gun

I am a big man
(yes I am)
and I have a big gun
got me a big old Dick and I
I like to have fun
held against your forehead
I'll make you suck it
maybe I'll put a hole in your head
you know, just for the fuck of it
I can reduce you if I want
I can devour
I'm hard as fucking steel, and I’ve got the power
I'm every inch a man, and I'll show you somehow
me and my fucking gun
nothing can stop me now
shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot
I'm going to come all over you
me and my fucking gun
me and my fucking gun


10. A Warm Place



11. Eraser

need you
dream you
find you
taste you
fuck you
use you
scar you
break you
lose me
hate me
smash me
erase me


12. Reptile

she spread herself wide open to let the insects in
she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been
she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin
seeds from a thousand others drip down from within
oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
I am so impure
devils speak of the ways in which she'll manifest
angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress
need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness
I now know the depths I reach are limitless
oh my beautiful liar
oh my precious whore
my disease my infection
I am so impure



13. The Downward Spiral

he couldn't believe how easy it was
he put the gun into his face
bang!
(so much blood from such a tiny little hole)

problems have solutions
a lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash

everything's blue
in this world
the deepest shade of mushroom blue
all fuzzy
spilling out of my head



14. Hurt

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of shit
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

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1. Wolfshade (A Werewolf Masquerade)

She brought the Night hidden in her sad Wolf eyes
The perfume of a twilight, her strongest scent
Half Wolf, Half female - what a strange wedding
Mother Nature has offered us to see...

Her mask lays lost in a fatal dawn
Closed were the eyes of the Sun. He sleeps.
And in the name of Her Father.
She will kill. My child kills.

You nightly birth. A requiem God can't forget.
For your life is just a celebration of his death
Without his thorns in her heart. She wears a shadow as face.
A werewolf masquerade. In her eyes the wolfshade.

She brought the Night and by the night was brought
We are but children of the powers she had set free
Strange are the ways of the wolfhearted...


2. Love Crimes

The cold nights have awakened Me
The soft winds to undress Me
The nails of two witches hav touched Me
Their caress cuts like the sharpest ice

Yes it is their way, this so mysterious way
of welcoming Me, welcoming Me
Their way to remember
Distant nights of Passion and Doom
Where, naked, have I bathed in velvet waters
Witnessed by an accomplice smile inside an innocent Moon

Serene were the beings who guided Me
Empty were the hands which undresses Me
To carve strange symbols unknown to Me
but lay so dearly inside of Me

This is my way, this so mysterious way
of welcoming She, welcoming She
My way to remember
Distant nights of Passion and Doom
Where we both wore flesh crowns to defy
The skies in their blue and so vague tyranny

We are mute villains
drinking of Love as insolent Vampires
Valsing through stars and skies
at that and all to come Winter nights

Like neophyte ravens in the strangest nest
Charmed by the wilderness of this strange host
Drawing naivety with our blood and semen
Ritually engraved in our hearts and chests
Marks of a pain, signs of a love crime
That will forever and never last

It is our way, this so mysterious way of loving
of welcoming thee, welcoming thee
Our way to remember
Forever lost nights of Passion and Doom
Remembrance served in cups .of sorrow and pride
For all the eternities we'll still cry
For having lost amidst the stars our bride
Untouchable in her smile, inside the great Silver Eye
Every night she is condemned to shine


3. ...Of Dream And Drama (Midnight Ride)

You've no mother to feed you
or to lick your so deep wounds
nor Earth where to lay your timid crown
You've suffered by your father
and even the Moon lies to you
When she shines...

The seduction of an altar
Is a weakness in her movements of Death
It is a mere vanity of Woman
to delay her midnight ride
Suicide... Midnight ride...

Beautiful dagger you may now leave your case
Wild red tears at the lady's hand
Kissed were her breasts with your sharpened face
Given is now what Love had taken
death and Love, they together danced

Yes, the flames did smile to her
Invited her to their fiery peace
To a funebre dance around a bonfire
Where all Women are naked and alone
Immolating their pride
May they forever ride. Far, in a midnight crime.
Midnight Ride, Suicide, Midnight Ride...


4. Lua D'Inverno



5. Trebraruna

Trebraruna filha da Dor
Guerreira sagrada, Deusa do Amor
Trebraruna teu leito semente
Acolhe-nos agora num muy doce abrano
Trebraruna is Vida as Morte
da Lua is filha, dos Lobos consorte
Trebraruna pagano i teu ventre

Ansiado refagio de quem ainda te sente
Viva!

Trebraruna is tu quem nos gera
Alimento teu seio d'Amor e de Guerra
Trebraruna a tua voz i
a melodia mais doce da nossa Terra
Trebraruna nÒs tuas crianias
Beijamos teus olhos cerrados com fervor
Trebraruna cantamos para ti
Somos teu eterno, fiel trovador


6. Vampiria

Vampiria, you are my destiny
My only Love and true destiny
Vampiria...

You're a beast, evil one
Above your head lays a Star
In your heart is buried the jewel
of a Serpent who wished to die
your red long tongue has her poison
And you will spread it as you breed
Conceiving the creed of all creeds

Vampiria, fly Vampiria

In your eye burn, defying
All those who in silence sleep
In a city once named Desire
Dreaming with the entombed dear

The lady has fallen in a blossom
Spread far away by undesirable winds
To females conspiring in gloom
Hiding your pearls from the pigs

So open your arms!
They were shaped as wings
A serenade of revenge draw on your lips

The sombre hill you're staying in
Is now defined
And your Star had start to shine

Depart now on your bright wings
The world envy
The skies have always seduced you
Precious Queen
and you know your time has come
To fly away with Me, so far...


7. An Erotic Alchemy

Queen of all my sleepless nights
For whose beauty I, Faun
have played my pipes, with heart
Queen in white silk, skin like milk
Horns of Faun, lips of dawn
You are now honoured you with my presence
As I'm honoured by your sight
I crown your perfection
The predator in your breast, I devour

Tempted is now my light body

From where it burns spirals of exotic scents
Rose, sandal, jasmine, all kinds of incense
Aged fragrances only dreamed of once
Dragons do dream far beyond the sense
We make love in the dusty throne
of a Modern Sodoma

"Come to Me, step further into my nakedness
Caress me in your breasts of Fire"

"Breed my flame, have no fear or weakness
I welcome you in my hole of desire"

"Have me now, Prince, have me here"
Your beg still whispers in my ear

Daylight has broken into a strange nostalgia
Night tired candles seem like two lovers
Melt in a embrace of conspiracy
Between us there is this strange chemistry
but would you die for me?
would you die for what I've longed to be?

"Imperious, choleric, irascible, extreme in everything, with a
dissolute imagination of the like which has never been seen,
atheistic to the point of fanaticism, there you have me in a nutshell
and kill me again or take me as I am,
for I shall not change."
(De Sade)

"Breed of a nameless force, origin of our Sin
We are as large as Gods, we are their tragedy
We are the four arms of the solar Cross
Lightning in incredulous faces the flames of Uthopy"

Would you die for this?


8. Alma Mater

Mother Tongue speaks to Me
In the strongest way I've ever seen
I know that she sees in Me
Her proudest child, her purest breed

She speaks to Me in colours
That I can't really understand
I only know that they are ours
And to those I'll proudly bend

For I am your only child
And you my dearest mystery
From an ancient throne I defy the world
To kneel before the Power within.

For I am your only child
And you my dearest mystery
World can't you see it?
Am I alone in my belief?

Virando costas ao Mundo
Orgulhosamente s&;s
Gloria Antiga, volta a nos!

ALMA MATER!

Breaking waves announce my Bride
It is the only way the Sea could sing
Legends of Lusitanian pride
He sings the words I cannot spring

At the Moon Mountain six wolves cry
Your lost glory we'll regain or die

For I am her only child
And she is my dearest mystery
Pagan Gods in conspiracy
For the sword of Tyranny

Mother Tongue has spoke to thee
In the strongest way they've ever seen
World can't you see ?
I am not alone in my belief.

ALMA MATER!

Virando costas ao Mundo
Orgulhosamente s&;s
Gloria Antiga, volta a nos!

ALMA MATER!

Mother Tongue has spoke to Me
In the strongest way I've ever seen
I know that she sees in Me
Her proudest child, her purest breed

She speaks to Me in colours
I can't really understand
I only know that they are ours
and to those I'll proudly bend

For I am her only child
And she is my dearest mystery
From an ancient throne I defy the world
To kneel before the powers within.

For I am her only child
And she is my dearest tragedy
World can't you see it?
I am not alone in my belief.

Virando costas ao Mundo
Orgulhosamente s&;s

ALMA MATER!


9. Ataegina



Na Ara da Vida jaz uma morte
A ti te lanco a minha sorte
Ataegenia triade fatal
Palida Deusa, doce e teu mal

Centenas de corvos sobre a rochedo
Cantam em coro historias de Medo
De Primaveras que a morte abraca
Em ti encontram a sua desgraca

Devotio Ver Sacrum
Devotio Consecratio
Capitis Dirae
Rainha da Noite, Rainha Natura
Saudoso berco primaveril

Ja se choram filhos perdidos
Para terras amargas sem retorno
Onde a voz dos Deuses Perdidos
Bebe o povo o sangue do corno

Corcas alvas trazen esperanca
Lembram destinos, a vitoria
Nobre Guerra, furiosa danca
Do po sai um rumor de gloria

Devotio Ver Sacrum
Devotio Consecratio
Capitis Dirae
Rainha da Noite, Rainha Natura
Saudoso berco primaveril

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The Blood Of Kingu

Collect the blood of Kingu from the great old sea
And Arrogate the primeval waters
Inside your veins the power of the demon flow
Have you ever searched for your descent?

Gaze into your soul, we are the children of the ancient ones
On the thin facade we are the kindred of the benign gods

Take up and read the tables of your destiny
they hang around the neck of Kingu
Prepare the war between gods deep inside your soul
You are the one to fight in this war!


March for war in your soul. Hail!
Demon Kingu rise, rise, rise from the void. Hail!
Kingu rules the honred dragons, Ugallu, fishmen,
Mushussu, umu, bulls, frogs, scorpions, dogs... Kingu rules the void!


Kingu is the blood of man drawn off from this early waren
In your veins you find the strength from the demon's heritage

Chaotic waters covered every part of earth
The old gods split it like shellfish
But in the shells the blood of chaos still remain
Mother Habur suckle her children


Kingu, general of the host of chaos, fighting for Tiamat; Bearer of sky and earth

Kingu, the mighty master ruling eleven demons
Kingu, your blood is running insinde the heart of mankind

The ancient demon, they will return...
The blood of Kingu... their open gate


Son Of The Sun


In ancient days of Khem
A Pharao was praising
The sun above Amon
Osiris, Mother Isis and Toth

The gods would punish the hybris of Pharao
He wrapped himself in false sunshine
He was the founding father of the only God
But he provoked a fit of rage


Son of the Sun, it was his name
Son of the Sun, the sun will burn your wings
Son of the Sun, beware of Aton
Son of the Sun, your God will let you down

The Sphinx burst into tears
And pyramids are shaking
The precipice is close
When Pharao is losing his faith

Visions of madness led the Pharao astray
The portents were too ominous
Until this day his curse is still the plague of Man
We must defeat the only God


Apep will rise
Apep will come


The Khlysti Evangelist


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[English translation]:
As snow-storm from Siberia arrived unknown monk
Rasputin zapovidil the court of tsar and the heart of the tsarina

With the soft words and the devilish eyes
He taught the secret mind]

Rasputin, the Black Munk's
Coming like a new born

In Sibiria you saw the Black Munk preach
Russian Gnostic words of hidden wisdom
See the mistery in the ecstatic eyes
Hear a song as sinful as the moon

Rasputin, your fever
Will infect the women

Fell the ecstacy when he inverts the world
Secret Gnostic rites of Khlysti Gospel
FollowRasputin in the enchanted dance
Feel a heat as ardent as the snow

In Sibiria you saw the Black Munk preach
Russian Gnostic words of hidden wisdom
See the mystery in the ecstatic eyes
Hear a song as sinful as the moon

Fell the ecstacy when he inverts the world
Secret Gnostic rites of Khlysti Gospel
FollowRasputin in the enchanted dance
Feel a heat as ardent as the snow


Dark Venus Persephone

Together in underworld, Hades and Persephone
Daughter of Ceres, a tragic fate
It fell to your lot the day you ate
Apples from the Elysian fields

Persephone in (the) underworld

Forever in the underworld, (the) fate of Perssephone
Only the summer will set you free
But you'll be forced back to your husband
When you taste the pomegranate juice

Persephone in (the) underworld

Inside the underworld
Inside the ice and winter snow
(In the) water of Cyane
Your girdle float

Underworld Venus Persephone


Kali Yuga - Part 1


Into a fruitless desert, into a darker day
The world is falling down and the sun is painted grey
You hear no happy laughters, see only greedy grins


Living in Kali Juga - In the dark night of the soul
Living in Kali Juga - In the night we find a star

The only God has broken the chain of golden age
When gobs and every human where connected by the chain
It's time for re-enchantment, to call the gods again
To worshio Mother Kali and to make this aeon end



Kali Yuga - Part 2


Iron age's, Kali's rage, Kali, Jai Ma, Kali!
Praise the mighty Devi who turn the wheel another time
Kali's face, burning blaze, Kali, Jai Ma,, Kali!
Hail to Mother Kali who burn the world another time

Kali Ma, Great Durga, black guna of Maya
See the signs in the end of kala in the yuga


Kali Ma, Great Durga, black guna of Maya
See the signs in the end of kala in the yuga



Kali Ma, Great Durga, black guna of Maya
See the signs in the end of kala in the yuga

The stars are falling down, we all are trepped in modern time
There is no way ti hide from the yoke of this paradigm

Kali Ma! We transcend into your womb
In the void of time, Jai Ma Bhavatarini!


The Wondrous World Of Punt


The caravan is close to enter
Inside the land of Punt
Rivers of gold and scented lakes
Beyond the desert dunes
Eye of the sun is hot and carving
Have we been led astray?
Punt is a world of unseen bliss
But can we trust the eyes?

A lost land. Precious dream
Wondrous world of Punt
Ruled by Bez
Listen when e's player his harp

In the desert you'll maybe find
Your world of Punt

Find a light in a dream

Neter Ta, the Land of gods and beasts
World of Punt, your dream is lost today

Neter Ta, world of Punt
You will forever live on the fields

The vision was so near, it was so real
Fata Morgana played her game
A world of wonder, you saw...
(But) in the morning it vanished in the night


Melek Taus


Fly, Great Bird Taus - Fly to the sunrise
Your feathers and the crown, the symbols of your strength
Taus (in) your follower's dance

The offspring of Azrael - Accused as apostates
But they're blessed by Mele al Kawat, aks whose guest shall the Sanjak be?

Melek Taus

Sheik Adi, Yezi - Say Hol hola!
The Peacock Lord is here, the Serpent King will rise

Seven angels, seven Seihs - Waiting on Mount Lalesh
Until the day theay hear you pronounce: "As behre Azide Sarum!"

Hear the Peacock Lord declare: "Don't say my secret name!
I was, am now and shall have no end...you will know me as Melek Taus"

Melek Taus


Call Of Dagon

From a lonely stars
Beyond the verge of universe
A sound is choing
(A) call from another world
Lights from Sirius
Will take your from Oblivion:
dagon is here again

When you watch the sky
You feel a longing from the stars
Enter the limitless
Answer the call you hear
When you take the step
To free yourself from modern life
The sky will shine again

Call of Dagon!
The Deep One is calling you
Call of Dagon!
Hear the night sky sing

Call of Dagon!
It's the sound of universe
Call of Dagon!
Somewhere in your drems


Dagon sing
Stargoddess
Sothis dance


Sirius B


Po Tolo!


 Voyage Of Gurdjieff (The Fourth Way)

Walk all alone on a quest to wake up, as the day you said:
"Life is only real then, when 'I am'
When I walk on the way, of the Fourth Way"
When your jouney begins you'll meer the world
You'll see the sleep


Dance a sufi dance and fall into a trance
Like a Derwish you dance
Dance with Yezidis and lern their secret lore...
Voyage of Gurdjieff

Learn how to live, how to use the Octave
Listen to the tale (of) The lord of Flies tonight
Nine pointed star, it will shine on your soul
And you'll find your way like a Herald of Light
Who show the way like Gurdjieff


Learn how to live, how to use the Octave
Listen to the tale (of) The lord of Flies tonight
Nine pointed star, it will shine on your soul
And you'll find your way like a Herald of Light
Who show the way like Gurdjieff

Learn how to live, how to use the Octave
On the Fourth Way the life is only real
Then, when 'I am', when I walk on the way
On the Fourth Way, like a Herald of Light and the Dark

Is there life on Earth? The Worl will set you free
Voyage of Gurdjieff, are we like machines?
No, we can build a soul like black diamond

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DAIMONION

six - you close your eyes
five - control your breath
four - you feel the warmth
three - relax your mind
two - do you feel safe
one - now you are here
it seems to be unreal
the colors fade away
like a puppet on a string
where will we march today
the string was always there
it leads up to the sky
the colors fade away
who can tell me why

six - you've got to get to know yourself
five - or are you just a marionette
four - following the subtle rules
three - given by the mighty
two - following the subtile rules
one - given by the mighty

it seems to be unreal
the colors fade away
like a puppet on a string
where will we march today
the string was always there
it leads up to the sky
the colors fade away
who can tell me why

you've got to get to know yourself
or are you just a marionette
following the subtle rules
given by the mighty
day by day
the same mistake
a life ruled by fear and hate
you've got to get to know yourself
or are you just a marionette
following the subtile rules
given by the mighty

living for the weekend
is your meaning of life
now you tell me why
you are living a lie

it seems to be unreal
the colors fade away
like a puppet on a string
where will we march today
the string was always there
it leads up to the sky
the colors fade away
who can tell me why

 

 

MINE/ beast of prey

the sun is shining
it could be a wonderful day
the children play outside
while the birds sing in the sky

a warm breeze moves the grass
and small feet squeeze it
and while a butterfly passes
you hear the children laugh

it's waiting in the dark

a tiny metal bar
peeps out of the ground
dew reflects the sunrays
see me
see me
oh please see me

it's waiting in the dark

a stone is pushed back in the earth
while a small sole pushes the metal bar

a tiny flash
disappears into the ground
a soft click
and with a hollow sound
slowly it ejects - irrevocable
with a swirling movement like a butterfly
it's slowly climbing high
it passes the knees
it passes the hands
it passes the chest
until it reached its high
another click
and a fireball appears out of a shockwave
- the eardrums break
like deadly insects
a swarm of glowing spikes
bursts out of the red center
while flying razorblades
peel the last laugh off the face
- smeared with blood
a firestorm burns down pieces of flesh
on the red colored grass

stop searching
hell is already here
yes we made it happen
worse than any beast of prey
 

(MEHR ALS) DER ABSPRUNG

Dies ist mehr, mehr als ein Wort
Ein Wort ist mehr als Buchstaben
Dies ist mehr, mehr als Musik
Musik ist mehr als ihre Töne
Dies ist mehr, mehr als ein Bild
Ein Bild ist mehr als Formen und Farben
Dies ist mehr, mehr als eine Zahl
Eine Zahl ist mehr als eine Nummer

Dies ist mehr, mehr als Dunkelheit
Dunkelheit ist mehr als schwarz
Dies ist mehr, mehr als Licht
Licht ist mehr, mehr als weiss
Dies ist mehr, mehr als ein Kubus
Ein Kubus ist mehr als ein Raum
Dies ist mehr als ein Raum
Ein Raum ist mehr als das Nichts
Und selbst das Nichts ist nichts ohne dich
Du bist mehr als all dies zusammen
Denn ohne dich sind dies erstarrte Worte
Denn ohne dich sind dies erstarrte Worte
 

 

ALPHA/OMEGA


Imagine a child
Living in a dark place
Being accused of being a failure
Nothing is right
Everything is wrong
Nothing is right
Everything is wrong

Imagine this child
Growing up in a world
Which pays no attention
To its positive behavior
Always noticing
The bad things
Always noticing
The bad things

Imagine a person
Appearing on this scene
Giving love
Giving back its selfesteem
This child will turn away
From its hopeless past
And continue its life
In conscience and trust

The same could be with humanity

Alpha Omega
Alpha and Omega


Small things are big
Huge things are small
Tiny acts have huge effects
Everything counts
Nothing's lost


Imagine a crayfish
Thrown into boiled water
It will try to escape
As fast as it can

But imagine this crayfish
Put into clear cold water
And imagine this water
Slowly heated up
This crayfish will stay motionless
Until he's cooked to death

Same happens to humanity
Same happens to humanity

Alpha Omega

Small things are big
Huge things are small
Tiny acts have huge effects
Everything counts
Nothing's lost

 

I AM ( A THOUGHT IN SLOWMOTION)

First there is an ocean
Then there comes a storm
Then the earth is rising
Out of the deep blue
Yes and no are fighting
And their waves are what you feel
Like this it may be better
Like that it may be worse

Then a new beginning
To feel if it was worth it
Then the first movements
Within this creation
To test its borders
And to prove the ways
And then a new beginning
To see if it was right

Then an ego evolves
And proclaims itself a king
Anchored in time
It is easy to lose the thought
And a thought without emotion
Is what is causing pain

And as I feel pain for what they do
I have to shout - I AM

 

EXISTENCE

everything is changing
a constant flow
our existence - a photograph
the time - like slow-motion
did someone realize
that our life is based
on the history we've been taught
we are living the results of a lie
fundamental facts
have been changed and changed
again by the ......
and we keep their lie alive
why don't you go on
to kiss the ring on the finger
of the hand
which turned your existence to hell

and while the cold wind blows
we wonder why we feel so alone
but we're always asking those for help
who constantly kept us away from the truth

don't close your eyes anymore
don't cover your ears anymore
don't shut your mouth anymore
don't close your mind anymore

everything is changing
a constant flow
our existence - a photograph
the time - like slow-motion
did someone realize
that our life is based
on the history we've been taught
we are living the results of a lie
fundamental facts
have been changed and changed
again by the ......
and we keep their lie alive
why don't you go on
to kiss the ring on the finger
of the hand
which turned your existence to hell

you let it go
as if you know you are alone
you always underrate the ability
to change the state
of mind
and what you'll find
is hate so blind
it destroys every way out of here

 

JUPITER (OR SOMEWHERE OUT THERE)

You feel me.
Feel with me.
You see me.
See with me.
Feel the waves and I'll be the wave.
Feel the waves and I'll be the wave.

You are like the ocean, and I'm like the moonlight,
it seems, I'm only reflecting on your surface,
But you know I reach your ground.
You're my ocean, you're my life.
Let me be within you.
You're my ocean, you're my life.
Let me be within you.

Now the voices in the sky fall silent.
We're watching the sunset.
And the stars are now our guardians
in the coming night,
which will last far too long, far too long.

While the blue clouds cover the orange sky,
the sweet taste of the air, slowly turns bitter.
The time of shadows has just begun.

You are like the ocean, and I'm like the moonlight,
it seems,
I'm only reflecting on your surface,
But you know I reach your ground.

The time of shadows has just begun.

You are like the ocean, and I'm like the moonlight,
it seems,
I'm only reflecting on your surface,
But you know I reach your ground.
You're my ocean, you're my life.
Let me be within you.
You're my ocean, you're my life.
Let me be within you.

 

THE VIEW

Love - is what I believe in
and freedom is what I need
but why do I suffer from love
and why am I not free
the might sleeps in our hearts
we should form it with our hands
there won't be help from anyone
just you and me
purity and hope

the ability to love
and curiosity
are our strong sides
self hate and greed
are our weaknesses
spirit always was there
or it evoluted to the point
where we are now
but its origin is not of importance
we don't use it anyway

you're wasting time
following lies
break the chains of slavery
you're wasting time
following lies
break the chains of slavery

A devil does not exist
it's just a metaphor for
giving free rein to our animal instincts
while a full acceptance of these feelings
opens a door to another level
in which harming even the freedom
of another person turns into nonsense

the growth rate of humanity
could be an indication of our origin
made to survive - at all costs
this may be a cultural effect
but it's somehow corresponding
to the behavior of bacteria

unlike other mammals
we are living without the ability
to produce vitamin C
so - should we save the plants ?

you're wasting time
following lies
break the chains of slavery
you're wasting time
following lies
break the chains of slavery

perhaps we'll evoke the first
synthetic form of life on our planet
and maybe that's all we are here for
but nature spreads everywhere
will we bring life to other planets ?
is this the plan of nature ?

the freedom of choice
seems not to be wanted
because what we can do
we will do
but should we ?
this question is not really asked
and even if the answer is no
we will do it

you're wasting time
following lies
break the chains of slavery
you're wasting time
following lies
break the chains of slavery

and if art is a way
to transport feelings and thoughts
from here into the future
then I hope that future generations
will judge our electronical middle age
not only for the things we did and will do
but also for the hopes, dreams and love
we felt within us

 

 

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ONI VIŠE NISU SA NAMA...

  

Mart 1982: Profesor Keith Bowden, 46

- Naucnik i programer sa Essex Univerziteta, zaposlen u korporaciji Marconi, strucnjak za super-kompjutere i kompjuterski upravljane letelice.

-Uzrok smrti: Gadna saobracajka, probio je duplu ogradu i sleteo, i zabio se u sine na nekoj staroj pruzi. Policija je tvrdila da je bio u alkoholisanom stanju, dok su porodica i prijatelji tvrdili da uopste nije pio alkohol.

 

April 1983: Porucnik Anthony Godley, 49

- Glavni lik u Work Study Unit na Kraljevskom koledzu vojnih nauka.

-Uzrok smrti: Misteriozno je nestao u  aprilu 1983 bez ikakvog objasnjenja. Telo nikada nije pronadjeno, vodi se kao mrtav.

 

 

Mart 1985: Roger Hill, 49

- Projektant i dizajner radara u Marconi-ju.

- Uzrok smrti: samoubistvo.

 

 

Novembar, 1985: Jonathan Wash, 29

- Strucnjak za digitalne komunikacije koji je radio u  GEC-ovom i British Telekom-ovom centru za tajna istrazivanja u mestu Martlesham Heath, Suffolk.

-Uzrok smrti: Smrt je nastupila usled pada iz hotelske sobe u Abidzanu, u Africi. Tada je bio zaposlen u British Telekomu. Pre svoje smrti prijateljima je stalno govorio kako misli da mu je zivot u opasnosti.

 

 

Avgust 1986: Vimal Dajibhai, 24

- Inzenjer softvera u Marconi-ju, kreirao je kontrolne sisteme test kompjutera za Tigerfish and Stingray torpeda u Marconi Underwater Systems.

- Uzrok smrti: Pad sa 74 metra visokog Clifton Suspension mosta u  Bristolu. U policijskom izvestaju stoji da jmu je nadjen ubod od igle na levoj butini. Smrt se desila u poslednjoj nedelji njegovog rada u Marconi-ju.

 

 

Oktobar 1986: Arshad Sharif, 26

- Radio je za P;lessey Defence Systems i British Aerospace na sistemima za otkrivanje podmornica putem satelita.

- Uzrok smrti: U svojim kolima se vezao kanapom oko vrata, a drugi kraj kanapa je zavezao za drvo, a onda pritisnuo gas do daske. Zvanicna verzija - samoubistvo....

 

 

Januar 1987: Richard Pugh, 37

- Strucnjak za digitalne kominikacije i kompjuterski konsultant u britanskom ministarstrvu odbrane.

- Uzrok smrti: Nadjen mrtav u svom stanu vezanih nogu sa najlonskom kesom na glavi i kanapom cetiri puta obmotanom oko vrata.

 

 

Januar 1987: Dr. John Brittan, 52

- Naucnik, prvo angazovan na top secret istrazivanjima u kraljevskom koledzu za vojne nauke, a posle je radio za ministarstvo odbrane u istrazivackom centru

-Uzrok smrti: Trovanje ugljen monoksidom u svojoj garazi, ubrzo nakon sto se vratio iz USA sa jednog poslovnog puta.

 

Februar 1987: David Skeels, 43

- Inzenjer u Marconiju.

- Uzrok smrti: Kao i prethodni, trovanje ugljen monoksidom, nadjen u kolima sa crevom spojenim na auspuh.

 

 

Februar 1987: Victor Moore, 46

- Inzinjer dizajna u Marconi Space and Defence Systems.

- Overio se od heroina. Zvanican zakljucak - samoubistvo.

 

 

Februar 1987: Peter Peapell, 46

- Naucnik u kraljevskom koledzu za vojne nauke. Radio je na testovima otpornosti titanijuma na eksplozive i na koriscenju kompjuterske analize za registrovanje signala iz metala.

- Uzrok smrti: Nadjen mrtav u svojoj garazi...pogadjate....trovanje ugljen monoksidom. A nadjen je kako lezi sa glavom kod auspuha, kola su bila upaljena.

 

 

April 1987: George Kountis

- Analiticar sistema u Bristol Polytechnic.

- Uzrok smrti: Udavio se zajedno sa Shani Warren posle saobracajke u kojoj su im kola sletela sa puta i upala u reku Mersey.

 

 

April 1987: Shani Warren, 26

- Licni asistent u kompaniji Micro Scope, koju je preuzeo GEC Marconi 4 nedelje posle njihove smrti..

Nadjena je u kolima sa vezanim rukama na ledjima. 

 

 

April 1987: Stuart Gooding, 23

- Postdiplomac na  kraljevskom koledzu vojnih nauka.

- Uzrok smrti: Fatalna saobracajka dok je bio na odmoru na Kipru. Nedelju dana posle gorespomenutog para koji je zavrsio u reci.

 

 

April 24, 1987: Mark Wisner, 24

-Inzenjer softvera u ministarstvu opdbrane.

-Uzrok smrti -Nadjen mrtav u kuci koju je delio sa jos dva cimera. Nadjen je sa najlonom na glavi, potpuno oblepljenom lepljivom trakom.

 

 

Maj 1987: David Sands, 37

- Glavni naucnik u Easams of Camberleycerki kompaniji Marconi-ja.

- Uzrok smrti; Saobracajka u kojoj je usred voznje naglo napravio polukruzno skretanje probio dve bankine i zakucao se u napustenu kafeteriju.Imao je vezan pojas, a u kolima je nadjeno i nekoliko kanistera sa benzinm.

 

 

Maj 1987: Michael Baker, 22

- Strucnjak za digitalne komunikacije u Plessey Defence Systems.

- Uzroki smrti - saobracajka, kolima je udario banderu.

 

 

Jun 1987: Jennings, Frank, 60.

- Inzenjer elektronskog ooruzja u Plessey Defence Systems.

- Uzrok smrti - srcani udar, bez dalje istrage.

 

 

Januar 1988: Russell Smith, 23

- Laboratorijski tehnicar u Atomic Energy Research Establishment u Harwell-u, Essex.

- Uzrok smrti - pad sa litice, zajkl;juceno kao samoubistvo.

 

Mary 1988: Trevor Knight, 52

- Kompjuterski inzenjer u Marconi Space and Defence Systems.

- Uzrok smrti: trovanje ugljen monoksidom...u kolima...sa crevom prikacenim na auspuh...doduse nasli su 3 oprostajne poruke.

 

 

Avgust 1988: Alistair Beckham, 50

- Inzenjer softvera u Plessey Defence Systems.

-Uzrok - elektrokucija, nadjen je u bastenskoj kucici sa sve prikacenim zicama na telu.

 

 

Avgust 1988: Peter Ferry, 60

-  Neki vojni cin u penziji i direktor marketinga u Marconi-ju.

- Uzrok - elektrokucija, nadjen u kompanijinom stanu sa elektrodama u ustima.

 

 

Septembar 1988: Andrew Hall, 33

- Inzenjer u British Aerospace.

- Uzrok -  sad vec mnogo popularno trovanje ugljen monoksidom sa crevom povezanim na auspuh i sprovedenim u kola. I opet je zvanicno proglaseno samoubistvo.

 

Sad malo prirodnjaci...

 

Dr. C. Bruton

- Naucnik koji je pronasao jos jednu vrstu Krojcfeld-Jakobove bolesti. 

- Uzrok - saobracajka, i to jako sumnjiva. ubijen je neposredno pred objavljivanje svog rada o novoj vrsti KJ bolesti.

 

 

1994  Dr. Jawad Al Aubaidi

- Veterinar, specijalista za mikoplazmu , osamdesetih je radio dosta istrazivanja sa razlicitim vrstama mikoplazmi.

- Uzrok - u rodnom Iraku, dok je menjao gumu na kolima udario ga je kamion.

 

1996: Tsunao Saitoh, 46

- Vodeci strucnjak i istrazivac za Alchajmerovu bolest

- Uzrok - Ubijen je sa 13-togodisnjom cerkom u gradu La Jolla u kaliiforniji. Reuters je ovaj slucaj opisao kao delo profesionalaca. Ubijen je u kolima, cerka je pokusala da pobegne, ali su i nju ubili ispred kola.

 

 

Decembar 1997: Sidney Harshman, 67

- Profesor mikrobiologije i imunologije - vodeci svetski ekspert za stafilokokne alfa toksine.

Uzrok - naglo pogorsanje stanja i komplikacije usled dijabetesa. 

 

 

Jul 1998: Elizabeth A. Rich, M.D., 46

- Profesor saradnik, sa mandatom u plucnom odseku u Department of Medicine at CWRU i University Hospitals of Cleveland.  Bila je i clan izvrsnog komiteta u Centru za AIDS istrazivanja i rukovodila je biosafety level 3 facility(specijalizovana laboratorija u kojoj se radi sa HIV-om, virulentnim TB bacterijama, i jos nekim infektivnim agensima).

- Uzrok - poginula u saobracajki dok je isla u posetu porodici u Tenesi.

 

 

Septembar 1998: Jonathan Mann, 51

- Direktor osnivac globalnog AIDS programa u svtskoj zdravstvenoj organizaciji i osnivac proekta SIDA u Zairu, najobuhvatnije AIDS istrazivanje u Africi osamdesetih.

-Uzrok -  Poginuo u avionskoj nesreci u Kanadi , Swissair, let br. 111.

 

 

Jul 2000: Mike Thomas, 35

- Mikrobiolog u Crestwood Medical Center u Huntsville-u.

- Uzrok : Umro pod nerazjasnjenim okolnostima, 3 dana posto je vrsio ispitivanja uzoraka tkiva 12-togodisnje devojcice koja je imala meningitis i prezivela.

 

 

Decembar 2000: Linda Reese, 52

- Mikrobiolog sa specijalizacijom za zrtve meningitisa.

- Uzrok: Smrt pod nepoznatim okolnostima, maltene identicna gorepomenutoj, samo je u pitanju bila 19-togodisnja devojka.

 

 

Maj 2001: Profesor Janusz Jeljaszewicz

- Strucnjak za stafilokoke i stafilokokne infeckije. Njegovo glavno otkrice su bile bioloske osobine i mehanizmi dejstva stafilkoknih toksina. Pored toga, istrazivao je imunomodulatorne osobine i eksperimentalne tretmane tumora pomocu bakterije Propionibacterium.

 

Sada ide pakleni novembar 2001....cistka posle 11.9.... 

 

 

Novembar 2001: Yaacov Matzner, 54

- Dekan na Hebrew University - Hadassah Medical School u Jerusalemu i predsedavajuci u izraelskom Society of Hematology and Blood Transfusions. Jedan od vodecih svetskih stgrucnjaka za bolesti krvi. Radio je na proucavanju normalnih fizioloskih funkcija amiloida A, proteina kojeg ima u visokim koncentracijama kod obolelih od raka krvi.

-Uzrok - Profesori Yaacov Matzner i Amiram Eldor su se vracali avionom iz Svajcarske za Izrael. Avion se srusio u sumu nadomak mesta sletanja..

 

 

Novembar 2001: Professor Amiram Eldor, 59

-Direktor hematoloskog instituta u tel avivu, Ichilov Hospital i godinama je radio u Hadassah-University Hospital, na odsekku za hematologiju. Svetski priznat i poznat ekspert na polju zgrusavanja krvi ,posebno kod zena koje su imale vise pobacaja, i bio je clan naucnog tima koji je otkrio, u pljuvacki pijavica 8 novih jedinjenja protiv zgrusavanja krvi.

 

 

 

Novembar 2001: Jeffrey Paris Wall, 41

- Strucnjak biomedicine i specijalista za patente i intelektualnu svojinu.

-Uzrok - Telo mu je nadjeno na parkingu u blizini njregove kancelarije. Uzrok smrti - otvoreno...

 

 

Novembar 2001: Don C. Wiley, 57

- Najistaknutiji mikrobiolog u USA, sa Howard Hughes Medical Institute na Harvardu. Strucnjak za imune odgovore naseg tela na ozbiljne virusne napade

- Uzrok - policija je na mostu nasla napustena rentakar kola, iznajmljena na njegovo ime. Njegovo telo je nadjeno mesec dana kasnije na obali reke misisipi. Slucaj je proglasen samoubistvom.

 

Novembar 2001: Vladimir Pasechnik, 64

- Mikrobiolog svetske klase pobegao je u englesku 1989, u rusiji je igrao je glavnu ulogu u kreiranju bioloskog oruzja i provalio je kako modifikovati projektile da bi se u njih mogli smestiti bioloski agensi koji bi izazvali masovnu destrukciju. U engleskoj je osnovao Regma Biotechnologies kompaniju, i laboratoriju u Porton Down-u, za proucavanje odbrane od hemijskio bioloskih oruzja. Regma radi za USA na projektu dijagnoze i terapeutskih tretmana antraksa .

-Uzrok - patolog koji je radio obdukciju je radio za britansku tajnu sluzbu, i kao zvanican uzrok je naveo srcani udar. Detalji smrtovnice nikada nisu objavljeni, iako su porodica, prijatelji i lekar uporno tvrdili da je bio odlicnog zdravlja.

 

 

Decembar 2001: Robert M. Schwartz, 57

- Strucnjak za opatogene mikroorganizma i za Sekvenciranje DNK. Suosnivac je Virginia Biotechnology Association, i izvrsni direktor Research and Development u Virginia´s Center for Innovative Technology.

- Uzrok smrti - isecen i izboden nekom vrstom maca. Njegova cerka koja se deklarise kao paganska visoka svestenica i jos nekoliko njenih sledbenika su optuzeni za ubistvo.

 

 

Decembar 2001: Nguyen Van Set, 44

- Strucnjak za bolesti zivotinja u Commonwealth Scientific and Industrial Research Organization.

- Uzrok  - umro u nesreci koja se dogodila u laboratoriji u kojoj je radio, doslo je do eksplozije.

 

 

Januar 2002: Ivan Glebov i Alexi Brushlinski.

- Obojica mikrobiolozi, clanovi ruske akademije nauka.

- Uzrok - Glebova je ubila neka ulicna banda a Brushlinski je ubijen u moskvi od  strane nepoznatog napadaca.

 

Februar 2002: Victor Korshunov, 56

- Strucnjak za crevne bakterije, speciojalista za decije slucajeve.

- Uzrok - dok je isao svojoj kuci, nepoznati napadac ga je udario u glavu.

 

 

Februar 2002: Ian Langford, 40

- Strucnjak za rizike i bolesti nastalih usled zagadjenja okoline.

-- Uzrok - nadjen mrtav u ssvojoj kuci, go od pojasa na dole, ugusen ispod stolice.

 

 

Februar 2002: Tanya Holzmayer, 46

- Ruskinja, mikrobiolog, presla je 1989 u USA, istrazivala je strukture ljudske celije, koje najbolje reaguju na lek.

-Uzrok - ubio je kolega mikrobiolog Guyang Huang. Pucao je u nju 7 puta, kada je otvorila vrata dostavljacu pice, a onda je i sebi svirnuo metak u celo.

 

 

Februar Guyang Huang, 38

- Strucnjak mikrobiologije, uzrok je gore opisan

 

 

Mart 2002: David Wynn-Williams, 55

- Ugledni astrobiolog u British Antarctic Survey, izucavao je osobine i navike mikroba koji bi mogli da prezive u svemiru.

- Uzrok - udarila ga kola dok je dzogirao (pa posle pricaju da je dzoging zdrav)

 

 

Mart 2002: Steven Mostow, 63

-Poznat kao ''Dr. Flu" , priznati strucnjak u tretiranju influence, i vodeci strucnjak za bioterorizam u Colorado Health Sciences Centre.

- Uzrok - u blizini Denvera se srusio avion kojim je pilotirao.

 

 

Novembar 2002: Benito Que, 52

-Strucnjak za infektivne bolesti i celijsku biologiju u Miami Medical School

- Uzrok - dok je radio u svojoj laboratoriji primio je telefonski poziv, nakon kojr=eg je napustio laboratoriju i otisao negde. Kasnije je nadjen mratv na parkingu u blizini. Zvanicna prica je da su ga pretukli neki lopovi bejzbolkama, da je bio u nesvesti, a potom umro od srca. Porodici je zvanicno urucen dokument na kojem stoji da je umro prirodnom smrcu.

 

 

April 2003: Carlo Urbani, 46

- Italijanski epidemiolog,strucnjak za infektivne bolesti.

-Uzrok umro u bangkoku od SARS-a (severe acute respiratory syndrome)- ironija - od bolesti u cijoj identifikaciji je on igrao glavnu ulogu.

 

Jun 2003: Dr. Leland Rickman , 47

Strucnjak za infektivne bolesti

- uzrok smrti - Bio je u drzavi Lesoto sa Dr. Chris Mathews-om direktorom Owen Clinic for AIDS patients. Dr. Rikman se u jednom trenutku pozalio da ga boli glava i otisao je u sobu da prilegne. kako ga nije bilo, metjuz je otisao a ga potrazi i nasao ga je mrtvog u krevetu. Slucaj nikada nijew rasvetljen do kraja.

 

 

Jul 2003: Dr. David Kelly, 59

- Specijalista za oruzje u bioloskom ratu, takodje strucnjak za DNK sekvenciranje bio je sef odseka mikrobiologije u Porton Down-u i radio je sa dva vec spomenuta americka naucnika, Benito Que, 52, i Don Wiley, 57.

- Osnovao je  sa Vladimirom Pasecnikom  Regma Biotechnologies

Uzrok - Nadjen je mrtav sa isecenim zglobovima u posumljenoj oblasti u blizini njegovog imanja.

 

 

Oktobar 2003: Michael Perich, 46

- Profesor, entomolog koji je bio u timu koji se borio protiv sirenja virusa West Nile. Radio je istrazivanja u  East Baton Rouge Parish Mosquito Control i Rodent Abatement District sa ciljem da otkrije da li komarci u toj oblasti nose virus West Nile.

- Uzrok - saobracajka, zavrsio je u reci, udavio se, bio je vezan pojasom.

 

 

Novembar 2003: Robert Leslie Burghoff, 45

- Strucnjak mikrobiolog, koji je izucavao neke vrste virusa koji su nadjeni na brodovima krstaricama.

- Uzrok - setao se trotoarom ka kuci i udario ga je kombi, u fazonu hit and run. Umro dan kasnije u bolnici.

 

 

Decembar 2003: Robert Aranosia, 61

Glavni patolog Oakland okruga

Uzrok -  opet...kola...probijena ograd....let u reku....davljenje

 

Januar 2004: Dr. Michael Patrick Kiley, 62

- Svetski priznat strucnjak za  Ebolu i bolest ludih krava.

-uzrok - zvanicno - srcani udar , detalji iz smrtovnice nisu javno objavljeni

 

 

Maj 2004: William T. McGuire, 39

- Profesor na New Jersey Univerzitetu ,  glavni programer-analiticar u New Jersey Institute of Technology in Newark.

- uzrok smrti - telo mu je pronadjeno u 3 kofera koja su plutala u Chesapeake zalivu.

 

 

Maj 2004: Dr. Eugene F. Mallove, 56

- Strucnjak za hladnu fuziju. Neposredno pred smrt je objavio javni rad u kojem je opisao svoja i dostignuca svog tima na polju istrazivanja slobodne energije. Izjavio kako smo na pragu toga da stvorimo uredjaj koji ce proizvoditi slobodnu energiju.

- uzrok - umro od povreda zadobijenih u navodnoj pljacki..

 

 

Maj  2004: Antonina Presnyakova

- Strucnjak za bioloska oruzja

- uzrok smrti - umrl nakon sto se ''slucajno'' ubola iglom zarazenom sa virusom ebole.

 

 

Jun 2004: Dr. John Badwey 54

- Biohemicar na Harvard Medical School, specijalista za infektivne bolesti.

- Iznenada su mu se pojavili simptomi slicni upali pluca, i umro je posle dve nedelje.

 

 

Jun 2004: Dr. Assefa Tulu, 45

- Epidemiolog,  dizajnirao je sistem za otkrivanje bioteroristickog napada virusimaili bakterijama.

- uzrok - nadjen mrtav za stolom u kancelariji - srcani udar, detalji smrtovnice nikada objavljeni.

 

 

Jun 2004: Dr Paul Norman, 52

-Glavni naucnik za hemijsku i biolosku odbranu u laboratoriji ministarstva odbrane(UK) Porton Down. Putovao je po svetu i drzao predavanja na temu oruzja za masovno unistenje.

- uzrok - pad aviona cesna 226 , neposredno po uzletanju, poginula mu je i cerka tom prilikom, kao i instruktor padobranstva(podlegao povredama nedelju dana kasnije u bolnici)

 

 

Jun 2004: John Mullen, 67

- Strucnjak na polju nuklearnih istrazivanja u McDonnell Douglas.

 uzrok - otrovan velikom kolicinom arsenika.

 

 

Jul 2004: Stephen Tabet, 42

- Epidemiolog na Washington unioverzitetu. Svetski poznat HIV doktor i istrazivac koji je radio sa AIDS obolelima sa ciljem usavrsavanja vakcine.

- Uzrok - umro iznenada od nepoznatre bolesti

 

 

Avgust 2004: Profesor John Clark

- Direktor naucne laboratorije koja je kreirala ovcu Doli. Bio je i rukovodeci na Roslin Institutu jednim od svetskih vodecih centara za istrazivanja na polju zivotinjske biotehnologije.

- uzrok - nadjen obesen u vikendici.

 

 

Septembar 2004: Mohammed Toki Hussein al-Talakani

- Iracki nuklearni naucnik. Strucnjak na tom polju od 1984.

- uzrok - ubijen u Mahmudzi.

 

 

Novembar 2004: John R. La Montagne

- Glavni u US Infectious Diseases odeljenju.

- umro na putovanju po meksiku, uzrok nikada nije naveden.

 

 

Decembar 2004: Taleb Ibrahim al-Daher

- Iracki nuklearni naucnik

- uzrok ubijen od strane nepoznatlog napadaca, dok je isao na posao.

 

 

Januar  2005: Jeong H. Im, 72

- Penzionisao se kao profesor asistent na Univerzitetu Missouri-Columbia. Primarno je bio hemicar proteina, tacnije strucnjak za hemiju proteina.

- uzrok - pronadjen u gepeku svog auta, izboden nozem.

 

 

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DIJETE

Posveceno svima koji su bilo kada bili, koji jesu i koji ce biti u buducnosti na nekoj od milion vrsta dijeta.

Koliko puta ste sebi (a i drugima) rekli - ''pocinjem sa dijetom''? I u koliko slucajeva je ta dijeta imala dugorocni efekat? Milioni ljudi sirom sveta traze i trazice nacine kako da smrsaju. U ponudi na raspolaganju imamo hiljade vrsta raznih dijeta, sto je u principu dobro, jer ne moze jedna dijeta da pomogne hiljadama ljudi, ali............problem se nalazi u tome sto masa ljudi koja zeli da smrsa se nalazi pred zlobnim izazovom - ponudjeni su im raznorazni preparati za gubljenje tezine sa sve reklamom - jedite kako i koliko hocete a smrsajte za tolko i tolko kg dnevno/nedeljno/mesecno. Cak i dijete koje ne podrazumevaju neke cudesne preparate, one dijete koje imaju odredjen rezim ishrane nisu delotvorne. Zasto? Zato sto covek ne moze vecito da bude na dijeti. On ce biti neko vreme, a posle toga ce se u jednom trenutku vratiti na svoj stari rezim ishrane. Vratice se nazad sve covekove(uglavnom lose) navike po pitanju hrane i ishrane. U tim slucajevima ce najcesce doci do vracanja na staru tezinu, a jos cesce dolazi do jos veceg gojenja, i kilaza postaje veca nego sto je bila.

Sve sto je sagradjeno na pogresnim osnovama, nikako ne moze imati kasnijeg uspeha. Vecina ''dijetalnih'' programa su isuvise komplikovani, i najcesce se reklamiraju preteranim obecanjima i rezultatima. Dokle god ne prihvatite realnost da je gubljenje tezine proces ucenja, koji zahteva istrajan rad i fokus, do tada cete nastaviti po starom - da trazite brza i jednostavna resenja za skidanje kilaze, koja najcesce predstavljaju samo gomilu lazi i obmana.

Dugorocni uspeh u gubljenju tezine, i poboljsanju zdravlja, podrazumeva ne samo promenu u onome sta i kako jedete, vec i kako zivite. Postizanje rezultata mora biti obavljeno na nacin koji pomaze vasem telu da dodje do optimalne tezine. U stresnoj i ubrzanoj civilizaciji, u kojoj se nalazimo, vecina nas na razne nacine trazi beg od surovih realnosti. Alkohol, droge, cigarete, hrana. Sve same navike. Kao glavno opravdanje za nevodjenje racuna o sebi najcesce navodimo nedostatak vremena. Ali zato se moze provesti 3 sata ispred Tv-a ili kompjutera, to je ''ok''....dalje, zivimo u zagadjenoj sredini, oko nas su na sve strane otrovi koji nam narusavaju zdravlje i ugrozavaju zivote. Uce nas vec decenijama kako su male kolicine otrova bezopasne, ali naravno da nisu. stotine i hiljade netestiranih hemikalija nam trpaju u hranu, vodu, kozmetiku i sredstva za ciscenje. Na sve to dodajte stres, koji je No.1 otrov u odnosu na prethodno navedene. Edukujute se po pitanju otrova koje unosite u svoje telo, ili jednostavno budite neposredni svedok propadanja vaseg tela.

Da bi ''dijeta'' uspela, moraju se prvo razgraniciti neke stvari. Mehanizam - imam visak kilograma - idem na dijetu - skinuo sam kilograme - prestajem sa dijetom, nikako ne funkcionise ispravno. Ono sto se mora naglasiti je to da je potrebna promena u samom razmisljanju i pristupu temi gubljenja tezine. Ono sto treba uspostaviti je jedna trajna promena u razmisljanju i shvatanju - ono sto cini osnovu vase buduce ''dijete'' je promena misljenja o vasem zdravlju i telu. Ta promena se mora ogledati u vasoj cvrstoj odlucnosti da promenite svoj trenutni izgled. Znaci, ne neke sestonedeljne dijete, nego cvrst stav da zelite promenu i da zelite dobro sebi.

Kada se odlucite za dugorocnu promenu, morate se suociti sa svim sranjima koja unosite u svoja tela. Vase telo i mozak trebaju odredjenu hranu i hranljive cinioce kako bi funkcionisali ispravno. Ako neko od vas ima kola koja idu na plin, neka pokusa da sipa dizel u rezervoar za plin. Da vidimo kako ce i dokle kola dogurati. Analogija je ljudsko telo i hrana.Vremenom, kroz istoriju, ljudska bica su postala bica navike. Mi pratimo iste rutine i sablone iz dana u dan, iz godine u godinu. Razmislite sta sve radite ujutru kada ustanete i uvece pre nego legnete u krevet. Ljudskoj masini je postalo osobeno da je vozi autopilot, stalno ponavljajuci iste akcije, bez nase potrebe da razmisljamo o njima. U medjuvremenu, dok ne razmislite dobro, znajte da nikada necete doneti dobro svom telu kroz brzoplete akcije i quick fix resenja.

I za kraj - nagon i potreba za resavanjem pitanja prekomerne tezine ne treba da poticu od kozmetickih/estetskih potreba, vec zdravorazumnih potreba za zdravim telom, umom i duhom.

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